My eyes skim the words
the author wrote but
I'm really only waiting to see the words
you wrote about us.
I thank the stars
you are mine and
not crazy-in-love with
that the love songs I write to you
are almost always on my wrist
and that you return them
with words thousands of times better
than my own.
I almost wish I were a page
in that favorite book of yours
so you could reread me
whenever you were lonely.
I spout words as if I were a page of poety
just for you, author unknown
here whenever you need me
hoping to be your Holden...
but it wouldn't matter (in the end)
because the possibilities are
I was awake
wanting to call
hear your voice
know your love
there is a monster inside of me
eating away my sanity
and I feel so very
except when I'm with you
no matter how many
streak down my face
I know you will make them
wipe them away
hold me tight
keep my monster at bay.
I'm really not in the mood to deal with these stupid photographers. D:
I have so much gelstuffs in my hair I feel like I'm going to burn off my scalp,
and I just want to wash my hair and go to bed. Again.
On the flipside: I got to go riding last night.
Tally was wonderful - he did anything and everything I asked him to.
What a good boy!
More barn pictures coming up next year; I'll have a whole summer to photograph since I won't be on from home. ):
Maybe from the library?
I'll be doing a LOT of driving this summer... I've signed up for classes with ~winterswan (https://www.deviantart.com/winterswan) and :iconaliexandrie: for the next two weeks.
Well, my girl and some of my best friends graduated. Yeah. Graduated. My older brother/best friend/Lennie is moving to Texas. I feel sad and happy for them - all of them. I dunno what I feel. What /to/ feel. Do I want to feel alone? No. Not really. Anyways, it's almost summer. That means I get to chill with my Juliet Zombiebird more and more.
Just because I can.
Lots of love/Computer Virus/Disney and Awesome Opo
Let's start with the love:
I have LOTS of it!
I was in Florida (thus the Disney) and missed Julia like MAD. D:
But I'm home now, and get to hang out with her today!!!
That means I can only upload shit from school. That means anyone that watches me will have to be very patient. Ugh. I can't get on DeviantArt at home now...
It was fun, sure, and WARMER than it is here. (: Hoorayyy! I had a good time, got to talk to Julia, and was able to sleep. Good times. Also, Awesome Opossum! I have new photos to put in her folder now! That means I have pictures of Disney World without her, too, don't worry.