akiko-writings

Akiko Hidaka

7 Watchers77 Deviations

3.7K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See All

Mine Forever by akiko-writings, literature

You Are by akiko-writings, literature

Know by akiko-writings, literature

All Around by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

All Around

I want to be free from this, this feeling. It is too much to handle these days. The facade I play of her, it is just too much. I want to be free. But... if I kill her I'd be killing me. She's been in me for as long as I can remember. She's on my skin, in my blood. She resides in my heart, mind...soul. All around me I see her. Where ever I look, she is there, waiting for me. I can't escape. I don't like it anymore. Someone save me. Anyone... rid me of this feeling.

Playing With Love by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Playing With Love

I thought I was safe with you, But I was soon proved wrong. You didn't care, You couldn't care.Just playing with love.I thought I was dead after you, I didn't think I could go on. What did you care? You didn't save me.Just playing with love.Then he came to me, My knight in not so shining armor. He saved me unlike you. He actually cared for me.Just playing with love.You my prince cared for me, Protected me from me. You actually cared about me, It showed in ever motion you made.Just playing with love.I soon discovered that I too cared, You were what I needed. My strength and hope. My shelter and savior.Just playing with love.We didn't think ...

One Word: Pane by akiko-writings, literature

The Chocolate Moose by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

The Chocolate Moose

Once upon a time in a far away land of Chocotania, there lived a moose. Not just one moose. But many moose. Of couse Chocotania didn't only have moose there, for it had other animals too! Rabbits, birds, cats, dogs, and fish are only some of the animals you will find on Chocotania. Now, I'm sure you are wondering why a place mostly occupied by animals is called Chocotania. See, everything here is made from chocolate! Even teh animals! Which is how this far away land got its name. Now, as I was saying there lived a moose on Chocotania. His name was Herbert. Herbert was in no way normal for a moose - even one made from chocolate! D...

Mother by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Mother

Fresh baked goods, Cakes and cookies. Sweet memories of her.Sitting in the kitchen on a stool, I'd watch as she'd gracefully Move about the room. Baking, cooking, cleaning. It's what she did.Fair hair kept in a messy bun, Few strands fell into her face As she would busy herself.It were days like these, I enjoyed the most. Sitting and watching her cook.My mother was kind, She'd give me a little treat if I sat quitely. A little bit of batter left from the cake. Some cookie dough she made for father to eat. She'd always sneak me some.It is my dear mother, Who inspired me to be the way I am.Now child and mother, Work side by side Creating wond...

Itch by akiko-writings, literature

Lack of Inspiration by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Lack of Inspiration

As I sit here in the hot early morning, An urge to hold a pen comes over me. To have it move across a blank page.In drawing or in writing, It really doesn't matter, As long as I have something to do.With pen in hand and paper in front of me, I wonder what to do: Draw or write.The will is there, but no inspiration. And then an idea comes to me, Write about no inspiration!And so I write, Yet no inspiration comes. Just my thoughts.Thoughts flow from my pen, Darkening the paper with ink stains. Yet as I pause and look, A poem I saw.I find it funny how my thoughts, Became a poem. I should try this more often.Yet as I wonder how to end this, I f...

See All

Featured Gallery

See All

Rain Dance by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Rain Dance

Rain drops fall from the skies above. Soaking me to my very core. Each little drop with a story of its own, Trying to get into my heart to tell me. Each one different from the next. Smiling and laughing at their stories, I dance around in the puddles freely. I have no worries while I'm there. It's just me and the rain. I keep on dancing even as the rain falls harder. But I know I must soon leave. My dance in the rain can't last forever.

Poetic Moment 1 by akiko-writings, literature

A Simple Thing by akiko-writings, literature

Magical Getaway by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Magical Getaway

A journey in the wind, A tale in the breeze. Mystic stories in the trees, Magical dreams in the flowers. A time, a hope; A life, a thought. Nothing more, Nothing less. Just for me. A secret getaway. Those cool autumn nights, Those warm summer days. In this little forest, I've found peace. Just for me, a little place. A mystical and magical place, Full of songs and music. Full of magic and imagination. All in this little place.

