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its late and i cant sleep, my leg and hip are killing me. does anybody want to talk.....i want to talk, i need to talk to someone. anyone 

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16 deviants said comment if you do
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3 deviants said ignore this if you don't.

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:iconfluteophone54:
fluteophone54 Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2014
I was just browsing and I noticed your page. I know I am stranger but just know there are many out there that will be there when you need them to listen. No judgment and no time schedule. We will listen.
fluteophone54@yahoo.com
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FancyFoxTaxidermy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
feel free to add me on facebook- note me about that.  Skype is fancyfoxtaxidermy@hotmail.com if you have an iphone and imessage is usable then you can contact me via justiceonearth@hotmail.com  Always happy to chat. except i have school from 9am-3pm Brisbane aus time. And i cant access anything but my emails during that time. 
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lamelobo Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
kanato...my phone is 713-817-3790 ....i am always avaible....i never post my number public. but i will for you..if i dont get the phone..i will get back asap....i keep you in my thoughts always. i consider you a dear friend...and i am here if you should need me....i have a facebook....and da...or you can call or text...if you need me. i will be ther. i promise. with love and light. sarah :heart:
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thank you my freind! you were always the most kindist person i had ever known.
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Zerrinah Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Got my phone all the time if you need to talk or text or you can note me here.
xoxo
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
my phone is in evidence, i had just baught a new one too. i just have my tablet and home phone which is usually being highjacked by my mom. lol

thank you so much though! 
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Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww D: I was up... why didnt you message me? Im always here unless I have nobody to talk to or something.
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
i didnt know you were up, i didnt feel like facebook i just wanted anybody at the time.

btw the flowers all came today!!!
thank you so much! 
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Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Lol well drop me a note whenever you like :) I should be on here or FB. I leave the tabs open. i uninstalled skype cause it was taking too much space up, I didnt know if you felt like using skype either but if you want to I will gladly reinstall it for you :meow: 

And do you like them?? Im glad they finally got to you! (And thank you Jason hehe) 
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CindarellaPop Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Do you want my phone number? I've usually got my phone on me all day so I can chat.
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mnshortdraw Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
My phone is my alarm clock...  If I don't answer keep trying.  24 hours a day
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xX-Okami-No-Ko-Xx Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I know we haven't talked much before. But you are always so kind to others and you show that you care about everyone else in this community. We've been lost without you. All of us have been so worried and the community of us here on DA just hasn't been the same. I can't say I know firsthand what you're going through. But I can sympathize. I know saying I'm sorry won't be the most comforting thing but I hope it brings you some comfort. I'll note you my Skype and fb details also. Sometimes we all just have our point where we need to talk. Don't be ashamed of that. It doesn't make you weak or anything negative like that. We have all relied on you at some point and you've been there for us every step of the way. And now it's your turn to rely on us. We are all here for you no matter what. 
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Muddy-Coyote Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Nem you know im always a text or message away if you ever need someone to chat with. I  think you have my number, but let me know and I'll send it to you again. Hang in there my friend.
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TyrantLyzardQueen Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
seeking people to talk to isn't weak at all Hug  sometimes you need to vent your feelings, you can feel absolutely free to note me whenever you like if you'd like.
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Sinfirmitas Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Don't feel bad about being weak hun. I am here anytime that you want to talk if just to keep your mind on other things. It's okay to be weak sometimes. Let us be strong for you
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x3TheBrokenArtistx3 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You can always talk to me :hug:
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
you know as they were loading me up in the plain that night to fly me out to the emergency room, i realized just how close we became. we both lost our fathers almost in the same way. i think if theres anything i relate to, its you. and i will be looking up to you now for advice and understanding. 
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x3TheBrokenArtistx3 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
And I'm here anytime you need me :hug: Do you still have my number? 
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NightsGem Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
No one can blame you for wanting to reach out to people. Something terrible has happened, and anyone would need someone to be there right now. You can see how many people here care about your well being right now.
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pookyhorse Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't blame you for wanting some companionship. Nothing weak about it. You went through so much, you aren't weak at all! I hope those painkillers kick in.

So it's night time where you're at. I live all the way on the east coast so it's already morning here.
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FlashbackPractice Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I'm around if you want to drop a note or we can flop AIM handles, skype, facebook, etc.
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Kamieno Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm right here if you need to talk! It gets a little lonely at 7 a.m. here as well.
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
yeah it was 2 in the morning when i couldnt sleep due to the pain. 
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Kamieno Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i can't imagine how much pain and discomfort you're in, but i know for sure it's aggravating as hell when you can't get a single moment of peace.
if you want my skype, we can chat on there- it's almost always open on my computer and phone and i get messages quicker.
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BlakKatKreations Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014   Artisan Crafter
If you ever need to talk, just note me... I've sent you my skype and my FB details as well, for a slightly better chat service. 

