To whom might be concerned... Today I learned an important lesson... don't try, you stupid! You'll fail miserably! And it is so true... All the signs from today pointed in this direction... I don't know who I was kidding... I HAVE NO TALENT! I am useless... No picture I take will ever make it on sale... no creation of mine will ever be mentioned somewhere... I am a huge waste of time and money... and is time to stop it! Fuck it! My camera broke today... I was supposed to start two photography courses in less than a week... now the signs are all clear... I dreamed my dearest long gone friend and brother, King, for so long lately... he's cal...