Dear World... by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Dear World...

Dear World Ever wonder about time...? Ever wonder how long you'd live? Well, time is a slow and constant thing... Better be on your guard for your time is coming. Slowly... time will run out... Did you hear me? I said:Time... is running out slowly... stay on your... guard... before... Time... runs out... Completely... slowly... your death is coming... your time is almost here... be on your guard, you might be next...

Waterfall by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Waterfall

Sitting here listening to the water I think of how I lost you. My heart sighs as I think of you.I think of your smiling face every morning. I think of the times I've seen you cry. Every waking moment I pray that our friendship wont die.My life is like a waterfall, I walk along side the cool water. Coming to the end, my life plays back. I see my friends and family wave good bye. I see my memories be washed away. Down the waterfall they go, leaving me behind.My hopes and dreams slowly die For I'm alone, no one to confide in. Friends and family gone, all reality begins to fade. As I stand to leave, I hear my name. Looking across the water I s...

Undying Love by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Undying Love

I was once told that you loved me, You said you'd never leave me. You said you had undying love for me, I looked at you and knew it was true. We used to tease that our love wouldn't last. For years our love grew and so did we. Then one day I moved away. Since that day I called you everyday. Yet as I called you one day, You say you're busy so call back. I call you back, yet its the same. Moving back to town to see you again, I see you with another. I break down and cry as you ignore me, And decide to move far away. I guess I was wrong about your love, I guess our teasing was really true. The one night my phone rings, And on the other line I...

Once A Fallen Angel... by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Once A Fallen Angel...

Once a fallen angel always a fallen angel, I know that now as I try to climb the stairs of truth and wisdom but fail with despair.I feel my wound open again As I remember that day I died. As my last tears fell, A bitter sensation did my eyes feel. I feel the burn in my eyes, As I look back on that day. The only thing I miss feeling, Is that fuzzy feeling inside When I saw your smile.Please forgive me, please don't cry I was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. I truly cared deep inside But my heart felt something else inside. As the bullet entered I thought of you, I hope you hear this prayer, For I love you.

The Early Morning by akiko-writings, literature

Sweet Essence of Life by akiko-writings, literature

Watchers 7

Monique17

mizudatsurugi

ShadowVapor

Karota

jovegathering

PokemonMaster250

xestrix

Watching 5

Xaki-Poetry

Cyryn

xestrix

Elf-Prosetry

francees

Collection
Favourites

See All

The Key to Life by Elf-Prosetry, literature

Literature

The Key to Life

Essential. Life flows, rushes, charges through soft tunnels, providing existence.My saving grace.Limbs spread, pierced, bolted in place.Harsh planks, cruel tree. Man uses nature against him. Nature protests, darkness f l o o d s. Rain and tears mingle, a solemn dance across pallid slopes accented in garnet.“Forgive them…”Unmerited words. Saline drips as thunder cracks, Breath comes slow and heavy, f a d i n g. People cheer, weep, wail. Some shield eyes, others leer.“Into your hands…”It is finished.

Bodybags by francees, literature

Untitled As of Now by Cyryn, literature

My Angel by Cyryn, literature

Literature

My Angel

You’re my angel, with devil’s eyes. (taint the angel) The Lucifer who’s body can hypnotize. (my mind is yours) With wings of silver and eyes blue-gray, sink those fangs right in and promise you’ll stay. (oh please stay)You’re my wings, those gentle things. My loving embrace and smiling face. (oh please hold me)You’re my saint, who’s touch I need. (caress that God) The stripping priestess on which I feed. (I hunger) With hairs of gold and that touch of pink, I’ll only dive on in, if I know I’ll sink. (sink, sink, sink)You’re my wings, those gentle things. My loving embrace and smiling face. (hold me now)So as we approach Eternity, the unive...

