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OH GOD i've never study this much!! The reason why i havent upload in a while is because of school and exams and everything... but now my exams are over and i have some more time for this :)
i missed dA so bad!!
Still can't find my muse. I don't know what's going on, I think it's something i called "the blank canvas syndrome".
What's more, school has begun already and this is my last year of high school (next, the uni) sooo this is gonna be hard.
I'll try to make something, i promise!!
Could someone help me to find some inspiration?? :(


By the way, DAMH is open again!
so visit it! designatemyheart.forumfree.it/
I'm not in a cool mood this days. I've been like depressed for some weeks and i'm not having inspiration. That's why i'm barely  uploading.
I've just found out that I'm going to a country house tomorrow and I'll be there till friday. No internet or even computers, just nature.
So leave me kind comments and awesome devianations :)

Good Bye everyone!


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Me acabo de enterar de que mañna me voy a ir a una casa de campo hasta el próximo viernes. Sin internet o si quiera ordenador, solo naturaleza.
Dejadme mensajes y devianaciones (?) para cuando vuelva :)

Adiós!
OK. This is one of the most disturbing thins i've ever read and i just feel like sharing it. I don't think this is real but, in some morbid fascination way, i wish it would.


"I want to start off by saying if you want an answer at the end, prepare to be disappointed. There just isn't one."

"I was an intern at Nickelodeon Studios for a year in 2005 for my degree in animation. It wasn't paid of course, most internships aren't, but it did have some perks beyond education. To adults it might not seem like a big one, but most kids at the time would shit themselves over it. Since I worked directly with the editors and animators, I got to view the new episodes days before they aired."

"I'll get right to it without giving too many unnecessary details. They had very recently made the Spongebob movie and the entire staff was somewhat sapped of creativity so it took them longer to start up the season. But the delay lasted longer for more upsetting reasons. There was a problem with the series 4 premier that set everyone and everything back for several months."

"Me and two other interns were in the editing room along with the lead animators and sound editors for the final cut. We received the copy that was supposed to be "Fear of a Krabby Patty" and gathered around the screen to watch. Now, given that it isn't final yet animators often put up a mock title card, sort of an inside joke for us, with phony, often times lewd titles, such as "How sex doesn't work" instead of "Rock-a-by-Bivalve" when spongebob and patrick adopt a sea scallop. Nothing particularly funny but work related chuckles. So when we saw the title card "Squidward's Suicide" we didn't think it more than a morbid joke. One of the interns did a small throat laugh at it. The happy-go-lucky music plays as is normal."

"The story began with Squidard practicing his clarinet, hitting a few sour notes like normal. We hear Spongebob laughing outside and Squidard stops, yelling at him to keep it down as he has a concert that night and needs to practice. Spongebob says okay and goes to see Sandy with with Patrick. The bubbles splash screen comes up and we see the ending of Squidward's concert. This is when things began to seem off. While playing, a few frames repeat themselves, but the sound doesn't (at this point sound is synced up with animation so yes that's not common) but when he stops playing, the sound finishes as if the skip never happened. There is slight mummuring in the crowed before they begin to boo him. Not normal cartoon booing that is common in the show, but you could very clearly hear malace in it. Squidward's in full frame and looks visibly afraid. The shot goes to the crowd, with Spongebob in center frame, and he too is booing, very much unlike him. That isn't the oddest thing, though. What is odd is everyone had hyper realistic eyes. Very detailed. Clearly not shots of real people's eyes, but something a bit more real than CGI. The pupils were red. Some of us looked at eachother, obviously confused, but since we weren't the writers we didn't question its appeal to children, yet."

"The shot goes to Squidward sitting on the edge of his bed, looking very forlorn. The view out of his porthole window is of a night sky so it isn't very long after the concert. The unsettling part is at this point there is no sound. Literally no sound. Not even the feedback from the speakers in the room. It's as if the speakers were turned off, though their status showed them working perfectly. He just sat there, blinking, in this silence for about 30 seconds, then he started to sob softly. He put his hands (tentacles) over his eyes and cried quietly for a full minute more, all the while a sound in the background very slowly growing from nothing to barely audible. It sounded like a slight breeze through a forest."

