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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 23, 2009, 8:36 AM

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sparkpenguin Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
you too buddy! :thumbsup::holly:
GinkgoWerkstatt Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012
:xmas: :hug:
angemuet Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012
again ... word from the beautiful prince ... and while i don't see what others see, to speak of ... aches ... obviously i do. May the spirit of Christmas tickle the child like happiness and glee inside of you and delight the desires of the adult ... may there be one in your life truly worthy of who you are cuz it would truly be a shame otherwise. :blowkiss:
UnicornReality Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
SilverCurlyART Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012   Digital Artist
Merry Christmas dear :icontree-christmas-plz: :iconsanta-plz: :hug:
auroradreams Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012
where have you been you naughty prince you lol

have a great christmas yourself :heart:
Aeltari Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2011  Professional Digital Artist
I ache every waking moment, even in sleep am I not allowed to forget the deep rooted longing inside me.

I ache for a man I will never meet in reality. When I wish to see him I must put stylus to tablet and create the adventures I yearn so deeply for.

This person represents everything I have ever wanted in a companion and a friend and I dream of him as a lover also.

He will never allow me to live in abject poverty, begging for the smallest things. He will never allow me to go a day without being kissed or touched or being told I am loved.

This is my fantasy and I ache for this world inside my heart to be my reality but it can never be.
Zaratops Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2009  Professional Photographer
you are certainly a wizard of words, hm? (:
but i have already dared to dream of meeting my heart's longing many a time.
what i ache for, though... is something so shattering that i will melt into a more peaceful version of myself, and shed this incasing of human emotions for a little while.
Aseamlessbond Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2009
I ache to see my boys do well in their chosen life paths. I ache to be loved and respected for myself. And I always dream of meeting my hearts longing, because it's like hope, without it what's the point? Anything else is not public. :D You always have such interesting journals!
RaNuit Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2009  Professional Artisan Crafter
She stands under black sat skies, her eyes drifting their gaze along the sweet cascade of cloud and ocean wave yet nothing comes to her sights other than this and this alone. Her dark eyes, a symphony of emotion that wells from within, deeper than the darkest of Mother Earth’s moist, nourishing soils, rooted firmly in the heart of her soul.
She is lost to the sandy grains of time, a shadow of the truth to whom she could be. Alone, walking, wandering, longing for that song within her to be met and answered. Love, she has given, she has known and she has lost. But there within these brief moments of light she has not found the flame that belongs with her own.
To be wanted. To be loved. To be needed. The very essence of her life calls for it with her sirens song upon the oceans of time. There is no thoughts to riches or fame, there are no longings to be relieved of illness or trials; all she seeks is that twin flame, for the greatest treasure one person could ever possess is truly the most fragile of all things…. The heart and love of another, given freely, completely and without complexity or demands.
She is me, I am her and all I have ever looked for in this life of 32 years, is someone who can see the beauty within this shell and love me unconditionally, letting me love them in return with as much force as the moons very gravity over earths change in tides.
I ache to no longer feel alone.
stampingqueen Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
I ache to be more than I am. I don't just mean in art, but in all things. It always seems that so many things that I do are limited by the circumstance and the place I am in my life at the moment. I do not regret where I am, quite the opposite, but I do yearn for more. I want to be more, to see more, to achieve more, to inspire my children more and to have more love i my life than ever before.
Do I dare to dream of meeting my heart's longing? Every day! I am trying to do more than dream though in some aspects of my longing. I am hoping to return to school and to learn more. I am trying every day to be a great mom and a to never take a moment for granted. I know that the more open I am the more I will receive. There is so much out there to see and to dream, it just seems that one lifetime is not enough for it all. I will certainly have fun trying to experience as much of it as I possibly can.
HiddenTreasures Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009
I ache to meet someone who speaks as beautifully as you :)
Dan-Heffer Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
I ache to take my photography further!

I ache to be well known for my talent

I ache to be successful in my creative venture

I ache to do better at uni!

I ache to better at stock!

I ache to do better in just being myself and doing things that matter to me

I ache for some money :aww: :lol:

ShatteredSwords Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009  Professional General Artist
I ache to live alone in a house of love on a high clifftop where I can see the horizon extend into the never never. I ache to have friends that will love me no matter what else and who will accept that I'm not always going to fall in line with what they expect of me.

I ache to have a studio atop of this house of love where I can see in all directions, perhaps this house will be a remodelled lighthouse, then may I guide my friends and family in and let them know that they are always welcome here.

