RIP this is the first journal in a long time that I am going to post! Also a very late post because New Year's was yesterday but I am still gonna post it anyway x3
2017 has been a troubling year for me. A lot of things happened and most of them were bad sadly enough. I've been holding strong throughout it all, smiling through it because I believed things would get better. I can't say that there weren't good times either. They may have been short but they were memorable. They were on occasions and I will hold them close to my heart. Many of my friends both near and far are either behind me, at the same pace as me, or already ahead of me. There were many things I regret doing...and there are some that I don't. I am happy to say I am slowly improving..little by little. It may not be a lot but I am and I am still working on myself.
Now we have come to the year of 2018. Another year has passed, time is going by so fast that it sort of makes me sad, because I am afraid to lose the moment. There are a lot of things that I am afraid of, I do my best to keep it from people I care. I am still scared, I am scared of the unknown. The future. I am still in school, trying to work towards my future, my career, my goals. I am still scared of failure, but I have grown more confident in myself and the things that I do. But with every achievement I feel better, as I continue onto life. I feel like I am getting there, but I know I have a long journey ahead.
I wish everyone the best of luck for this upcoming year.