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Literature
Spotlight Dreams
I don't want:
"To die for"
I need worth:
"Something to live for",
someone to love for.
and if that's not enough
I'll take another step out
into the light
give me that stage
where I can:
get to grips with myself
and pour out my wealth
of inner demons
they're living the high life
in my rich
emotional landscape
the show will be
"To die for"
will never pretend it's
"Something to live by"
That
I can promise.
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Literature
Escape into Blackness
Another morning
Another shot of coffee
Because it feels better to be awake
Especially with dreams like *that*
Even without being conscious
It's a better state
Than abject terror
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Literature
Dilation
Days go by in a blur
a week ago
feels like yesterday
but the time
feels not wasted
just gone
like it never really was
I remember
but feel nothing of it
passing me
quicker than thought
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Literature
Fare Thee Well to Moving On
I didn't think it would touch
But it broke me
I was wrong
And I can't quite face that
Never could do
Never might be able to
Doesn't mean I won't try
I have dreams,
Desires,
That demand it of me.
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Literature
cutOFF hORizON
SAlVagE
What Can Be Saved
DEMOlish theN;
What I Am
MEtaphORically YOU
Have No Choice
BUT this paraDIGm
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Literature
Caring as a Kink
The little shows of worry
Have a very big worth
I value them above
and beyond
sanity, even if that may be
a bad idea
The fact you care
Is worlds above
and beyond
my comprehension
I am almost embarrassed by
how small a thing
affects such great change
If my moods are the tides
And I'm always drowning
Then you're the moon
And the ocean is my hand
Ever reaching
towards you.
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Literature
Frustrated Desperation
Desperation
Isn't a feeling
It's a state of being
A ruthless system
Of government
Meant to push me down
To push me away
From myself
From all of my self
And there's a certain panic
In the face of it all
But it is too late
It's fully taken hold
Entrenched itself
well beyond my edges
It's in my dreaming,
My breathing,
My self inflicted feeding
My fear and pain
Desperation is in all of that
Panic rising like the tide
And I don't know
If it'll ever go out.
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Literature
Desperate Frustration
I can't stand
being without you
because my knees can't hold
the weight of my bones
on their own
It's all too heavy
Holding my breath
Vice-like grip on my throat
how am I to get out
On my own
sweet self-center
come back to me
I need my egoism
can't remember touching
skin is less than memory
I want to drown out the marty
quench him with recreation
Take a step towards
actualization.
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Literature
Brackets
This could all be [y]ours
When everyone gets to [r]each
their own [circum]stance
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Literature
Treachery of Self
I just want to go
let this take forever
lead me to sever
all of my ties
can't handle this form of life
it's way too struck down
I'd like to surrender
give my will to whoever
would use it the best
and when it comes to the rest
can't seem to matter to me
I'd just like to see
some use for me
but put back to sleep
I dream, I remember
it might have been september
maybe even december
at some point in time
I was more than matter
a whole person, the latter
of treason and reason
but now I don't know.
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Literature
Calendar Cleaning
As the year runs dim
Time slipping like so
many grains of sand
I find my patience do
just the same, and I
cancel all of it, plans
struck from schedule
one by one, this year
comes to a full stop.
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Literature
Brutality
Brutality without Reason
is just Violence
Brutality without Purpose
is just Depravity
Brutality without Conscience
is just Tyranny
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Literature
Paradox
I got my eight,
I should be content now
but I'm not
I don't want to waste my time
I don't want to be tired
but that's not possible.
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Literature
Backwards Compatible
Three times gone by
And I couldn't take it
Fooled me twice
You are forgiven
And with just once
I already miss it.
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Literature
Acetylsalicylic Acid
Paracetamol
and another sip of coffee
Ibuprofen
and another sip of coffee
Aspirin
and another sip of coffee
Caring
and another cup of tea
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Literature
Insignation
Kings may outlast their Kingdoms
Gods may overstay their Faith
And so too do we survive
our insignificance
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These are new... they come and go, stay awhile, move on and never leave our minds.

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Albin L.J. Myhrman
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I'm an attention whoring emotional wreck, a Poet, Longing, Wishing and Missing, and sure I'm going to die, but until then I fully intend to live forever.

Ask me anything, and I'll tell you why, what, when or where; the answers are there for you to claim, so be careful what you ask, if you don't wanna know, don't question, for I'm honest to a fault.
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We don't talk anymore. 
I'd like to have said "we don't talk as much", but that would feel like a lie.
You know when they say being grown up is no longer making plans, but planning to make plans. 
Like quite honestly meaning it when you say " we should keep in touch, catch up more often." But it doesn't happen, time just isn't there. 
Then all of a sudden it's been too long, whoever breaks the silence has to be the one to acknowledge that you didn't. 
Has to frame you both for the murder of your friendship, acquaintance, whatever relation to each other.
And it sucks, because I miss you, not just our little talks, our big talks too! 
You said you'd get me drunk so I could tell you my worst secret.
You said you wouldn't let me get drunk.
You said you'd keep giving me food for my birthday until I ate by my own volition.
You said we could talk about nothing for a while, just take a coffee... And I've not ever really just taken a coffee.
I looked forward to that, still do, all of it.
But I can't go first, I don't have the energy, don't know what words to use, it feels like everything would be too heavy.
So very heavy.
  • Listening to: Linkin Park
  • Reading: works in progress
  • Watching: days go by
  • Playing: with words
  • Eating: more than usually
  • Drinking: coffee

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I don't want:
"To die for"
I need worth:
"Something to live for",
someone to love for.
and if that's not enough
I'll take another step out
into the light
give me that stage
where I can:
get to grips with myself
and pour out my wealth
of inner demons
they're living the high life
in my rich
emotional landscape
the show will be
"To die for"
will never pretend it's
"Something to live by"
That
I can promise.
Spotlight Dreams
Maybe with enough poetic wanna-be raps and depressive comedy I can get to a stage, nowhere near me, and feel comfortable enough to stand on.
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