"The screen slowly begins to zoom in on his face. By slow I mean it's only noticeable if you look at shots 10 seconds apart side by side. His sobbing gets louder, more full of hurt and anger. The screen then twitches a bit, as if it twists in on itself, for a split second then back to normal. The wind-through-the-trees sound gets slowly louder and more severe, as if a storm is brewing somewhere. The eerie part is this sound, and Squidward's sobbing, sounded real, as if the sound wasn't coming from the speakers but as if the speakers were holes the sound was coming through from the other side. As good as sound as the studio likes to have, they don't purchase the equipment to be that good to produce sound of that quality."

"I'll get right to it without giving too many unnecessary details. They had very recently made the Spongebob movie and the entire staff was somewhat sapped of creativity so it took them longer to start up the season. But the delay lasted longer for more upsetting reasons. There was a problem with the series 4 premier that set everyone and everything back for several months."

"Below the sound of the wind and sobbing, very faint, something sounded like laughing. It came at odd intervals and never lasted more than a second so you had a hard time pinning it (we watched this show twice, so pardon me if things sound too specific but I've had time to think about them). After 30 seconds of this, the screen blurred and twitched violently and something flashed over the screen, as if a single frame was replaced. The lead animation editor paused and rewound frame by frame. What we saw was horrible. It was a still photo of a dead child. He couldn't have been more than 6. The face was mangled and bloodied, one eye dangling over his upturned face, popped. He was naked down to his underwear, his stomach crudely cut open and his entrails laying beside him. He was laying on some pavement that was probably a road. The most upsetting part was that there was a shadow of the photographer. There was no crime tape, no evidence tags or markers, and the angle was completely off for a shot designed to be evidence. It would seem the photographer was the person responsible for the child's death."

"We were of course mortified, but pressed on, hoping that it was just a sick joke. The screen flipped back to Squidward, still sobbing, louder than before, and half body in frame. There was now what appeard to be blood running down his face from his eyes. The blood was also done in a hyper realistic style, looking as if you touched it you'd get blood on your fingers. The wind sounded now as if it were that of a gale blowing through the forest; there were even snapping sounds of branches. The laughing, a deep baritone, lasting at longer intervals and coming more frequently. After about 20 seconds, the screen again twisted and showed a single frame photo. The editor was reluctant to go back, we all were, but he knew he had to. This time the photo was that of what appeared to be a little girl, no older than the first child. She was laying on her stomach, her barrettes in a pool of blood next to her. Her left eye was too popped out and popped, naked except for underpants. Her entrails were piled on top of her above another crude cut along her back. Again the body was on the street and the photographer's shadow was visible, very similar in size and shape to the first. I had to choke back vomit and one intern, the only female in the room, ran out."

"I was an intern at Nickelodeon Studios for a year in 2005 for my degree in animation. It wasn't paid of course, most internships aren't, but it did have some perks beyond education. To adults it might not seem like a big one, but most kids at the time would shit themselves over it. Since I worked directly with the editors and animators, I got to view the new episodes days before they aired."

"The show resumed. About 5 seconds after this second photo played, Squidward went silent, as did all sound, like it was when this scene started. He put his tentacles down and his eyes were now done in hyper realism like the others were in the beginning of this episode. They were bleeding, bloodshot, and pulsating. He just stared at the screen, as if watching the viewer. After about 10 seconds, he started sobbing, this time not covering his eyes. The sound was piercing and loud, and most fear inducing of all is his sobbing was mixed with screams. Tears and blood were dripping down his face at a heavy rate. The wind sound came back, and so did the deep voiced laughing, and this time the still photo lasted for a good 5 frames. The animator was able to stop it on the 4th and backed up. This time the photo was of a boy, about the same age, but this time the scene was different. The entrails were just being pulled out from a stomach wound by a large hand, the right eye popped and dangling, blood trickling down it. The animator proceeded. It was hard to believe, but the next one was different but we couldn't tell what. He went on to the next, same thing. He want back to the first and played them quicker and I lost it. I vomited on the floor, the animating and sound editors gasping at the screen. The 5 frames were not as if they were 5 different photos, they were played out as if they were frames from a video. We saw the hand slowly lift out the guts, we saw the kid's eyes focus on it, we even saw two frames of the kid beginning to blink. The lead sound editor told us to stop, he had to call in the creator to see this. Mr. Hillenburg arrived within about 15 minutes. He was confused as to why he was called down there, so the editor just continued the episode."

