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Dead Men Laugh about Dying

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 27, 2018, 11:57 AM

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"Dead Men Laugh About Dying"



Dead Men Laugh about Dying


Part of me always knew I have a bad sense of humor. I guess I need it for all the terrible things that seem to happen and all I can do is joke about them. Some people assume “Must not be that bad if it’s a joke to you.” I’m one of those people who like to suffer quietly. Those who know me though know that I can make some pretty terrible humor out of my situation.
When people dream of incidents I suddenly feel like I’m the only one not afraid. People tell their dreams and how they are terrified yet my brain can’t comprehend why it would be scary. In my dreams I’m usually at war, people dying around me is simply something I am used to. The same way they were executed next to me. I’m not scared I’m simply there to do my job.
I don’t often dream about my murder or our murder. Usually at the sight of seeing the very person who shot you 4 years go would scare you. (SHOULD) Instead It seemed as though it was a challenge with some humor in it.
In my dream she was trying to lunge at me, attack me with her practical weaponless self. Not only was I just side stepping her movements like I just didn’t have time for her shit, I for one wasn’t scared to face off with my murder again after so long…..Like she is nothing to me. What she had done to me amounts to nothing. Its what she says though should get me.
“When I get out of here, I’m going to find you and make sure I put more holes through you!”
I couldn’t help but laugh when I woke up. My dumb ass in my dream decided to make it so much worse.
“BITCH PLEASE! Ill be dead by the time your bitch ass gets out!” I seriously have to remember to tell her that if I ever see her again. Granted I’m probably not wrong, she will never have the pleasure to kill me………. she had her chance and failed. But I cant help but laugh at that because I’m sure when it boils down to it. I’m one of those regrets she has to live with and she’s not even worth the fear in my mind……just another joke in the long line of others.

She’s Nothing to me and it makes me happy that some how somewhere in my mind….she’s now belittled down to nothing more than a joke in my head.

Joe though, Joe is still out there………..Joe isn’t a joke. No Joe doesn’t know me but I know him and some day he will pay for what he had done. I’ve had blood on my hands since the murders but there is nothing more burning more revengeful then the blood on my hands after what they did to Axel.

Sometimes I wish I had better stories, better movements in my life but I’m still stuck here. This year I hope brings good times………..after all another on the list has taken their last breath but other than that. Same life same story waiting till this chapter ends and the next one begins.
What a Joke!











Something Random, kind of a weird dream last night with a bit of a twist to it. that and I needed a new journal for no apparent reason.

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Kanato Dolsrin
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:music:I never feared Death or Dying
I only Feared never Trying
I am what ever I am
Only God can Judge me now. :music:

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I'm not a nice person, I don't candy coat shit. No matter how much you try.......shit will still forever be SHIT!
I'm that kind of person to tell you that.
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I used to Run from my problems, but I realized I wanted to be different than every one else.

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if you come to tell me how much you hate me, that's fine but before you do, I want you to stop for a moment and write those words and send them to your self as a different person reading them. How would the feelings of hate be different when its directed towards you. just to understand how it feels to be that person who wakes up one day and hears how much of a scum they are. Constantly told "go kill your self" and go to hell.

God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in my shoes, Maybe you would know what its like to say you knew.

you don't know me, you will never meet me. So why would you be disrespectful to the way I live? what makes the life I live any different from yours?

No matter how much you tell me you hate me, how much you want to get rid of me. understand one thing; I don't hate you, I will never hate you. I will only understand.


Favourite genre of music: Score, Immediate, Trailer, Post Rock
Favourite style of art: fasinating
Favourite cartoon character: Zoids-Raven
Personal Quote: "you can only write what you wish to read" -kanato dolsrin
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:icon18smiths:
18smiths Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Do you ever repair damaged/flawed softmounts? If you did, what would be your price? :)
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2018  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Depends on how damaged and how flawed it is, on top of the age of the pelt and when it was mounted. 
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Flame-Expression Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Happy birthday Kanato!! <3
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you! :tighthug:
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Zombie-Kumos Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEREEEEE TOOOO :la: <3
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Just couldn't get away from it anywhere could I. LOL. Now I want motherfucking Cold Stone!
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mecengineer Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2017
Happy Birthday!
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AdarkerNEMISIS Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2018  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you!!! :tighthug:
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leavannysnest Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
sorry for making your page a bit unclean by posting this, but you should help out! it's about net nutrality.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHyMOR… mark explains it well, if you haven't heard of the situation. do your research and help! i want all of the people i follow, american or not, to keep posting art. so please, spread it if you can too! it's very very important.

also, very nice animals, they're all very well done i can tell!
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Cynderthedragon5768 Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey! Sorry to bother but do you have any black coyotes (raw or otherwise) for sale?;o; if not would you know where I could get one?(the darker the better)
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