Diving down, to reach you, to help you, to stop you from drowning. I try to scream "The surface is up here! Come to me and we can swim up together! I can pull you!" But you swim the other way. You are avoiding me. You want to reach the surface alone. I'm running out of air. The dark cold is sucking me down, down. I'm drowning.

Where ever I go, I find you on my mind. Sometimes I enjoy it, other times I want to cry. I would wish you were there, to spend the day with me. Hoping we could be together, all the time. I know its foolish, but sometimes I miss you. I think I miss you too much, but I'd never know. I've never had someone like you, who missed me back. As I sit once again, all conflicted, I wonder if you feel the same. I feel the beginnings of my dam breaking as it fails to hold back the tears. Just being here, I dream of sitting with you. I wish I could hear your laughter, just hearing it makes me smile. You are my one and only, I hope it