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Playing in Limbo by acrimsonrose Playing in Limbo :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 5 1 Good Little Zombie - Road you go when you dieeee by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - Road you go when you dieeee :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 2 4 Good Little Zombie - The strong little men by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - The strong little men :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 0 2 Good Little Zombie - It's all gravy dude by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - It's all gravy dude :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 0 0
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The Spiro Prophet
"I'm so tired..." whispers a little girl to herself in anguish. She trips and stumbles trying to find a place to rest. Gasping to catch her breath she sees a small space between two cars charred during the horrid event that scarred the world, The Great Incursion. As heavy winds push her about, she quickly crawls into the space feeling more at ease.
She peeks out and brushes her long, ebony hair away from her dirtied face. The area is desolate and left with only crumbling buildings and rusting vehicles. Her teeth clench as she presses on her arm injured from an earlier encounter with slavers just outside of the city.
For days she has been searching for this city. The out-land survivors call it, Ventosus Provincialis. The center levitates above its destroyed remnants. It is an enormous piece of land protected by an indestructible dome that can only be entered through two cargo bay doors each located underneath one facing north and the other south. The base of the land is encased in an ot
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Good Little Zombie - Hello little Hades by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - Hello little Hades :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 3 4 Good Little Zombie - Oh geez! by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - Oh geez! :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 1 0 Good Little Zombie - And so it begins... by acrimsonrose Good Little Zombie - And so it begins... :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 0 0 Pocketsized pg 8 by acrimsonrose Pocketsized pg 8 :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 1 0 Gift - Faery Princess Headband by acrimsonrose Gift - Faery Princess Headband :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 3 2 My little work space by acrimsonrose My little work space :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 2 7 SUCH SWEET SUMMER by acrimsonrose SUCH SWEET SUMMER :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 2 1 Too Much Snoooow by acrimsonrose Too Much Snoooow :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 1 4 Virginia Snow Storm 2010 by acrimsonrose Virginia Snow Storm 2010 :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 5 8 Pocketsized pg7 by acrimsonrose Pocketsized pg7 :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 2 3 Pocketsized pg6 by acrimsonrose Pocketsized pg6 :iconacrimsonrose:acrimsonrose 5 8

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My thyroid and emotions have always been up and down in my life. Always going out of whack at some point and turning me into a mess mentally and physically. It's happening again but it seems 1000x more---painful.

Those I used to often talk to on DA would usually hear my rants about babies and hoping for one of my own one day. I'd probably annoy a few of them with those ramblings I would have (I was also the weirdo always trying to pair my OCs with my friend's OCs so they could have babies and draw out how they'd look. _")

Well, now I'm facing a foggy road and it's scary. I'm going to have surgery soon and the ability to bear children may or may not be lost to me. I've been crying up storms on and off going through the discovery of a problem, seeing the scary problems within sonograms, and then being told all the things I'll have to face if I end up having something cancerous or is just a health condition with no cure but some treatment.

I keep hearing "you'll get through this", "you're still young, don't worry", and "you can still adopt." And I understand these things and would be fine with adopting, but, that all doesn't really stop the pain I get when I think about losing that ability to have my own kid. This plus other issues that had been plaguing my life have just kind of pushed me past my limit. I'm not sure what's going to happen within the next few months. All I know is that I'm so tired...so weary...
  • Listening to: Aiko's Lullaby - Oyasumi - Goodnight

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JoOoerrrb
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United States
I'm as dorky and nerdy as you can get, lol.
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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2015  Student General Artist
Merry Christmas!

God bless you, your family and friends!

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joypitgibson Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Ok!!!
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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Student General Artist
Merry Christmas!

God bless you, your family, and other dear ones!


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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2013  Student General Artist
Merry Christmas!

God Bless you, your family and firends!

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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!

God bless you!
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GoldenWolfKnight Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! 
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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy New Year!

God Bless you, your family and loved ones!

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S1L3NTN1GHT Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Ty for the watch
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Neoconvoy Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2012  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!

God bless you!
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wansworld Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
hey there! been a while :D
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