I've been thinking over how I want to convey this post. 2020 has put a lot of mental stress on us all. I felt pretty good at the start of the year with my surgery out of the way. A couple of months into the pandemic I purchased a new computer, was all ready to go full force with bashing and streaming, but then suddenly hit a personal crash. I had two streams in June, and was periodically working on bits and pieces of various projects. Some of which went on hold for months. I was approached with a request back in August which I felt necessary to begin right away, but even that has been a struggle to complete. My life in general is... complicated, for me anyway. Without going into too many details I miss my friends all the time. I rarely get to see other family members (even before Covid), and much of my social life is online. My friends around the world who I chat with online, you hold me together, thank you. I have also lost the passion to play video games which I used to