I finally did it, I confessed, the result was not bad but still my heart feels so much pain... Well what is important right now is that she didn't turned away, though we can never be more than friends I'm still happy somehow. It hurts but I know I can move on, I can do it.
I want to tell her that I like her... That is what I'm feeling right now, I know it's about time to tell her about this, I want her to know that she is special to me. I'm pondering these for the last few days, I'm dying to tell her but I am afraid, afraid of losing what we have right now, I'm afraid of the possibility that she might turn away. I don't know what to do :(