Journal Entry: Thu Jan 18, 2018, 8:04 AM
I don't know how to begin this. But I'll give it a go. So it has been a while since I first logged on here. I just wanted to update you guys on my situation. I'm currently in the hospital. I guess I'll try to explain. For a while now I have had poor concentration and memory both short term and long term and horrible headaches each day like someone is pushing on the top of my skull. I wanted an answer to this so a couple of days ago I had an MRI scan with contrast for enhancement. I had a couple of previous MRI scans without contrast but nothing was shown I was advised to have a contrast scan and it has shown that there is a shadow.. on my scan. The doctors are looking into it now. They think it is a form of brain tumor although I won't know what kind until I have a needle removing a sample of the tumor called a needle biopsy to see what kind it is. I'm not going to lie but I'm pretty scared.. but I'm aslo a bit happy that I'm going to receive a proper diagnosis soon for the symptoms I've been suffering for a long while now.
I want to take this opportunity to say.. that I am genuinely 'sorry' to those artists that I had let down what seems a long time ago now. If I make it through the operation if this is operable and my memory and concentration improves. I promise that I'll always pay for the adoptable's I win or artwork that I purchase on DeviantArt.
I hope that you guys can accept my apology. I really want to be a good member again in the community. I'm in the hospital at the moment but this situation is playing on my mind and I would like to bring 'peace' and 'closure' to it with Hunibi too who made my business her business.
It seems that people have got the wrong end of the stick about me. I am a really nice girl. I have never stolen any art but there are actually people on here that have. My only fault was that I forgot to pay for adoptable's because of my poor memory and now I have a window open to know why. Those adoptable's will have other owners now. Whilst I'm here I would like to also clear up the point: that I do own a few personal accounts because people are allowed to own multiple accounts on here. However, I don't have as many accounts as people are assuming. I promise you. I have had messages from other worried members informing me that they have been harassed and linked into Hunibi's journal. Even an American person, when I'm British. So please do not harras those accounts that are not me. Because it is not fair. I don't think anybody should be harassed anyway.
Thank you for reading and if you do comment please keep comments friendly because my situation isn't easy at the moment.