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Prince by AdarkerNEMISIS Prince by AdarkerNEMISIS
You could of been king but you will always be the Prince. 

Diesels name when he was sold to me was Prince. Sometimes I think the name was fitting. He was supposed to be my king but he stayed the Prince. 

I know it's wrong to point fingers, everybody has theirs pointed at everyone else but their selves. I really can't blame anybody when I know at some I went wrong somewhere but they better not think that I'm going to take the entire blame. 

When I'm the one who has to return home to one of my kids dead. I don't care who's to blame at this point it doesn't matter what you say it won't take away the pain.  Though I think what hurts most......I'm still blamed. I'm shunned and I know they are doing this to hide their own self guilt. They won't let me get over it they shame me when I try because they had something to do with it. I haven't done anything with him because im scared too.

I know I'm going to get so much shit from family but I decided when spring comes around and I set up the kennels I'm going to say my good byes. Start over and move on even if people hate me and I have to hide him from the world.  There's no reason I have to be harrased into not having another kid. 

Diesel will never be replaced one day he just may come home and take his place as my king. 

Mar/18/2014 --- Sep/14/2015
CindarellaPop Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
He was truly a beautiful dog. And he was your kid, you deserve to do what you need to without being judged or crapped on for it. It's clear to me you really loved him and you'll honor his memory and mourn his loss in your own way.
Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow I thought this was a traditional oil painting :o still sad I never got to meet Diesel. :( He was such a pretty boy and was fun to paint when i did. I still feel really bad about what happened but I guess I wont sop too much... Haha. 

Im sure things will fall into place. I cant wait to see the kennels and maybeeeee meet your new baby haha. Or at least Roxas. :la:
HumorousTrixx Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Your decision is your desicion. What happened was not your fault.
They shouldn't shame you for wanting to move on and try to be happy once more. They are the ones who should feel ashamed for trying to bully you out of trying again.
I know how hard this has been for you, and I honestly think you are making the right decision. You deserve happiness and closure.
Hang in there, and don't let them get to you.
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