Pistol by Cyryn, literature

Literature

Pistol

He sat weeping quietly, the anxious .45 waiting for just the right twitch or execution. I sat there begging him, pleading with him to just put the pistol down. Held between his teeth, the metal rattled on, like a snake threatening you not to come closer. ‘What am I supposed to do?’ I thought, as I was trying everything I could to get the gun out of his mouth at least. Finally, it dawned on me to say something that wouldn’t calm him, but something that would shock him into forgetting about the bullet with his name on it. “If you pull that trigger, I’ll take the next.” The look in his eyes made my heart cry out, but he moved the gun wi...

Alone This Morning by Cyryn, literature

Literature

Alone This Morning

Woke up this morning, Must have been on the wrong side of my bed- since I can’t forget those feelings, and I can still recall the words you said.Slipped out through the front gate, And drove away in your car; You swore nothing could survive forever, Then how come you came so far?Your whisper raised my senses, the ‘goodbye’ you spoke to me. But that didn’t appear to matter, preceding all this love you see.You snuck out the entrance, departing at most a moment late. You sought to live together, But you wouldn’t dare defy fate.Awoke alone this morning, Could have been all those things I spoke . . . The ‘always’, ‘forever’s, and every little d...

Fallen Star by Cyryn, literature

Literature

Fallen Star

Chapter 1 ~The Rebel Force~"It never comes out like I want it to! Agh, better give up on it for now, it's about time." This young man stands up, and pushes his chair back, accidentally hitting the bed behind it. He walks across the room, away from some parchment and a dry ink quill. He opens the tent's flap, and looks out across the small encampment. A fellow soldier walks up, and as he salutes, the young man tells him, "You know not to do as much in front of the men...” The soldier quickly drops the salute, and apologetically says, "Sorry Fal- I mean, James."The two men look at each other for a moment, and James looks out across the...

Love Song by Cyryn, literature

Literature

Love Song

What could make this song seem so wrong? When I made it strong and made it last long? The emotions I poured out to you, couldn't be wrong, because they were true. I told you things I needed you to know. So tell me how could you end "this" like so? These are the words I sang to her, no doubt now to all of you, which I infer."I kiss your cheek since I love that smile, can you make it stay for a little while? I love your eyes, they mystify, they put jealousy in any other guy. I love your lips and how they feel, they make me believe 'this is all surreal.' So I'm sending you my love-shaped heart, and begging, for you, it might start... It's not...

Cyryn by Cyryn, literature

Literature

Cyryn

A name that came from mythology, the one who'd kill sailors sent to sea... but this is not the one I talk of now... Want to create a Cyryn, I'll tell you how.You take the creature lost at sea, the one who takes men out of history. You fill it with pain and misery, and it turns it into the Cyryn in me.You take the lover who has been pained, who's gallantly clean but still bloodstained. You cover it in scars it loves as it was trained, and you'll see the Cyryn that I have abstained.A name that came from mythology, the one who'd kill sailors sent to sea... but this is not the one I talk of now... Want to create a Cyryn, I've told you how.

Pheonix by francees, literature

Literature

Pheonix

I float upwards, twirling, swirling, into the sky of sweet I lay upon a lonesome cloud to relax my sorry feet There sits a monarch butterfly, sharing this air with me It flutters and hovers.. it smiles and knows..I slip into a raindrop to experience a world Where all sadness is crystalized into the past Within my raindrop flies a fairy It is lovely and pretty.. it is blissful and beauty..I mix well with a wavering wind of wilder It whisks me to a place where I can see All the purple people on the ground Up here creatures are aware of what life isI fly upon the back of a phenoix We soar and trail a prism behind us Infront is only a white ca...

Deviation Spotlight

Dear World... by akiko-writings, literature

Literature

Dear World...

akiko-writings

About akiko-writings

Artist // Literature

Thailand
Deviant for 19 years
hidakaakiko.deviantart.com
She / Her

Badges

My Bio

Current Residence: Thailand
Favourite genre of music: @__@ ummm.... classic rock and 60's and 70's rock!
Favourite photographer: another trick question... >.>
Favourite style of art: anime and realistic (to a point on realistic)
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Sony Mini Disk player
Shell of choice: turtle
Wallpaper of choice: a bishounen one! Or something really pretty and abstract
Skin of choice: mine
Favourite cartoon character: >.>a Hidaka Ken... Menchi... myself
Personal Quote: "I'm a happy little bug!"

