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Vindictive Wolf by Agent36496 Vindictive Wolf :iconagent36496:Agent36496 7 1
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Play For Me Epilogue
Epilogue
My dreams were realised after so long. It took me fifteen years, but it finally happened, and when I was at my physical prime. My scars did not fade away with time, but they were insignificant to me. I overcame many challenges now, finding myself of use. I learned to let go of the past. I learned to overcome my fears. I worked to overcome my depression. All after too long.
I am thirty-six years old as I write this. I have been married to a young man who still has much to learn. We live together in a flat in London. We have taken in an orphan girl, and I come home to them after long days of work, wanting to put a smile to their faces. I still work hard, simply to put food on the table, but it is still worth it.
Even today, I am a multi-tasker. In addition to that I make paintings of my favourite subjects, some of which to sell, and to that I teach an art community centre, I am a supply teacher, my other specialty being history. I never felt such a thrill in sharing my knowledge
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Play For Me Ch. Thirty: Sunrise :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Nine: Prevailing :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Eight: Promise :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Seven: Purge :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Six: Access :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Five: Wounds :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Perpetual Rebel
I seek adventure
And my adventure is always trouble
You can tell me to not run,
But I will
You can tell me to not yell,
But I will
You can tell me to not fight,
But I will
I want adventure
I will not turn down invitations
Even when I am given excitement
Boredom is my biggest irritation,
The ball and chain
But there is nothing to hold me down
I love adventure
I could perform the same bad acts forever
Whatever glass you have,
I will break
Whatever snacks you have,
I will take
Whatever tunes you keep,
I will play
I find adventure
Or maybe it finds me
Either way, I would do anything
To have friends aiding my performances
Make them more fun,
Which is all I want
There is too much to want to bring
But too few choices now where I am
I need adventure
My lover is the one to lecture
But he is right
And I want to lay next to him at night
We know, we cannot grow old
In a town that has long lost its gold
Only with him, I will endure the cold
Only for him, I want to get clean
For him, I want to be go
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Built as a Shield
To the boy wearing a hat, glasses, and a sweater over a tie,
You ask your friend, “Who is he?”
I will tell who:
He is me
The boy trapped in a pantry
Of the two children,
I am the one that is unwanted
Intoxicated or not, the man lays his hands upon me
The lady is the one to shove me inside
Of all bears to sleep inside a close space,
I am the one they ignore and starve,
The boy alone in the dark
So many thoughts:
“What wrong did I?”
“Someone, let me out”
“Someone, save me”
And I am never given an answer
Too far away to be heard
Even when outside, nobody knows
Why that boy is brought low
There was but one to believe in me,
To lift me from the abyss,
To break that door down
I still keep my secrets and remain silent
But his patience with me is relentless
And the boy is understood
We have our problems like others
But we want to face them together
There are no angels or devils,
Which makes our atoms and universe seem meaningless
But here we are
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Lifetime Dilemma
I was never meant to be a killjoy
But I always say what is no toy
Not caring whom I would annoy
I spend my days in an office of bores
Performing all tasks at my store
And only deep down I ask for more
Running the business of the family
As I was meant, so it seems
I hate moving, but when we get evicted
Over my dad’s cheque not reaching the landlord
We end up moving to a place worse than the last
Now I keep my boxes full of my possessions
And have them in my room
As the only neatness
Now what?
My dad and I are in the same space
Of the same town full of memories
I stayed to work for him
Growing and learning, but risking no limbs
Idle as a car on a road of a prairie
Seeing the same things in uniform place
‘Tis against my wishes,
But I know no other skills I want
Next is what?
I work full days, every day
Not caring about my own pay
Willing to perform anything at all
The only changes being the atmosphere,
And I still come to my apartment weary
Not even caring what I make for dinn
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Four: Challenges :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Three: Growth :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
Judge of the Dying by Agent36496 Judge of the Dying :iconagent36496:Agent36496 4 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-Two: Sulfur :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0
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Play For Me Ch. Twenty-One: Abyss :iconagent36496:Agent36496 3 0

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To be clear, I'm a sucker for Spyro fanart for how much I love the character. The mimic of the picture on the game's case is remarkable...


