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The Wind In Her Hair
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A Persuasive Letter
Captain Wentworth, I no longer wish for you to look through my eyes. I know that I have little to no influence over you any more. I want to be alone with you (if even for just a moment) but your fear is tangible - in every word that you utter is apprehension. You are afraid that, if you and I should meet alone, I could persuade you that she is not right for you, that you are settling for less than love. I sense that you don't love her. You talk about her as if she were clinging onto your shirt-sleeve, a little girl constantly wanting attention. That was once what I was like, but you never talked of me that way, never patronised me. I was s
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The Devil On My Shoulder
There is a girl inside my head. Not the fantasy of teenage boys, nor the ghost of my mother. This girl could be me. In appearance, we are identical, right down To the scars that lace each wrist, symbols of a misspent youth. Our behaviour is what separates us. She is angst-ridden, forever scribbling, Anxious and pushy. She pushes me onward, In directions I would never dream of taking, To places I may not want to go. She is the devil on my shoulder, influencing me. She inspires me to write from the heart, But likes to twist the ideas, to reveal too much of myself. She is not merely manifested in the mind. When I drink, she takes ov
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Beatrice
When she was twenty, she cut off her hair Saying "I was bored, feeling destructive!" The pain she feels is more than she should bear, While it controls her, she cannot truly live. Her eyes are red, from the tears she has shed, And yet her lips stay silent still. Her life is An open book, but the words in her head Make the pages seem empty, dull and gray. The events of over two years ago Have changed her forever but no one has Realised she is no longer aglow, But uncertain, not the girl she acts as. One day, she will feel like herself again, And refuse to be controlled by grief and pain.
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The Wind In Her Hair
3
1
A
A Persuasive Letter
Captain Wentworth, I no longer wish for you to look through my eyes. I know that I have little to no influence over you any more. I want to be alone with you (if even for just a moment) but your fear is tangible - in every word that you utter is apprehension. You are afraid that, if you and I should meet alone, I could persuade you that she is not right for you, that you are settling for less than love. I sense that you don't love her. You talk about her as if she were clinging onto your shirt-sleeve, a little girl constantly wanting attention. That was once what I was like, but you never talked of me that way, never patronised me. I was s
T
The Devil On My Shoulder
There is a girl inside my head. Not the fantasy of teenage boys, nor the ghost of my mother. This girl could be me. In appearance, we are identical, right down To the scars that lace each wrist, symbols of a misspent youth. Our behaviour is what separates us. She is angst-ridden, forever scribbling, Anxious and pushy. She pushes me onward, In directions I would never dream of taking, To places I may not want to go. She is the devil on my shoulder, influencing me. She inspires me to write from the heart, But likes to twist the ideas, to reveal too much of myself. She is not merely manifested in the mind. When I drink, she takes ov
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Beatrice
When she was twenty, she cut off her hair Saying "I was bored, feeling destructive!" The pain she feels is more than she should bear, While it controls her, she cannot truly live. Her eyes are red, from the tears she has shed, And yet her lips stay silent still. Her life is An open book, but the words in her head Make the pages seem empty, dull and gray. The events of over two years ago Have changed her forever but no one has Realised she is no longer aglow, But uncertain, not the girl she acts as. One day, she will feel like herself again, And refuse to be controlled by grief and pain.
Gone For The Chop
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devMEET 011 - Horizon
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devMEET 011 - The Trail Mix
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devMEET 011 - Lovebirds
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devMEET 011 - Lilianfels
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devMEET 011 - Executioner
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December 2, 1988
Australia
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Super Llama: Llamas are awesome! (14)
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Yay! Lots and lots of pageviews for a page I hardly ever update! That being said, I have a little piece to add up soonish - once it's been edited and fits my exacting standards. Now that I'm finished uni, I also might even have time to finish my portrait of Captain Wentworth...
You Haven't Won The Bet Yet
So for all those who were taking bets on how long the muse would hold, and said any date before now, YOU LOSE. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten you - I've just been slaving away over assignments. When they're finished, I'm going right back to working on my drawing. Yes. I draw. Be afraid. Also be afraid, because I am attempting to recreate my beloved's face... In other news, I am single again. Yaaaay! (And no, that wasn't sarcastic.)
The Agony and The Ecstasy
My creative muse has returned at long last, Apparently she doesn't want me to write anything appropriate for dA for the time being. She is angsty, and probably starved for real inspiration, she has been shut away since 2007. I guess the good news is, I'm baaaaack...but who knows for how long this time?

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:D Thanks for the llama!
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:D Hey, there! Saw your random comment on a random page, so.... random llama for joo! :D
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Lienola|Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for the fav! :+fav: beeteedubz; LOVE your little icon/deviant... thing ;P
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Lienola|Hobbyist General Artist
no problem :)
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thanks for the fav on my 500 days of summer wallpaper!
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Thanks for adding me.
It was great meeting you!
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