"Once the few frames were shown, all screaming, all sound again stopped. Squidward was just staring at the viewer, full frame of the face, for about 3 seconds. The shot quickly panned out and that deep voice said "DO IT" and we see in Squidward's hands a shotgun. He immediately puts the gun in his mouth and pulls the trigger. Realistic blood and brain matter splatters the wall behind him, and his bed, and he flies back with the force. The last 5 seconds of this episode show his body on the bod, on his side, one eye dangling on what's left of his head above the floor, staring blankly at it. Then the episode ends."

"Mr Hillenburg is obviously angry at this. He demanded to know wht the hell was going on. Most people left the room at this point, so it was just a handful of us to watch it again. Viewing the episode twice only served to imprint the entirety of it in my mind and cause me horrible nightmares. I'm sorry I stayed."

"I want to start off by saying if you want an answer at the end, prepare to be disappointed. There just isn't one."

"The only theory we could think of was the file was edited by someone in the chain from the drawing studio to here. The CTO was called in to analyze when it happened. The analysis of the file did show it was edited over by new material. However, the timestamp of it was a mere 24 seconds before we began viewing it. All equipment involved was examined for foreign software and hardware as well as glitches, as if the time stamp may have glitched and showed the wrong time, but everything checked out fine. We don't know what happened and to this day nobody does. There was an investigation due to the nature of the photos, but nothing came of it. No child seen was identified and no clues were gathered from the data involved nor physical clues in the photos. I never believed in unexplainable phenomena before, but now that I have something happen and can't prove anything about it beyond anecdotal evidence, I think twice about things."

ESPAÑA ES LA NUEVA CAMPEONA DEL MUNDO DE FUTBOL!!!
CAMPEOOOOOONEEEEEEES CAMPEOOOOOOOONEEEEEEES OE OE OEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!


GO SPAIN!!!!



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we have made orange juice!!!


btw i'm back
  • Listening to: VUVUZELAS
I'm off for a week.
I'm going to go to the beach, have fun and relax.
I think I need it, I don't really feel alright right now. It's like things can never be perfect. IDK, I just thought this summer will be different.


have fun and leave me kind comments, pleeeaseee.
I'll miss you all.
  • Listening to: mgmt
  • Watching: metalocalypse

regular journal...

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 15, 2010, 10:46 AM




Well, hi guys. I have to thank you all for all the support, :+fav:, :+devwatch:, and comments i received lately, so thank you :) i really appreciate it :iconilavplz:

Some news here.
The good new is that, i'm officially free. No more school for some months :absolut: SUMMER HOLIDAYS!!! And that's means that i'm going to be on dA for full-time :D

The bad new is that i don't know what the hell is going on with my tablet, really, this is crazy!! I bought it on christmast and it didn't work well. So i changed it and i get i new one. AND NOW IT'S HAPPENING THE SAME!! ;-; i don't really know what i'm going to do.


I've got tons of thing to do, drawings to upload and resources for you :D
Soon, guys... soon.


:peace:

designed and coded by Noise-Less
  • Listening to: master of puppets
  • Watching: metalocalypse
last saturday :)
so i'm not a 16 years old girl anymore.
  • Listening to: blink 182
I've just made a new dev group about The Horrors (you'd probably know who are them if you're following me :heart:) called HorrorHouse. I'd love you to join it :love:

:iconhorrorhouse:


I also must tell you about the new challenge forum designatemyheart.forumfree.it/. It is great!! (so please go and join :heart:)


And well I don't know... i have a bloody headache and it's killing me x.x

BTW thank a lot to everyone who's following me and thanks for all the comments and favs I've received in the last weeks. Thanks
  • Listening to: s.c.u.m.
I was tagged by:
:iconphotonica:

RULES:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

ABOUT ME:
1. -I'm spanish.
2. -I'm studying my last but one year at highschool.
3. -I'm reserved as hell.
4. -I love music.
5. -I play the bass and the guitar.
6. -I use to get obssesed with the things i like the most.
7. -¿Religion? No, please.
8. -I don't like gossips.
9. -My skin is pale as milk.
10. -I'm bisexual.