I ache to draw and paint and create and write and sing and have no one judge me. I will be able to spend every morning walking terrain unknown in dreams or nature and every day and night in creation until my fingers bleed and my eyes blur.

I ache to have a library which reaches several stories high, where within a fingertips reach I can dive into the inspiration of books.

I ache to spend my life in the pursuit of happiness and producitivity, not by anyone else's standards, but by my own.

To put it simply, I ache to walk as far as I can, to draw as much as I can, to read as much as I can, and to find love in every corner. :heart:
hazgirl22 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2009
:iconclappingplz: That was beautiful! :D
ShatteredSwords Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2009  Professional General Artist
:blush: Thanks, glad you liked it :)
sparkpenguin Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
that list of mine is long and like a childs. :yawn: except for all the hot sex. but apart from that it's basically everything a five-year-old wants. so best-summed-up, it's to live in my imagination.
M-I-R-I-E-L Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009
Ahh, I so love that piece, Gabriel. :heart: I've had a link to it in my journal since April. As for what I ache for, well that is destined not to be shared in such an open forum but I definitely dare to dream...
RD-7391 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmmm... well, I ache sometimes, painfully so, but most of the time I keep it in check and incorporate it into creative energy for my work/art. Guys I'm interested in live so far away. Guys here in Atlanta suck. I'm getting older. I'm 36. I'm not too old, but I feel like an old maid; I'm not some hot spring chicken like I used to be when I was younger. I've more or less given-up on the dating thing and on meeting that special one; I feel the whole true love thing is more of a fantasy human desire than ever becoming a reality, because ppl and society have very superficial expectations these days and I'm rather old fashioned (I come from an older set of parents and family, who are all decesed now). I often feel I was born in the wrong time. I've noted going looking for something gets you nowhere- it usually finds you, though I doubt anything is going to find me... nothing that real or deserving anyway; it always happens to other ppl, not me. I would rather be single and independant than to just "settle." I'm too honest and true to myself for that. Anyway, That's my take. ~shrugs~
LeeAnneKortus Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
running wild through an ancient forest in misty twilight shadows and blue lit evening skies, to lie with my love under stars meant only for us...
to swim deepest oceans with peaceful sea creatures and see depths unknown, to stand on cliffs reachable only by wings and feel the spray on my skin...
To walk hallways of time and listen to the whispers of tales told long ago, spending nights in towers high above and watching dawn arise in the arms of the other half of my soul...
to know that there are still mysteries in this world and that there always will be...

Afina79 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Interesting little blurb here and not to sure of exactly what response you are expecting here but I will take it as I interpret it, right or wrong, as I would with an art piece and tell of my heart.

Picture it, if you will, a young girl from a prominent family. Power, money, influence were all part of her heritage. A day in the life of the modern day debutant if you will. Money was never in short supply, what you want you got. As long as you fell in line. A kings ransom to inherit when the time comes.

A Grandmother that would have made Rose Kennedy fall in line and Elenore Roosevelt step back. A grandfather, whose mention of his name at a hospital got you the presidential treatment.

A such great dreams they had for their little grand-daughter. To attend college, get her degree from the very administration program her grandfather had built. To earn a degree that he created. Now, come little child, wear this, pinky up, head down, mouth shut. Isn't she adorable?

And what does the little girl do? What she is told, till the time comes when even the most dedicated of "Preachers Children" break. Rebellion comes in spades to those that are held to tightly on the ropes of proper heritage. Oh dear, she married a culinary artist from a poor family... What about the man that was picked for her? The one from wealth and breeding? To hell with him.

Years have passed and has this little debutantes life been a bed of roses? Yes, but thorns marked the way and have left her scarred. Would she change anything? Would she go back and have the money, the influence, the inheritance that would have made life physically comfortable. Not a chance.

She followed her heart, right or wrong, she wrote, she danced on stage, she sang, she created art and does to this day. Perhaps not a starving artist but not one drunk on the spoils of Midas' Touch by any stretch of the imagination.

When she dies she will have but one thing to say, to quote Sinatra. "I did it my way." I will say... I did it my way.

I've meet my hearts longing and enjoyed every minute of it. The good and the bad times. I hope you too do the same.

(And if this is totally out of context, ignore me. I like to ramble.)
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Afina79 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
You are most welcome, though I guess I should be thanking you for giving me somewhere to ramble.
heavencall Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Student Digital Artist
Ow... I hope you're fine... Note me if you need anything :hug:
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heavencall Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2009  Student Digital Artist
My pleasure! (:
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