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Heya dolls please go o me Flikr and add me to follow and see my photography i'm back and with a new camera that i have no clue how to use lol :)
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  • Listening to: Set fire to the rain
  • Drinking: Water
Heya dolls!!! yes it's me and i'm not sure if anyones even gonna read this but i'm coming back yes i'm returning, i don't really see any of the older deviants that used to be on here or even posting witch is kinda sad but i'm comming back and with a $900 Nikon and two lenses... 35mm 1.8 and a 50mm 1.8 and omg you guys have no clue how excited i am and also while i was gone i started my own YouTube beauty channel ^^ and so i and getting right back into what i love witch is PHOTOGRAPHY but most of my work will be posted on Flikr just because i can post more witch out being a burden so if any of you dolls have any questions please ask me i will be checking this daily until i get my camera and my first set of photos :)
  • Listening to: I'm coming home
  • Watching: Jersey Shore
  • Drinking: Water
Im going on a break until i get my new camera and my head and heart straight im really in pain and heartbroken i really love you guys and thank you so much im just not in my right state of mind and i feel really suicidal and my heart just feels so heavy  and so im gonna take a break and if you really want to know why i feel this way and if you have any encouraging words plz add my on msn plz dont take this as me being  whiny i just feel i have more support here and so i write here if you have negative comments then plz keep them to yourself i really dont feel like arguing my mind isn't right so plz excuse me for taking this break i love you guys and thank you for everything :sniff:

Update i started my 365 project before i decided to quit and take a break and i'v gotten allot of requests to finish it so i am, but i am not posting then here i'v been posting any and all photo's i take on Flikr www.flickr.com/photos/airicalu…<-- for any updates and to talk to me i'm always tweeting or on Facebook i love you guys
Oh and i'm always answering ANYTHING you guys want to know about me on Formspring i answer any and every question i get,So ask me anything www.formspring.me/AiricaTea thank you for reading this and i would love you're comments :wave:
  • Listening to: why dont you love me

PLEASE HELP ME!!!!![Thirteen]

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 13, 2010, 3:10 PM
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Ok on Monday my camera shopping begins....at first i wanted another Nikon but then i gradually started to fancy Canons...so im really in the crosshairs on this one witch do you think is worthy enough?? i think my pick would still be a canon but idk iv never has a canon so plz i need you guys help with this.:pray:


simply stunning.

  • Listening to: why dont you love me
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

Nothing good ever comes to me.12

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 12, 2010, 11:03 AM
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Hmm well i caint say i have something positive to write about again today there's nothing happy in my life at this moment.

gdzie strzygi, upiory by dorguska
very bold and intense.

  • Listening to: love is blind
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

Scared of lonely.eleven

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 11, 2010, 1:23 PM
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Recently iv been really lonely not family wise relationship wise im kinda afraid to be lonely i dont like being lonely but hopefully everything works out :invisible:

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a double feature because i missed a day.

  • Listening to: dissaper
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

Tumblin 10

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 9, 2010, 3:12 PM
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So last night i didn't do anything but tumble ohmylordairica.tumblr.com/ i recently stopped tumblin ohmylordairica.tumblr.com/&nbs… i had no time ,same as why i haven't been to active on here but i hope all of that changes,im in my junior year so im really serious about school...well i want to be umm im just not the sharpest knife in the drawer but il get there it's really ugly weather out and so i haven't did any shoots i only shoot with natural light i hate flash ..ok so il stop my rambling i know nobody's gonna read this anyway :)  

I see you by raemarshall
just a simple stunning image.

  • Listening to: a woman like me
  • Watching: atonement
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

Am i old? Nine

Journal Entry: Fri Jan 8, 2010, 5:07 PM
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i slept almost the whole day...i woke up with aches and things im like wtf?? idk whats going on lol i feel so old lol am i?

the bible didn't mention us by brad-macd
i really love the focus and simplicity.

  • Listening to: a woman like me
  • Watching: atonement
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

Always Grey Sky.8

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 7, 2010, 2:34 PM
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Wow it's soo nasty looking outside it's horrible,no clouds,no blue sky just plain grey sky it's freezing,and there's dew and mist in the wind it's not a good day to go anything so im stuck watching the id channel and eating lots of soup oh yeah im still sick to say the least it suck i haven't done my hair today or anything still in my p.j's i think il take a hot hot bath idk im just not up to anything il do some more editing and post things for you guys if you want me to i mean oh and il go live to chat with you guys on Stickam stickam.com/airicalush_ or you can chat with me on msn doesnt matter to me i have nothing else to do :invisible:

headless by LenaCramer
such a stunning cold image.

  • Listening to: a woman like me
  • Watching: atonement
  • Eating: soup
  • Drinking: tea

No shit Sherlock. eight.

