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W.O.I. 2 The Return FL2 addition by AdarkerNEMISIS W.O.I. 2 The Return FL2 addition by AdarkerNEMISIS
What suddenly became a miss thought. I skipped two pages, someone I was talking to brought it up as a metaphor.  I was going through one of those moments I swear im bi polar and it snapped. Some coffee and a whole rewrite later I started the new chapter of my insain life in my head. 

with everything that has happened I've been enjoying a cup of coffee with the darker side of me. It was like the whole Logic I was under was thrown out the window. Its pretty much a rebirth into something that started it all. I have to start my life over and go from there. I can't change what happened but it's effecting me differently than everybody else and it's been kind of making me go insain. 

 this is simply for me to study myself and my mind. It's like a metally retarded journal of a person with a crazy imagination. Lol Since my memory loss seems to be getting worse I'm in a frantic mood to rewrite codes and history before I wake up one day and realise my life is but a dream within a dream. I couldn't count it as a curse if I could forget the images in my head I would but I also learned to embrace them and I think that's what's fucked me up. 

 So 3 am and madly in love with myself for restarting this brillant chapter and here I realized I could of very easly written this in a actual custom journal and not a notebook. I'm not in the mood to rewrite 20 pages with a pen that runs out of ink every sentence. 

I forgot the T before the picture. Still liked the picture so I left it. I inked it in after wards. 

You guys proprobably have no idea what I'm talking about and think I'm just deprived of sleep. Yes, yes I am crazy. 
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HumorousTrixx Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
HOLY CRAP 20 PAGES?! :faint:
You really were restless. I'm sorry you didn't get much sleep, but it's awesome that you got a lot of writing done. Better yet, you seem to be quite proud of it! :)
StolenFoxes Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015
If you reacted totally sanely to what happened to you, then you'd really be insane.   That's part of the problem-what happened to you was  gruesome and unreal-like the worst episode of Twilight Zone  ever.  How the Hell does one appropriately 'react' to it? Your brain insists on trying to 'make sense' of something that was sense-less.  I am an avid journal keeper and writing stuff down does help.  Its like it gets the black stuff out of your head for a little while so you can at least function.  Best of luck.
WolfenAkari Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015
I know what you're talking about. :) You can do it!
AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I actually had to rewrite the description because i didn't want to sound too weird. But it's true none the less.

Sometimes I find myself quite entertaining during times like these. I just know with a lot of new watchers they are probably pretty cluless of the events that not only took place but is slowly taking my being too. Not that it's important to know I just thought.....hey cool I totally understand it now. Its not DRG it's FL2!

I may post up a small page of the nonsense that I'm at a strong point in just for fun. One of the major factore and changes in going through. I know it's not taxidermy but DA is still DA and it's literature in away. Lol
Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Good to know Im not the only one sleep deprived :/ 

Seriously tho your handwriting is the best lol
AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
What started at 9 turned to 3. I got so intuned in what I was doing I couldn't stop. Once I start it's like the flood gates in my mind are opened. I love it some times I theorize my own life. I use codes and simple ideas to simply make sense of what's going on in my head. Like said I aware I'm going no polar. There's like two different me. I know I haven't been very talkative lately and I'm pretty much snapping.

My mom seems to keep suggesting I stay instate. Brings up the dream in which I will be gunned down in my new home. Its a dream or reality I face.

My hand writing sucks. If I can write straight I would be happy rather than having to write up and side ways. I got lucky on the front page and half the book before I started getting in tuned and just jumbling words. Sucks with a pen you can't erase ones mistakes. But I like it as a life object as well.

Your more than welcome to read it, hahaha come over and read the fucked up world in my head.......well one of them.
Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL I havent been so chatty either and I've felt bad. I've been sick, writing papers for school and playing Detective Conan as you well know so I've just had nothing to say. just sitting here like *Free Icon/Emote* Surprised Pusheen  "what is real life"

And noooo it doesn't suck lmao. Honestly I'd love to have you do some writing for me and get it tattooed haha, it's so pretty.

And of course :D Tea party and reading time. I wish I had things for you to read haha. I'm just so burnt on writing ;A;
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