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Libera me by Addicted2disaster Libera me by Addicted2disaster
Based on [link] :heart:

Okay , so as i said ..even this is not 100%'s more like 90% - i'll leave it this way..because i wanna start a new piece :)

I'll explain to you guys this painting's i do not want to be wrongly understood. :P

A personal piece to me.As you all know,i love vampires.But there's more than that.
This piece describes the feeling of powerful eliberation one feels somethimes .The lust for the things that most hurt one puls one into euphoria and at the same time , into suffering. I am a person who has many contradictions in herself & i live every each feeling very , but very intense:either it's happiness or agony.I wanted to kind of describe that trough this piece. She was bitten by a vampire (and she loved the feeling of the proces)..and then she was given the kiss of death and become who she was trully suposed to be.Sometimes we do not know who we are trully until something importand happens to us & we either discover or rediscover ourselves. The cross signifies the cross/crosses each of us carries trough some moments of our lives.None of us is imune to the pain these crosses cause. So there is nothing religious about the cross in this painting , it's just a symbol.The hands both signify the external world - most of us do not fit anywhere but inside of our own persons.Usually the 'outside' world does not match our inner world. So the hand at the bottom calls us to enjoy it's mystical pleasures..while the hand at the upper part is pulling us without asking, in a forced way, into it, into a cruel future perhaps. Pretty ego-centered piece , i know and do not deny it :P

I have just so much to say about it , but i can't really explain trough words what's inside of my mind & soul.
So just enjoy :D
I have used for inspiration :
[link] (extremely gorgeous and full of feeling!)
and couple of hand references from :iconnykolai:
as well as a bit of a snowflake brush from :iconkeepwaiting:

+ a lot of beautifull music :love: :heart: :blackrose:


Oh & this is my first drawing a photoshop cs3 with a tablet! (my first tablet ever,as you already may know - a bamboo fun pen & touch small)

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nilescclover Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2016
wow! it's awesome works. I love it.

I need another
bite to
extinguish my need to have the
river to run 
against the inside of 

my throat and to
ease my pain away..............
nilescclover Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2016
kinda cool
seandreea Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2009
Foarte frumos desenul :)
Imi place realizarea, dar in special m-a impresionat ideea din spate si felul cum ai pus asta pe "hartie".
Eu una vreau sa-ti multumesc pentru link. Cred ca o sa mai caut melodii de pe coloana sonora a filmului Interviu cu un vampir.
Addicted2disaster Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Multumesc :)
Enjoy the songs :)
mingu444 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so impressed by your ability to take your thoughts and ideas and express them in such a beautiful and profound way. This is awesome, Alex :)
Addicted2disaster Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you Kat Kat :giggle:
mingu444 Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Funny girl! I asked for that one, didn't I? :rofl:

Anyways, you're welcome :aww:
Addicted2disaster Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Heheh :D
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