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 6, 2010, 1:08 PM
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So right when my birthday's coming up and i jut got a new lensbaaby and a 50mm,and a new haircut i get sick?:sick: thats totally bullshit i feel like shit i think ppl are getting bored of me and i just done feel worthy at all so mhm.:sneeze:


i love this image simply because it's simple and elegant:heart:
The Ice Queen. by RomanceOnTheTarmac

  • Listening to: glamourized.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

New Hailrcut7

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 5, 2010, 1:05 PM
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Ok  i'v been rambling about getting my hair cut  you would totally know if your following me on Tumblr or on Twitter and you could also ask me anything you want here www.formspring.me/AiricaLush the only prob it that when they cut it they dyed it brown with highlights and so im not a redhead anymore :tantrum: im gonna start writing daily journals so you guys can know whats going on with me :) so i have to get it dyed back red on my b-day with is coming up in a couple of weeks :party:
*yeas i know i was cutting topics lol
  

I really like this photo for the simple reason that is softly focused and the muted but bold dark colors.
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  • Listening to: glamourized.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

Obsessional six

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 4, 2010, 1:21 PM
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Im obsessed with Beyoncé lol umm idk if you spell her name that way but w/e soo im feeling once again uninspired im soo fucking tired of feeling that way dammit! but i guess it'l fade away lol umm so i used my lens baby and i dont think the shots i got were worthy enough so i didnt post them ok enough rambling i will continue my feature thingymajig until i hit 30 or so i love you :iconbylaauraa: she's such a good supporting friend ohh and :iconjenarose: she's a gorgeous amazing person to i llove more of you but i have to do a feature so next journal is all yours :giggle

this work is amazingly realistic it makes me hate where i live i want snow:tantrum:
So fast.. by m1kikey

  • Listening to: what is love.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

Alive.#5

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 3, 2010, 11:35 AM
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Ok soo...i hope you guys had a wonderful newyears i did sorta kinda ummm...im going to the movies today idk what im going to see lol just randomly going. So this means back to features and my creativity is lacking big time idk why but il slow it down some so i can get in focus i got my 50mm and i dont even have ideas? :wtf: so il be posting from time to time more happier and silly photos im tired of the seriousness ya know well i have to get dressed and thing so ttyl :)
ID_January by seainside
this photo is happy and alive and it makes me feel the same.

  • Listening to: what is love.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

Happy New Years.

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 31, 2009, 11:55 AM
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Gosh i cain't believe it's here already this year was so shitty so i really know 2010 gonna be better  just know it...[not really] lol but i hope so i know there will be it's sad times like death and things but thats life so i love you guys and i want to that you all for your support and the friends i have made and the friends to come i know anybody barely reads journals so i hope if you do you reply with your new year's resolutions are i have soo many! so im gonna end my rambling and theres no feature today :)

Ohh and i have a Formspring soo please ask me anything you want here!

  • Listening to: you are my rock.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

jessmarie Hello FOUR

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 30, 2009, 2:42 PM
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Happy holidays to everyone the weather is not nice here at all so i have to do shoots inside or none at all i wish it would snow..i think il go somewhere where it is snowing lol i got a lensbaby,leggings,mac make-up set,new moccasins,and DROID phones.verizonwireless.com/mot… i love it you should ask for one!!!!mm time for the feature:woohoo:

The feeling of this is just great isn't it?


  • Listening to: you are my rock.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

#3 dorguska

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 29, 2009, 4:45 PM
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Happy holidays to everyone the weather is not nice here at all so i have to do shoots inside or none at all i wish it would snow..i think il go somewhere where it is snowing lol i got a lensbaby,leggings,mac make-up set,new moccasins,and DROID phones.verizonwireless.com/mot… i love it you should ask for one!!!!mm time for the feature:woohoo:


I really loved this image because of the simplicity of it and her ins't she just stunning?

  • Listening to: you are my rock.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

roseonthegrey.two

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 28, 2009, 12:24 PM
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So im starting my daily features today i love you guys :la:

i know this is sort of a summery image but gosh it's so stunning isn't it?.

  • Listening to: you are my rock.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

HappyHolidays !!

Thu Dec 24, 2009, 1:10 PM


Merry Merry

Happy holidays to you guys and im making a speacial feature for my friends and inspiration  i hope you all have a great holiday and and get plenty of inspiration....[from me!!] j/k lol  i never really do these type of journals but it doesnt hurt to try something new right love all of you guys :santa:

i love you guys and you give me plenty of inspiration :heart:
ohh no order :giggle:
:thumb147756323: 20-365 Brownie. by ByLaauraa
:thumb121551962: your spirit still lingers here by jenarose
:thumb136264679: passion by meyrembulucek
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  • Listening to: whatdaya want from me.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

No Feature reply??

Tue Dec 22, 2009, 12:05 PM


omfg

Im getting really fed up with giving somebody a feature and i get no thank you?
i mean it's not that im dying for a reply but kindest thing to do would be to reply giving that i am very in like with your wokr and took the time to feature it.is it me or do you feel the same:shrug:

  • Listening to: smash into you.
  • Watching: year one
  • Drinking: tea

Leverage.

Mon Dec 21, 2009, 7:02 PM


Leverage

i really need someone right now to help me cope with life
i love my life but i sometimes dont love living it...if i make any sense
i love having life but i dont love living it some days.
i wish i had somebody to count on other then me.


i love you guys.



and i have a new skin.

  • Listening to: Happy
  • Watching: kuwtk
  • Drinking: tea