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Let insanity take over .. by ahmedspeculates Let insanity take over .. :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 0 0 Dreamer by ahmedspeculates Dreamer :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 11 0 Cold.Wanderer by ahmedspeculates Cold.Wanderer :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 5 1 Silence of the Cold by ahmedspeculates Silence of the Cold :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 57 6 Wait for Me by ahmedspeculates Wait for Me :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 125 8 Black and White by ahmedspeculates Black and White :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 175 23 Shelter of the Lost by ahmedspeculates Shelter of the Lost :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 190 33 The Smoke Riff by ahmedspeculates The Smoke Riff :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 10 4 The Unknown Lands by ahmedspeculates The Unknown Lands :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 90 12 Mother of Mist by ahmedspeculates Mother of Mist :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 132 25 Riff by ahmedspeculates Riff :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 35 4 Mesmerized by ahmedspeculates Mesmerized :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 95 27 Jump.. by ahmedspeculates Jump.. :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 23 8 Euphoria by ahmedspeculates Euphoria :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 20 4 The Land of the Mighty Karakoram by ahmedspeculates The Land of the Mighty Karakoram :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 78 10 Beautiful Night by ahmedspeculates Beautiful Night :iconahmedspeculates:ahmedspeculates 33 11


The Slow Descent into Dementia
Bound and left for the beasts,
what awaits is no end
No shade finds my flesh,
and the catching fibers
are slowly burnt to a crisp
And such a darkness,
the vision of my eyes,
Whatever lies ahead
The rotting time,
The old home of my mind...
the dust and asbestos
that corrodes
what fragments remain.
left for my demons-
I'm simply waiting for time
to drag me away and down,
for the rotting feast...
to begin waiting
for this life
to fade away
with every bite.
:icongrubbswriting:GrubbsWriting 435 39
There will always be rivers
There will always
be rivers
on this earth
in considering
the snow
when it dies -
then fluidity
then mist
on the waters,
rising and falling
from the clouds -
to morph and sink
into the earth
for the earth
can not hold back
those tears
for long
from the river...
flowing, flowing
to the ocean
in salty agony...
For all must change
around you -
your family
will grow old -
your friends
will travel
and be lost
to you -
there will be
weddings and holidays,
memories so
that they hurt -
and bright, light
Christmas trees -
green lives,
for one day
in a warm house
with laughter...
All will be vorbei...
snow and fog
and clouds
on the horizon
of our uncertain,
frightening futures...
Why you can not
see the forest
any longer
than you have to
but you will
always feel
the river...
:icongudrun355:GUDRUN355 42 134
Before you kill yourself...
Before you kill yourself,
Remember just one little thing.
There are places to go,
Where you have never been before.
How can you be sure those places are bad?
There are things to see,
Things you have never seen before.
How can you be sure those things are ugly?
There is a new tune to hear,
Something you've never heard before.
How can you be sure that tune is scary?
There are words to be said,
Things that have never been said before.
How can you be sure those words are hurtful?
There are dreams to be imagined,
Things you have never dreamed before.
How can you be sure that they are nightmares?
Darling, please don't give up.
Please stay strong.
And please.
Don't let go.
:iconmikkimarie:MikkiMarie 2,016 841
Priest by Voxsi Priest :iconvoxsi:Voxsi 540 73
Virtue to Vice
I asked for little more than a home in the woods,
A house and another half with whom I could share.
I asked for so little in this life of mine,
But you, my lord, have left me bare.
So do not ask for mercy when I don the mask;
Do not beg for forgiveness for that time has passed
And just as you took my existence away;
Your children will be the ones who finally pay.
And believe me, my lord, my debts are paid in blood!
:iconwordofchen:WordOfChen 10 2
Between these Worlds by xBassxHarmingx Between these Worlds :iconxbassxharmingx:xBassxHarmingx 143 3 Kris by photoport
Mature content
Kris :iconphotoport:photoport 1,304 31
Moldova ws by DanHecho
Mature content
Moldova ws :icondanhecho:DanHecho 826 12
The Mountains Are Calling by SvenMueller The Mountains Are Calling :iconsvenmueller:SvenMueller 795 42
Sleep Child.
Sleep child
Pretend the carousel of life doesn't make you queasy
Dance in the spider webs they ensnare you within
To eventually drain you.
Dance child
Entangle the strings attached to your body and soul
Let them try to solve the knots and tangles
Slip away when cut.
Sing child
Let your silent cries call out to Heaven above
Deafen the devils and the tormentors of Hell
Even though you're mute.
Kill child
Make them pay and make them all bleed out
Shroud them in spider webs and their dangling threads
Then go to sleep.
:iconridderkvinden:Ridderkvinden 248 91
A lucky fly
skitters and loops
near aimlessly
onto your ceiling
where it crawls
inside and
spends its last
hour of life,
before a fluorescent
death, basking
in shameless
transforming into
a tiny sunspot
that even you
would need
a ladder
to reach.
:iconfallingasleeptonight:FallingAsleepTonight 40 42
useless, destructive
i wake at one in the morning,
drink coffee from last night,
and sit to contemplate nothingness.
i never have anything meaningful to say
:iconangelserum:angelserum 39 20
to wake the dead.
would it be terribly insensitive
for me to say “good morning”
in a cemetery?
the sun lifts up slowly,
and the dead sleep in late,
as usual.
:iconlittleblueraccoon:littleblueraccoon 202 26
To people that are poetry
Thanks for being
the poetry
I didn’t have to write
thanks for signing,
in beautiful ink,
on pages
that were
once white.
:icontangled-tales:Tangled-Tales 162 40
on what it means to love someone
If I loved you
for something
as ephemeral
as your looks,
I have never
loved you
at all.
:icontangled-tales:Tangled-Tales 100 44



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Top 50 Scapes of 2013 'November'

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 20, 2013, 4:56 PM

Cracks by Nelleke    Kirkjufellfoss by porbital
Ecuador | Serenity by lux69aeterna      Candle Lit Lake by PeterJCoskun
The End by MikkoLagerstedt  
Black Lake, Louisiana by EmileeSelf  They rode on... by JanPusdrowski
  Black and White by ahmedspeculates
  winter 23 by KariLiimatainen   The Fjord by Erinti
 San Diego Massive by AndrewShoemaker
The Shore by Erinti    Sunrise over Cappadocia 2 by CitizenFresh
  Tremont Golden Hour by ChadRouthier
The Perfume of the Land by OlivierAccart  dream by stevenfields
Borsec by AlecsPS 
 Ancient Dream by tvurk  Prophetic Memories by kkart  Toxic Sunset by PeterJCoskun
Inner Glimmer by OlivierAccart     Koktebel Jazz Camp by Trashins 
Bruarfoss by Michaelthien  Mire tree. by MHelenelund  -Where no words needed- by Janek-Sedlar  Amber by MarvinDiehl
Flumen Autumn Flow by matthieu-parmentier  The sunken ice by XavierJamonet
 Elemental by JaclynTanemura  London Eye and Big Ben by Stefan-Becker  Bright Light by MaximeCourty
Karkonosze  Mountains 152 by PawelJG  To the unknown by aw-landscapes  
115 sn by sakaoglu  Blue Reflections by AlecsPS
Celestial Explosion by Jordan-Roberts  Milky Way at Vadkert lake by NorbertKocsis

China by duongquocdinh  Liwa Desert by Ananyana  
The Mystic Monolith by RobertoBertero

Watching and Waiti by timbodon
Rokey Bay by Wayman  

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