Now I tag:
:iconpuntovital: :iconlikezombies: :iconnatarya-chan: :iconyeahruth: :icontwilight12galaris: :icondanieh: :icondarky-uchiha: :iconfilleatomique: :iconaniferlu: :iconcanfex:
  • Listening to: the horrors
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designatemyheart.forumfree.it/
designatemyheart.forumfree.it/
designatemyheart.forumfree.it/

ENTER :)
  • Listening to: the horrors
Hello my friends :D
Spanish first:
Hola!. Ya llega el buen tiempo y el quitarse la chaqueta y hoy, especialmente y sin ninguna razón concreta, estoy extrañamente feliz :D Mañana llegan mis vacaciones! Dos semanas de levantarme muuuy tarde :heart:
Éste domingo me voy a Paris (cosaporlacualestoymuyemocionadaymemuerodeganas) hasta el jueves (muy poquito) de viaje de ¿fin? de curso, así que espero que sea un poco desfase y eso :D Prometo traer bonitas fotos.
Eso quiere decir que no actualizaré ni estaré por aquí en ese tiempo, pero luego aún tendré tiempo para hacer muchas cosas y espero saturar mi galería ^^

Por cierto, tengo más texturas y resources que subir :D

Y no sé que más... bueno que siento el spam tan grande que estoy haciendo de The Horrors, pero quería avisar de que va a continuar, lo siento :heart:

¿Alguien puede recomendarme buena música para escuchar? :D

English time:
Hi! The spring time is here and today i am especially happy :D Tomorrow i'll be on holydays!! Two weeks of waking up late :heart:
This sunday i'm going to Paris (soiamveryexcitedandcrazyaboutit) until Thursday, my class trip :heart: I will take awesome shoots i promise :D
That's means i'm not going to update ok? but after that i'll do many things :D

Btw, i've got more textures and resources :D

And i don't know... well i'm sorry for the The Horrors' spam but i want to warn you that this is going to be continued :heart: i'm sorry

¿Could someone advise me about some music? :D
  • Listening to: Dandy Warhols

Hace muuucho que no actualizo el journal y hoy lo haré ,como siempre de forma absurda y rápida :)

Quiero decirles que me cree una cuenta en flickr, quiero subir muchas de las fotos que no subo aquí :D
asíque si teneis cuenta en flickr agregadme! :D

www.flickr.com/photos/rachelsk…

Y bueno, quería preguntar (aunque seguramente nadie conteste) si ha alguie le interesaría que hiciese resources. En plan pngs, texturas y stocks :)

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It's been a long time since my last journal, and this is, like the others, an stupid and quickly update.

I want to tell you that i have created a Flickr account, i want to upload there all the pictures i don't want to have on my dA. So if you have a flickr account add me! :D

www.flickr.com/photos/rachelsk…

Well, i want to ask (although nobody will answer) if someone would like me to make resources like pngs, textures and stocks. :)

sorry for my english guys :heart:

  • Listening to: joy division
a collection of bloody pics. :)

untitled. by iCECREAMTRUCKFUCK Blood Drive1 by tatjari :thumb64221637: blood is sharp. by literarykiller :thumb63986235: :thumb52715060: :thumb91618466: blood by Fort-o saturday night fever by suzi9mm he tasted like shit by Elektrische silent night is the night by suzi9mm curvy blood of mine by yayaaja Blood sucker 3 by Obsidian-Lace The Blood Is Love by axcy blood on my hands. by incorrigiblechild

Mature Content

Blood on Cloak by mohzart

Tengo DOS problemas.

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 7:00 AM



OH MY TUMBLR!


Enserio, tengo un grave problema... hace unas semanas una amiga mia me descubrió las puertas del Tumblr. ¿No sabeeis lo que es? Pues otra página al estilo blogger, pero más sencilla. El caso es que me dio por crearme un tumblr para perder tiempo poniendo imagenes y rebloggeando idioteces... el caso es que me he viciado y ahora raramente me desconecto del tumblr.

Me encanta o.o

si tenéis tumblr decídmelo!
el mio es:

theblueeyedmonster.tumblr.com/




OH MY JOE!


Mi otro problema se llama Joseph Gordon Levitt. Otra obsesión (tambien provocada, en cierto modo, por el tumblr) y es que no paro de buscar imágenes de ese chico desde que le vi en la traumatizante película Mysterious Skins (enserio, traumatizante de cojones). Y eso sumado a que él tiene tumblr propio, twitter y varios fan tumblrs llenos de cosas sobre él están provocando que esa obsesión aumente hasta el punto de poder llamarme.... FAN GIIIIRL!!!

y no me gusta.   

