It feels like locust dust, falling from our mouths,
Words of spindling terror that spill down our bodies to land on their heads,
Because we are teaching their infant souls to feel hate
A weapon of heat and radical confusion that blasts through gossamer bone
Builds sky high fences that keep them bound to the grasses we have grown
But they don't know, they don't know why,
Those fence posts are sunk so deep into one place,
Or why they have learned to throw stones and stay close to what they know.
Because they watch us, with thirsty eyes,
Drinking up our crimes likes its truth.
They have learned not to feel the skin that bruises with ea
I wear her skin,
as often as i can,
until my brittle bones begin to curve beneath its weight and i have to give it back.
Her skin is made of iron,
and yet she wears it like a coat of feathers,
delicately reflecting back at me.
She gave me her name, when mine wore out,
when it was said too many times in disappointment and anger and heartbreak. I take her words,
warm honey words of sure truth and acceptance, i swallow them
because I know she always speaks the truth.
Sometimes i lose her,
when i slip too far beneath the ocean of heartache,
when i get too weak to hear or taste the dry beating of her heart. She is high above,
on her t
And I don't know how much time has passed
He didn't speak again for the rest of the day unless someone directly asked him something, and even then the answers were short and emotionless. Evelyn felt pity welling up inside him when he looked into Christen's expression. Losing someone so close was always impossible...
"Christen," Evelyn murmured as they sat together on the bus. The boy flinched out of his thoughts to peer at Evelyn vaguely. "...Yeah?" He went back to looking out the window before Evelyn could ask him anything, but Evelyn went on anyways. "Are you coming with us tonight? We're going out to the lake."
"I think I'll just sta
You have made me wretched
Bound me with frozen chains
Clutched me against your soul stripped heart
Waited too long, till my bones cracked.
The kisses you took, and gave
Your coral lips, a love of despair.
Cheeks, white as morning milk
Soon, soon break, soon wither.
And eyes dull, endure, the taste fades.
I spend this time in vain
Climbing the stones to nowhere
Angry and brave
Her skin, her face, slides strangely beneath my fingers.
The thought was so vulgar;
I couldn’t help but feel that shock of intoxicating heedlessness.
This lust was so vicious, so unrestrained, so exotic and distasteful.
I love it,
How raw, how utterly seductive.
I can feel her all around me, her breath is quick, then ragged,
Breathing into my mouth.
Her hands claw, her sweat burns.
Her name is whispered in the dark, in the blinding light.
How can it hurt this much?
How can it feel so perfect?
It is caged within my bones this soul,
Beating wings of ash, desperate in vain.
Folding legs and blood as stained as coal.
These walls trap out the light trap out the rain.
Tumbling in its prison of stale despair,
This soul wants out, I feel it through my skin.
Grey dust collapses, verdant wings lay bare,
And it waits, waits in the darkness within.
Spineless it crawls the damp, never to die,
Still hopelessly seeking a death by fire.
The keys to the cage are lost to a lie,
For it is the moth I blindly desire.
Frosted wings unfold to strike at the light,
While all around death shimmers in the night.
You are my life, my lungs, my blood, I am yours
My life is not in my fingers, my broken hands,
Because I love you, more than death or silence.
I walk for you, I laugh for you, only you,
And if you died, I’d follow you close behind.
I’d follow you wherever you chose to go.
Right into the dark, into the cold, the silence,
I’v seen it all before, and you know I’ll cry.
But I love you, I breathe you, and nobody else.
You know I’ll die, I’ll crumble soon though,
With you, without you, I am broken, waiting.
I am with you, with silence and I am alone.
Vorzheva had a memory; she tasted it upon the storm in a stem of turbulent savagery. A single soul, he stood alone at the ragged edge of disaster, yearning but never achieving the love he so desired. She had trapped his soul, this lover, but time and chance was against them, and together they would not be—not in this lifetime. Lost one, your search it never ends. The memory tugged free of her senses, and flew amongst the rest that sobbed with the passing gale, it left her not saddened but mindful.
This man did not seek one thing though, no single lover kept him fixated. He was bid by nature to search, a male instinct that brought both j
I don’t remember much of those first few years. It was all so hazy. Waking up to find that sometimes days had passed while my mind roamed free from the confines of my body. It was a dangerous habit, I knew that, but I didn’t do a damn thing to try and figure out what was wrong with me. See, I still don’t know where it is I go, just that this place is flawless beyond measure and while I am there I feel complete. Returning has always been hard, the world is a cold place.
Someone shook my numb shoulder—and I groaned, finally aware of the stiffness that had set inside my bones. His hand was resting timidly on my shoulder stil
The creaking in my mind,
It washes out.
And i remember the words,
used them often.
Wrapped my feeling mind up,
Black tissue paper.
So lungs give and shoulders,
Breaking underneath it.
You flew to my blood arm then,
White strings around,
These hours i'm tied to you,
Just to think...
I decided to change my username because i've been using the same username since i opened this account seven odd years ago. I really disliked having the word anger in my profile for the past few years but didn't have the option to change it until now.
back in my day there was none of this forum superiority crap................ why do some forum rpgs only allow forum rpgs to advertise on their site? What if someone was combing through the ad board looking for a boards2go site. some of us still enjoy the freedom and space and openess of boards2go. If anyone can enlighten me on why forum's are suddenly the shit i would love to know. :/ :(