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Let insanity take over ..
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Cold.Wanderer
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Silence of the Cold
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Wait for Me
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Black and White
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Shelter of the Lost
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The Smoke Riff
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The Unknown Lands
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Mother of Mist
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Cold.Wanderer
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Silence of the Cold
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Wait for Me
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Black and White
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Shelter of the Lost
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The Smoke Riff
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The Unknown Lands
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Mother of Mist
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I did not save her from the sea.
The pond was small, the cattails fair; The algae drew a shining veil Across the waters waiting there For her to come while wandering And stare beyond the dreary pale Expanse of fog and starry glare Upon the pond within the dale Where she had ventured, pondering The many dreams she'd had of late Of sandy-shores and broken shells Upon a beach along a strait And of the ocean shimmering— She heard the wave's cathedral bells Come crashing with a dreadful weight 'Till she, afraid of violent swells, Could no more see the glimmering Of pearly foam, nor shining seas But only turbid tempest-doom; No more the fragrant, salt-laced
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Constellation
She is dream dust, too bitter or wise for her own good. A timeless dragon's soul somewhere inside a scaled shell, burning the silence in her bones alive, honeysuckle sweet. She collects fireflies only to set them free at 3am, crying to an uncaring moon. & she's begging for the stars to take her away, make this house a home rigged in the sky. To me, She is already naked fever swimming through the cosmos & I orbit her.
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hyenas make the best lovers.
i need to stop looking for death in every body my fingers touch. i have been force fed old lovers, & slices of the moons lying dust for years- i am messy poems; i am fractured confessions. i am laughter & teeth. my jaws ache with the taste of wolves blood, & names. i am still hungry. give me your sugar; I will share my breath. remember, you are still made of starstuff, & i am no longer caged.
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You should never attack a poet,
we are the best at exploiting weakness. the night you took a scalpel to my chest & fed my heart to the stars, you told me i could hate you if i needed to. with an exorcism i tried to cast you out of my body.   i was contorted limbs: the language of tongues trying to find myself in the cosmos of lit kerosene fingertips, & the kinds of habits that only choke me at 3am - when my eyes aren’t yet heavy enough for sleep; my mind tells me to do awful things. between fucking & i-don’t-know-who-i-am- anymore, you are the calories in the mathematical equation scribbled &     scratched out of me. i think of shy moons an
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schizophrenia?
psychology defines schizophrenia as an impairing, delusional disorder borne in the person’s inexorable inability to tell right from wrong, hopeless fantasy from harsh reality, or even suspicion from acceptance but aspen is a lovely, flexible woman with names of imperial animal races that never belonged to them, with the countless colors of her eyes that she makes up with named numbers written in cursive sharpie on her palms she takes pills that seem to dampen & take away those charming things she always says to me; the voices don’t haunt or tease her, they’ve always respected the way she counted with willpower & the way sh
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I can't write poetry for dead girls.
there are too many pills in this world and too much misery in the human heart but that didn't mean that you could just up and leave when we both know it could have gotten better and i miss you like a wolf misses her pack or a goddamn dragon misses her fire and i'm sorry that i can't give you a bouquet of jasmines (they were your favorite, after all, because that was the only princess with a pet tiger) because poppies are too cliche and i'm sorry i wasn't there when all you needed was a hug and for someone to whisper "it's okay, you're perfect enough for me, don't listen to that junkie bitch who just happened to give birth to you" and did
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Tape it Back Together
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Sometimes I Lose Things
Sometimes I lose things. Sometimes it's little things. Things like my ipod or my keys. Bobby pins and chapsticks often evanesce without warning or cause. Sometimes I lose bigger things. Things like my favorite sweater or my school bag. Things like the reason I came into a room, Or the memories of what I had for breakfast that morning. Sometimes I lose my train of thought, or the point I was trying to make or an idea. Sometimes I lose arguments. Sometimes I lose friends. I like to think all the things I lose go to the same place. A plain white place full of hair ties and dollar store bracelets, And I like to think they all wait th
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Quotes
1: "Let the world know you as you are , not as you think you should be." - Fannie Brice 2: " First defense against evil ..... Open your damn eyes" - Reese, Forever Knights 3: " All we see or seem, Is but a dream within a  dream." Edgar Allan Poe 4: " How typical of humans ... Your eyes are clouded so you can not see ...... Even though the truth is always within you...." - Vampire Princess Miyu 5: " No one holds command over me. No man, No god, No prince What is a claim of age for ones who are imortal? What is a claim of power for ones who defy death? Call your damnable hunt. We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me." - Gun
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i'm not an artist
we do not belong in boxes and bags and books or words, and we do not sit contently in wordsworth and shakespeare and blake, burns, and brownings or in the cold stiff bones of raleigh's of long ago; no-- we infect, detect, and re-select a virus--a disease, a germ in every verse and line; the first signs of foolish waitings under bridges and scolding parents and melodrama and nothing to signify at all yet-- we are the blood of nations and the heart of men and the love of every rhetorist and sentimist to come; we dance through the ballrooms of the age and chat with higher minds we shake hands with heros and the homeless, dirty type
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Top 50 Scapes of 2013 'November'
 
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Sorry I was unavailable for the past few months.. I had some important projects lined up.. Lets start doing this again now.. The winners are based upon idea, composition, editing, and mood of the photo.. I would also be doing a Top 10 landscapes entry so watch me for details..
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TheEireHobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav. :)
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sameenshakeelHobbyist Traditional Artist
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Nice page!! :D Thanks for the fave!
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Thank you for the fav.:happybounce:
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Thanks for the fave!!
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Thanks for the fav friend :) (Smile)