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Hey guys, It's me.

Some of you may have noticed I haven't uploaded for a while. I'm sorry about that, I truly am.

But, to tell you the truth, I'm burned out.

It's mostly due to how April played out. To summarize, I've lost friends, strained one friendship, and personal problems. It's just been pilling on every day.

Plus, I've gotten tired of SFM. The program is rather frustrating to use, as you can imagine. Especially when it comes to porting models or using particles. I just don't want to use it anymore.

Before I end this journal, I want to talk about the future of this account.

I, really don't know what to do with this account anymore. I feel like it's original purpose an spark is gone. To me, the account is now just a barren desert.

Until the day comes,

Hey guys, A-Tortenesz here. First I want to wish everyone a happy new year.

Alright, now on to the updates. The first major update is about my art. I've gotten lazy with my art lately; especially with my recent two. I'm also taking forever in actually releasing art that is below average at best.

I understand this.

However, I have been working on a new poster. This time I'm experimenting with a new era in history. (Aka, 1944). Not sure when it will be out, but hopefully soon.

My last update is about the other content I plan on making this year. Most of my deviations focus on history, and I love history and all.

However, it does get stale after a while. Especially with the lack of models actually existing. At least, high-quality ones. So I'm planning on expanding my content a bit. This could include art relating to games; like my Wolfenstein picture, stories, and yes, even MLP. 

Before you roast me alive, hear me out.

I want to do this for two reasons. One, my MLP art seems to get the most views. This means more motivation for me and more art for you.

Second, I do find it enjoyable. Granted the models look like shit and are subpar at best. I still found it pretty enjoyable to do.

Plus most of my friends are doing it, so why the hell not?

Alright, I think I've had enough rambling for one day. Hope you all have a good New Years.

  • Listening to: Sabaton
  • Reading: World War 2 Tanks
  • Playing: SFM
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: soap