First watercolour, eh? First for everything always calls for thoughts. From the title and the picture, I was sort of reminded of a cert...


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Vindictive Wolf
In case you don't recognize, this is Vadimir in Anthro form. I plan to incorporate him in the new story I've been planning. I've been meaning to write his new profile, too. I'm disappointed in myself, though, seeing the palette just not work. I had a hard time making him look stern, too. It might be hard to tell, but he's bare-chested under his jacket. What he's holding is his weapon of choice: a cane sword. I looked them up on Google Images for an idea, to know that there are those with dragon head hilts. I considered a gargoyle for the hilt, but I stuck with a dragon. I didn't even know what kind of background I wanted.

After four sketches, I made this final. On 17 Sept, 2018 (can't believe the gaps), eating a fruit salad and then drinking chocolate milk and eating a muffin, listening to Disturbed: Immortalized, I drew with a pencil, most of which I erased in the colouring process and the rest inked with a black pen; coloured using pencil crayons, a single watercolour pencil and wet brush, and markers; I spent 75 minutes on this, start-to-finish.
Adding this to your favourites or your collection doesn't mean shit to me. I want comments. Post this as your own, you die.
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Alex Monkman
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Current Residence: Ontario, Canada
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Favourite genre of music: Rock of any kind
Favourite photographer: Thelma Aterno (Ariel87), Mads Bjerre Henriksen, Petra Allerlei and Tereza Hola
Favourite style of art: Dark, fantasy, and emotional
Favourite cartoon character: Simba, Soren, Spyro, Cloud, Kiba, Kaiba Seto, Maka Albarn
Personal Quote: If you believe in yourself, you can accomplish almost anything.
Interests
For those who read my previous riddle, I think everyone got it as the answer was the letter E.
Now then, riddle me this:
I can flex in all ways and get in and past a tight space. Whatever way I move, it is never in a straight line. Among the green, you may not know where I am until you feel me. What am I?

On another note, I'm planning to take a break from dA soon. Don't know how long I'll be off this time.
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DavinaKinney Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018  New Deviant Professional Digital Artist
Ayy thanks for the fav! F2U | Ruby Rose - Finger Guns | RWBY 

I'll be adding more illustrations soon!
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2018   Writer
Don't waste time thanking me on my profile.
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DavinaKinney Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2018  New Deviant Professional Digital Artist
I shall not do so again! -finger guns out-
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pamlaisly232 Featured By Owner May 31, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
happy b-dayHave your cake and eat it too 
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2018   Writer
Thank you
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your welcome
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Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D Happy birthday!!!Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D  
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner May 31, 2018   Writer
Thanks ^^
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Happy birthday!
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's May 31st which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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lostintheflowoftime Featured By Owner May 31, 2018
Happy Birthday! Have an amazing day :)
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner May 31, 2018   Writer
Thank you, honey :hug:
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You're welcome :glomp:
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Annaivri Featured By Owner May 31, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!  :party: by catluvr2
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JerichoBLT Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey man, if you fave my art, I promise I won't waste time thanking you!  :D
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UrsusVanDraco Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks a lot for the comment and the :+fav: :D
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waningmoon7 Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG, I admire your patience! :O

Thanks, thanks, thanks... FUCK! I report it as spam without thinking twice. If the person thinks he/she has freedom on my profile to write this shit then I think I have the right to report it.

And the person is not really thanking, he/she is putting CTRL C + CTRL V the same comment without even visiting the profile in which he/she are sending it! :roll:
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2018   Writer
A reply to my comment on your piece would've sufficed
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AlexORio Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2017  Professional General Artist
Heya! Thanks for the watch! :heart: I invite you to check out the rest of my gallery sometime! :la:
I'm currently working on several writing and art projects. If you get the chance, check out my latest book:
The Days We've Died
about two friends on the run for their lives, in which strife brings them closer together. a.co/e4dgeni
If you'd like to help me out with writing the sequel, Opium Blue, check out my Patreon page!
www.patreon.com/alexorio
Or, my current commissions, and get yourself some custom artwork!
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Thank you again for your support, and I look forward to seeing you around the page! :heart:
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Big-Pasach Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2017  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for your nice comment :)
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Agent36496 Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2017   Writer
You could've just said that in a reply to my comment on your drawing.
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