Favourite Visual Artist

Salvador Dahli, Piccasso, Da Vinci, Georgia O'Keef

Favourite Movies

>.> trick question isn't it?

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Lifehouse, Beatles, Georger Thurogood, Queen, CCR, BNL, Enya

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare, J.K. Rowling, Edgar Allen Poe, Lewis Carroll, William Blake

Favourite Games

Threads of Fate, RO, Street Fighter 3, DDR

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, arcade @_@ go arcade platforms!

Tools of the Trade

music, muse, rain, pencil, notebook, depression, pineapple, school

Other Interests

poetry, anime, manga, music, drawing, reading, writing, fantasy

Posts

See All

akiko-writings

Oct 13, 2006

Long time no update

0 min read

It's been a while since I've updated. O_o; I haven't really done any new writings lately. So, I kinda feel bad :xAnyway, just wanted to say that I am indeed alive and just felt like checking this page again.Also, to those whom I watch and also watch me... I'm probably going to remove everyone I watch because I don't get on here often enough to check everything. I barely look at all of the art on my main account. But this ins't for sure yet. I might still keep you on there just know that I probably wont comment anymore. @_@;;

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

akiko-writings

Jan 17, 2006

01/17/06: News and Such

0 min read

:star:News:star: D: I haven't even wrote new poetry to put up here lately. @_@; Sorry. xD I've like died on devArt. X_x;:star:Stuff:star: I go home on February 21, 2006!Also, stole this from :devCyryn:!TEN FIRSTSFirst Best Friend: Mindy First Screen Name: Brattymoon First Pet: Oscar, a cockatoo First Piercing: Ears when I was 3 or 4 I think O_o; First Crush: D: a guy named Race in the 4th grade... First CD: not sure. First Car: invisible! xD none First Stuffed animal: A stuffed snowtiger named "Snowtiggy" or "Snowy" for short. >.> and I still have him. :heart:NINE LASTSLast Alchoholic Beverage: None Last Car ride: With my host sister to ge...

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

akiko-writings

Dec 1, 2005

12/01/05: News and Such

0 min read

:star:News:star: I am not dead... I just have nothing to upload. XD; That and i have no internet at home right now. Which really sucks because my story Ned Meleth a Auth has a pretty decent update waiting to be uploaded! *__* Chapters 5-7 of the first arc, plus an itroduction and 2 chapters of arc 2 and a new layout. WHEE! but no net.... x.x not whee..Anyway, I'll try to upload some more stuff as soon as I get something to put up. I'm currently at school. Anyway, I'll return Begining of march at the VERY LATESTS.:star:Stuff:star: February 21, 2006: I leave Thailand to return home. :heart:

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 9

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

mizudatsurugi

Dec 18, 2007

your work is so beautiful, i HAVE to watch you!!

Happy Holidays.

No one has posted a new devious thought on here for a while. . . so I shall.

I wanna thank you for all your favorites and compliments and such, you're a really good friend to me over deviantART. ^-^

Much Luff,
Cyryn

PS -

lryiu

Jul 8, 2005

Hi!

You are Random Deviant No. #205 on =lryiu's DeviantART RD Tour 2005

Elf-Prosetry

Jun 30, 2005

Thanks for the watch and the comments and the favs and everything... Sorry it took me so long to respond to everything, I don't get on this account very much. O_o

I really appreciate the time you've spent going through my stuff. If only I was that dedicated to other deviants, lol.

ebontier

Jun 28, 2005

You are Random Deviant #103 on ~ebontier's Random Deviant Tour 2005.

A poet! If you're into clubs/communities, you should check out =PoetryPlease

rhapsody-bri

Jun 23, 2005

hey, thanks for the