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I'm after saving for a custom plush of Bee!

Plush Bee (YCH Commissions?) by Abwettar <-- I'm offering plushie drawings of your characters to save up!

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Abbie
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Hi there! My name is Abbie, or Bee, or Butterfly Bottom c: You can actually call me whatever you like, I don’t really mind! I mostly use Photoshop and my Bamboo Fun Pen Tablet to draw digital work with. Occassionally I also draw some traditional stuff.

I do not take requests and currently art trades are closed! If you’re interested in commissions please visit AbwettarCommission for more info <3

Other Accounts

Adoptables = AbwettarAdopt
Comissions = AbwettarCommission
Photography = AbwettarPhoto
Dedicated to llamas = LittleMissLlamaLover
Boss of several adoptable groups = The-Shop-Keeper

Where Else Can You Find Me?

Furaffinity = www.furaffinity.net/user/abwet…
YouTube = www.youtube.com/user/Abwettar

Facebook = m.facebook.com/AbwettarsArts/?…
Instagram = www.instagram.com/abwettars_ar…
Etsy = www.etsy.com/uk/shop/Abwettars…

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Thanks for the watches!
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So yesterday was probably the hardest day of my life.

Me and my partner of four years went out separate ways. 

Some of my long time watchers might remember the journal I posted all that time ago, when he first told me he was interested in me in that way. I remember getting myself so worked up over it. And in the end we gave it a shot... And we lasted four years. And I loved him with all my heart and he loved me back the same way. I still love him, and I think I always will. Which is hard... I would have loved to try again in a year or so to make things work. To start over with us both in a better frame of mind and with us both having a better attitude to the relationship. But he told me that the chances of us ever speaking again are virtually non-existent. Which is the hardest part... I never wanted him out of my life completely. 

I hate so much that this has happened. I wish so much that we could have made things work. We were both just so negative... Both suffering from depression and anxiety, so every little thing became a big deal for one of us, when it didn't need to. We were both so focused on wanting each other to be happy, we made ourselves more miserable when it didn't happen. 

I understand that it would be so difficult for us to stay in touch after what we lost, but it still hurts so badly. I'm going to miss him so so much. And I know there'll always be a part of me that waits for him to come back and try again, even though he's told me it wont happen... I've just never felt so lost and empty. I've never regretted anything more than walking away, even if it was the right thing to do. Just breaking my heart.

I guess I just need a distraction and a pick me up right now. I would love to get some art of Bee to help, she's my little rock, even though she's not even real... I wish she was, she'd be the best for hugs. Anyway, I have some points on hand and maybe a few spare moneys in my paypal. So if anyone has open commissions please let me know. Will probably help a whole lot more than you'd imagine <3

Sorry for the venty journal too guys, its just much easier to post here where I have no family to see it... They can be kinda judgemental at times.

Oh and, if anyone would like to request a mini sketch of their character, that would be a great distraction for me too... let me know!

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SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner May 16, 2018
Happy Birthday! :D
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Abwettar Featured By Owner May 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you :)
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SawuScimitar74 Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2018
You're welcome! :D
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RoseSpectrum Featured By Owner May 16, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday!
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Abwettar Featured By Owner May 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks very much :)
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RoseSpectrum Featured By Owner May 22, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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birthdays Featured By Owner May 16, 2018
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's May 16thth which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:
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Abwettar Featured By Owner May 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much guys <3
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Abwettar Featured By Owner May 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!
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