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There was pain. Rage. Defiance. Fear. So much fear. Then nothing.It was not darkness, because darkness is something. It was just… emptiness. Soothing, calm nothingness surrounded us.No time. No rules. No existence. There had to be some kind of existence. We existed. Shut up.Calm. Freedom.Death.My bonds of life finally broken. Nothing pulling me back. Memories slipping away. My being seizing to exist.Peace.Finally some peace.The pain was gone. I had forgotten what it felt like. No fear. No regrets.I was free. We were free.Alone in a realm of nothing. I didn't feel happy. Maybe relieved. Mostly serene.No Gods. No demons One demon I told you ...

Recording received, file created  [02232072 3:45 PM]  File name: The message I never sent. Voice recognized subject [Anya Wildhelmer] "Hi. You will never hear this because I can not risk that they think you ever knew. I am about to destroy my life, possibly yours too. I am so sorry.  We never talked about work, security protocols and confidentiality clauses and shit like that. Hence you will probably never understand why I am gone. That is the best case scenario, worst case... then... you never survived them trying to find me.[subjects voice breaks up]I am so sorry. I am so sorry Brad. I have to do this. I have to. [subject coughs, voice ...

When night-time comes, When death is lifted When the moors they give away their dead Fingers of doom Will clutch the chosen All beast will shiver, from the lion to to the crowWhen night-time falls When times are darkest When the wailing of the babe fades with the sun The wilds are still The days are darker The fates of many cease to rest on only oneWalls will not hold the night away The darkness always falls Walls will not hold the night away All in its way will fallWhen nightmares come When thrones are idle When the brave they cower under eyes so dead The rising roar The endless cycle Turns the darkest myths of yesterday to truthWalls wil...

In silence they took her out through the back door, lead her through over the Cathedral Square and shoved her into a big truck. The psyker banged three times on the wall towards the drivers seat, none of the ever letting her go with their gaze. The truck jerked and then roared as it started and rolled down the street.The only thing her mind went to was Gustav, sitting in the Cathedral waiting for her. She had no idea what was going on, or why this was happening to her. But she knew these men were not going to let her go any time soon. If ever.A lone tear made its way down her face, making the psyker make an odd face at her.“How did you do ...

Gustav looked puzzled and worried when she arrived home with her mother in tow. No words needed to be exchanged, her frail gaze and her mothers tightly sealed lips told him everything he needed to know. He embraced his fiancée in a long warm hug and softly kissed her cheeks.“Are you all right, Soph?” he asked and she nodded, leaning against him repeating math problems and puzzles in her mind.“Mrs Neidrig,” he continued, looking at her mother, “Will you stay for dinner? I think there is enough for us all,”“No, no but thank you for the offer, Gustav,” her mother answered with a faked calm in her voice “ I will be heading home, just make sure...

Her parents lived not 3 minutes away, another safety net for her. She tapped the window to the kitchen at her parents as she walked by, knowing her mother wouldn't hear her otherwise when she was in there cooking. She received a well needed hug from her dainty mother and sat down at the homely kitchen table.“How is it dear?” her mother asked and put a glass of water in front of her “You look tired” “I'm worried about dad. He needs to check Reinflints numbers again, he will get blamed if they are faulty,” she mumbled and sipped the water.Her mother frowned and sat down beside her.“What makes you say that?” “Just a thought that has been nagg...

She walked into the apartment and looked around. Everything looked the same. She liked their apartment, it was quiet and safe. A simple layout, hallway, kitchen, living room and bedroom. A bathroom as well, right next to the bedroom. She slid her hand against the beige plastered wall as she walked down the hallway and took a right turn to the kitchen. She could hear Gustav shuffle around further into the apartment, but didn't say anything yet. Instead she grabbed a matted white cup from a shelf over the sink and made herself a cup of re-caf.Routine was important, it helped to keep the voices at bay. In that robotic mode of a person who are...

Ripped away from eternal safety Like a wild fire engulfing a forest in spring I was just set free To immediately be thrown down a pit too deep for me to climb.Once more feeling the dread in my soul Claws ripping my flesh from my bones Soft summer breezes replaced with asphyxiating heatThere is no way out, There is no way back. The pain has just begun, And it is all I'll ever know.It is not what awaits me that frightens me most, just what I've lost. Apathy embrace me, I will never escape.

Sacrefical lamb Spring sun warming Blood stains the grass

Soft whispers Glances over velvet skin The air filled with music and laughterEasy lifes, lifes of pleasure Never to be disturbed by struggles or dispair A safe haven in a world in perilFire and pain replaced by the silver bells and breezes. Fear forever changed to calm Forever blue skies and lovers laughing Never ever will we go back again.