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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
kay, i will have to when i get my stuff back out of evidence. all i have is a little tablet.
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LittleDovahElf Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I can't imagine what you are going through :( i'm happy to chat if you need, if not i hope you feel better in time, it will get easier to live with, but the pain will never truly go away.. </3
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
i knoow, just the pain right now is unbearable. making me sobby. painkillers wont work either so i have to lay like this. this is the first time i actually cried. my family knows its going to hit me later on, but i can feel it eating at my soul. 
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LuxTaxidermy Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Feel free to note me, you've been in everyones thoughts, and you've been so amazing and strong so far, we're all very proud of you! Don't feel weak for seeking company and friendship to get through this :heart:
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thanks, i have a strange way of dealling with this kind of stuff i supose. my pain tolorance isnt kicking in though tonight. its stressing me out making me fustrated and uupaet. i start to pannic and than i think how does my sister do this, she was shot 5 times than i worry about her. 

i always been a independit person so im usually scared to ask for help. 
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LuxTaxidermy Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
You shouldnt be scared, you've been through something most people couldn't even imagine experiencing! You're going to need people there for you at a time like this, and we're all here for you. Theres nothing wrong with leaning on others in such a hard time. You're both doing so well
I'll be honest, i had a bit of a cry while i was out with some friends the other day, it pains me to know you're going through something so terrible, but seeing you trying to hard to keep on going has inspired me a lot. It's okay to hurt and it's okay to feel shit. You have us here for those times 
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FoxxyTheAnarchist Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey if you wanna talk note me, im happy to. It's horrible feeling that way, but you're not weak or little by any stretch. You are an incredibly strong, brave person xx
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
im just confused, i felt for the longest time like nothing had happened, i didnt cry that day even after watching my father get shot right infront of me. every past by and the more i talked the more it didnt sound real so it was easy to keep up and be cheerful for oothers. but tonight im in alot of pain and i miss my dad. 
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FancyFoxTaxidermy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
i miss my dad too. I guess...atleast i get to talk to him on the phone...once on a blue moon if i am home at the right time. But....some family members will never be forgiven....i will never forgive my mum for ruining my dad's life. She has destroyed him beyond anything else. I wont go into deal here. Atleast you had him for the time you did. I have never really gotten to spend time with my dad. In the past 4 years..so much has happened....it was hard to talk to him...it was hard to do anything. Now i have lost him for a year...maybe even 2...we have no idea.  

Dont feel scared to ask others for help. I am just like you in that way. Things take awhile to sink in..when they do it hits hard. Asking others for comfort seems impossible. 
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
its not quite the same, I didn't get to spend much time with my dad, he wasn't around much and my whole life it was custody battles. but to watch him get murdered in front of you isn't like your mom taking him away. you can still talk to him, and when you get older you can choose to see him yourself.

I will never see my father again, and I will never forget watching him getting shot in the head in front of me by my own aunt!

I hardly like people to know what goes on in my personal life, but something like this its hard to keep in its hard to face alone. A lot of the time I depend on my mom to help me when I need it. Than sometimes I don't want to wake her up when I'm having a Episode.

Thanks though for your kindness in wanting to help! =3
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FancyFoxTaxidermy Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2014  Student Artisan Crafter
The chances of me getting to see my dad..is very low... 

My parents have been fighting over me and my siblings for a long time now...its flipping horrible. I couldnt do anything....i wasnt allowed to leave state, i couldnt legally own any weapon, couldnt even go and stay with a friend for more then a day. 
Just 2 weeks ago did that stupid court case end and know i can do all the stuff a normal teen can dooo...but i live with my nan.
4 years...4 years for that damn court case and all cause my mum lied the entire time. 
Hmm..i dont want to say what my mum did....not on here....its  a bit.....yeah...well pretty much..if my dad didnt run away that night i would never be able to see him again.  

It sucks. I get what your saying. Its not something i really want to picture... it sickens me that i wont get to see my dad for along time..i would hate to never see him. 

All my childhood...it has been my parents argueing...time with them...oh what a rarity. 

I lost the closest thing i haad to my dad. His cat. his 20 year old damn cat.  The night she disappeared..i lost apart of me. 

My personal life...is my personal life. I tell people sometimes....only if i feel like. What i pretty much just told you...my best friends barely know.  i dont tell them anything...knowing they could turn around and leave me to die if they wanted..and heck yes they would (i just have the best friends)  

Hit me up for a chat anytime. I never have anything to do...except homework....blah homework.... 


I could never look at someone the sameway after what has happened. To witness something like that.... i cant even. What you have witnessed should be used in your strengths...not your weakness. Its not weak to mourn and cry. It shows you care. 

now i have to get back to dealing wiht 2 people i considered good friends...one of which is my hunting buddy and dare i say it..but i dont think i want to talk to them again. After all...they bad mouthed all day while i wasnt at school. Can not trust people who do that. 
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FoxxyTheAnarchist Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Shock, delayed reaction, staying strong until you feel you can mourn x

It's okay, and it will be okay. Have you got Axel with you? Cuddling my staffy is comforting to me; though he has to be sleepy - he's very busy otherwise! Xx
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
i dont, everything including my dogs got left in Cali. their in good hands though. but i miss them i miss my asshole! 
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FoxxyTheAnarchist Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Axel's an asshole? My Manni is a dumbass XD My big bad "killer" Staffy is scared of his own farts, rain and the dark xD

You'll never be alone you know, you got friends all over the world, happy and wanting to talk to you :)
And that's pretty cool ^_^
What time is it where you are? In the UK where I am it's about 10:55am, give or take.
xx

I'm Libby/Liberty btw xx
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Fellmekke Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Why would you feel weak? It's fun to talk to people, even if it's online.
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
because im supose to be stong fr my family. this this the first time i cried tonight after thhe shooting so im lost. 
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Fellmekke Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014
Ah, now I understand. I hope for you that everything will go fine by the following days.
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
i just want comany tonight, to keep my mind off the pain. i really hate asking this i feel so weak and little. 
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BlakKatKreations Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2014   Artisan Crafter
The need and desire for company is not a weakness.. but the ability to ask for it and accept it, is a strength.
In the darkest moments, never forget what you see as weakness.. is really a strength longing to be known.

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