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On the fence about things by AdarkerNEMISIS On the fence about things by AdarkerNEMISIS
I'm on the fence about death, scary yet welcoming. The only fear of death is simply the idea. What happens after you die? The truth is.....you will never know unless you die. What happens afterwords.......who cares your no longer around to have to deal with it....you are finally free because death frees every soul. 

But in the mean time I'm stuck with the after math both good and bad. I deal with the beauty of death while on the other side the tragedy. In the end......I just can't wait till it's my turn! :smoking:
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CindarellaPop Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
I feel you man. Call it "morbid curiosity." Luckily a human lifespan is comfortably short so I'll get my answer in due time.
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I do, its a curiosity that's hit me since I was a kid. the idea of death was scary yet fascinating. people considered me morbid but I always did wonder what life brings after death. being so close to death as well as being surrounded by death of both human and animal alike; it only sparks it worse. I do not fear the idea of death for its unavoidable. maybe I just block the whole thing out of my mind simply because what has happened. However the longing has always been there. death its self does not scare me, death does not hurt dying does. Death is a release its a pain reliever. what scares me the most is my logic, my own conscious. what happens after we die what happens to my mind, my reasoning. I maybe losing my memory as it is but the idea that I wont remember anything does lead me astray. im simply scared to disappear, not to die.

I know that sounds weird but that's really how I view it. I longed for death for as long as I remember. chances I've been so close to it yet taken away. what kills me the most is what happens after we die. people don't realize how lucky they are at times to not be able to see it unfold once their gone. Greed, hate over what you once had. I also learned that people care more about the life you lived and how you lived it after you die. they care more about you then they ever cared while you where still alive. that regret I sometimes always longed for. Because I can be selfish.
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CindarellaPop Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
Makes perfect sense to me. I'm kind of back and forth over the notion myself, there are times I'm so tired that all I can think of is that death would be a welcome rest. However, when I had the misfortune to come close to it last summer (got caught in my tiny little car in the middle of a very powerful storm) I didn't find it very restful then and my curiosity was pretty severely dampened at that point.

Still I can't help but wonder. Especially when there are so many "haunted" things around me.
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HumorousTrixx Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Text me if you need to.
I'm worried..
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
About? I don't see why you should be worried, I'm actually excited. Though the logic part of me comes out. I nearly killed the ups guy but he was very smart he showed up while I was face down in the pillows......very smart indeed. 
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HumorousTrixx Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry. I must've over thought the description. ^^;
Lol! Is this the package you have been waiting on? Ups guy is lucky you aren't hiding his body in the desert... XD
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
nah, just me being weird as usual. though not saying nothing is planned I'm always plotting shit! so far everything is going according to plan I just have to wait 5 years if I manage phase 2. after the plan is set this year I will move on to phase three.

sometimes I get excited for no damn reason! I may get to finally jump the damn UPS guy next week when my hides are done from the tannery and I'm supposed to get some more frozen crap in as well.........I don't trust the UPS guy here.
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SimplyElaborate Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016
You okay? ;;
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Yeah I'm fine, just me being me in a sense. 
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