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  • Listening to: Hero
  • Watching: QAF
  • Playing: my generation
  • Eating: sweet clouds
  • Drinking: rain

waitin till christmas

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:53 AM
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Wiiii CSS de gratis! x3


es genial :D

Yo, como todo el mundo, mi dispongo a aprovechar al máximo el CSS, asique haré bastantes journals :D wiiiii

Tenía que aclarar que últimamente no subí nada, ni tenía actividad porque se me rompió el ordenador T_T, empezó a hacer ruidos raros y no se encendía y estuve mucho tiempo sin ordenador y fue como TUT noooooo!!!
pero ahora ya está arreglado y además me pusieron internet en el otro ordenador que tiene una pantalla gigante y mola B)

Lo malo es que ahora mismo no tengo mucho tiempo para hacer nada entre examenes, trabajos y demás cosas del instituto... T_T y de aquí a un par de semanas todo será así, pero luego relax :D

Porciertoooo!!! Estoy muy feliiiiiiz ya que es muy posible que me regalen una tablet WACOM por navidad y es genial ;w; después de tanttoooo tiempo... si lo consigo prometo que mi galería aumentará xD
Tengo un montón de cosas por subir... pero es tanta la pereza que me hacer el lineart y el coloreado que no puedo xD


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  • Listening to: arctic monkeys
  • Reading: platón
  • Watching: QAF
  • Eating: cupcakes
  • Drinking: cherry 7up
pues genial.
He estado toda la semana pasada con gripe sin poder moverme de la cama y con fiebre.





pero ya estoy bieeeeeen... x3



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  • Reading: platón y un ornitorrinco entran en un bar
  • Watching: Queer As Folk
no sé que escribir... no sé que contar... pero me apetecía cambiar el journal, así, de risas. :iconimxdplz:



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  • Listening to: let's dance to joy division
  • Reading: platón y un ornitorrinco entran en un bar
  • Watching: Queer As Folk
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Por amor al arte :heart:
dejaron de escribirse historias para contarte
se secaron los mares de sueños para despertarte
por amor al arte
la noche se hizo de día
borrando la oscura sombría de tu soledad

Por amor al arte :iconhurrplz:
la luna se bajo del cielo para consolarte
las nubes dejaron paso al sol para iluminarte
por amor al arte
tu vida ya no era tan fría
y dejaste de sentirte vacía por tu soledad

Y apareció en tu vida :iconomgsocuteplz:
la chica de tus sueños
tu princesa herida
y ella curó tu infierno
lo que tú no sabías
que aunque nacieras princesa
no querías un Romeo
esperabas a Julieta

Nadie supo explicarte porque la querías  :iconiloveyouplz:
que el hombre de tu vida se llamaba María
pero escúchame amiga
si ella también quiere amarte
no hay que darle más vueltas
yo se.. que es por amor al arte
es por amor al arte

Por amor al arte  :iconlovewhutplz:
lloraste lágrimas de miedo hasta secarte
dejaste a un lado cada duda para lanzarte
por amor al arte
supiste salir adelante
rompiendo por fin las cadenas de tu soledad

Y apareció en tu vida  :iconimsexyplz:
la chica de tus sueños
tu princesa herida
y ella curó tu infierno
lo que tú no sabías es que aunque nacieras princesa
no querías un Romeo
esperabas a Julieta

Nadie supo explicarte porque la querías :iconimhighplz:
que el hombre de tu vida se llamaba María
pero escúchame amiga
si ella también quiere amarte
no hay que darle más vueltas
yo se.. que es por amor al arte
y al fin te ilusionaste
saliste y gritaste tu soledad

Y apareció en tu vida :iconraepfaceplz:
la chica de tus sueños
tu princesa herida
y ella curó tu infierno
lo que tú no sabías es que aunque nacieras princesa
no querías un Romeo
esperabas a Julieta

Nadie supo explicarte porque la querías :iconsweethugplz:
que el hombre de tu vida se llamaba María
pero escúchame amiga
si ella también quiere amarte
no hay que darle más vueltas
yo se...
que apareció en tu vida
tu princesa herida
tú no sabías
apareció en tú vida


Ivan Guevara

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  • Listening to: HUMBUG
  • Reading: 16 escalones antes de dormir
  • Watching: Queer As Folk