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Journal Entry: Wed Feb 4, 2015, 7:44 AM
schools taking over like 90% of my time I'm incredibly sorry

I'll have holidays soon, maybe then I'll be able to actually draw anything


i really wish I could do anything creative


just ignore this

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 24, 2015, 8:15 AM
this is just a listof things I want to draw

since I'm not really someone who likes memes or tags or whatever, I will just write down some things I want to draw,bc I need to stop procrastinate

This list will go to infinity and beyond
//loltoystoryftw so it will be updated regularely, but it doesn't mean that I will draw anything or in order.

Well so here we go

a short comic about Nadir & Glaw

Robb Stark
Walter White & Jesse
the Doctor
Zero (Borderlands)
Gordon Freeman 
Cell + Wheatley
Connor and Haytham
various Mass Effect characters


if you wanna do a collab just ask

with soracat (twitter)
comic with 46Kibahime

not sure yet if I will open commissions anytime soon but I don't think so.

look at that journal skin

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 19, 2015, 12:59 AM
I fucking love it :'d

Made by kiba


Journal Entry: Wed Oct 15, 2014, 12:03 PM
Tagged by Herazuli

Finally got to do it. I'm probably going to die half way through.

Section One: Personal

1. Name: Rocketlauncher del Torro フリーザ Sayajin Meister Super Batman

2. Nickname(s): Ellie, Potato-tan, brat
3. Birthday: August 16th 1997
4. That makes you: 17 years old
5. Where were you born: Germany.
6. Location right now: Still Germany.
7. Shoe size: EU 38 | US 6.5
8. How many piercings?: 0
9. Tattoos?: 0 ... yet
10. When you wake up you're: Tired ..?
11. When your about to sleep you're: still tired.
12. Zodiac sign: Still Leo
13. Chinese sign: wat
14. Righty or Lefty: what? (I'm right handed ? )
15. Innie or Outie: what??
16. School: Nothing to worry about

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: German
18. Hair colour: mid brown with blue tips
20. Weight: 65 kg
21. Height: 1, 68 m
22. Braces?: No
23. Glasses? No 

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend?: no
25. If so, who?: None...
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone?: Yup
27. Who has a crush on you?: No one ...?
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?: No.
29. Who was your first kiss: My first boyfriend
30. Who was your last kiss: ^^
31. Are you a virgin? Yeah
32. Ever had a threesome before?: NO
33. *i deleted this question. it was creepy* ???
34. Have you ever been in love?: I guess so.
35. Broken any hearts? I don't think so. //sociallyawkward
36. Got your heart broken? Not yet
37. Ever liked a friend? What? How can you NOT like your friends?
38. What happened?: WHAT

Section Four: Past Relationships 

39. How many relationships have you been in?: 1
40. How many were serious enough to count: 1
41. Who were those serious ones: Why would I tell?
42. *another creepy question* - STOP DELETING THINGS
43. What made them different: ???
44. What happened: -
45. Best boy/girlfriend: That's a weird question.
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: That's another weird question.
47. Ever been kissed: Yes
48. Who do you want back: Mero.
49. Who do you regret: No one
50. Why?: -

Section Five: Favourites
51. Song: Wie ich - Kraftklub
52. Movie: Ponyo
53. Food: Ratatouille 
54. Drink: Energy Drinks //shot
55. Store:
56. Television show: Shameless
57. Holiday: New Year
58. Book: Metro 2033
59. Ice cream: Melon
60. Sweets: in general.
61. Crisps: what are crisps?
62. Type of music: Indie Rock, Electro, Pop
63. Artist: :icondavidlaohjumpol::iconarulie: :icon49kibahime:
64. Word: Tacos
65. Time of day: Bed time!
66. Dressing: ?
67. Alcoholic drink:I don't drink alcohol.
68. Colour(s):  Rainbow
69. Piece of clothing: dresses
70. Character: Ellie (TLOU) //laughs
71. Smell: the smell after it rained
72. Shampoo: Herbal something something
73. Soap: idk?
74. Smiley: :'D
75. Board game: Star Wars Chess Thing
76. Sport: Fencing
77. Number: 4
78. Quote: "We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us." - Andrew Ryan
79. Animal: DOGS
80. Actor: Robert Downey Jr. and Ian McKellen
82. Vegetable: idk //amIdoneyet
83. Fruit: Melons
84. Place to be: the Internet
85. Thing in your room: Bed
87. Shape: Heart
88. Country: Japan
89. Mall: ---
90. Car:  Chevy Impala
91. Boy's name: Felix
92. Girl's name: Elanor 
93. Family member: All of my family
94. Restaurant: why
95. Movie place: the one the nearest??
96. Person to go to the movies with: EVERYONE WHO WANTS
98. Brand of shoe: why
99. Brand of clothing: why
100. Body part of a chicken: WHY
101. Swear word: FCKN
102. Month: August
103. Possession: demons ... what
104. Team: ???
105. Season: Summer
107. Magazine: I don't usually read magazines
108. Favourite grade: what
109. Least favourite grade: what
111. Least favourite teacher:WHY WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO KNOW
112. Subject: Art
113. Subject to talk about: Anime/Manga

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: My mum
115. Who's your dad?:  My dad
116. Any step-parents?: no
117. Any brothers?: yes
118. Any Sisters?: no
120. Coolest: all of them
121. Loudest: My brother
122. Best relative: all of them
123. Worst relative: none
124. Do you get along with your parents?: yeah
125. With your siblings?: Yo, it's fine
126. Does anyone understand you?: yeah.
127. Do you have any pets?: nope
128. If so, what kind and name?: I SAID NOPE
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: I don't want to have pets. That sounds like responsibilities. 
130. Can I be a part of your family?: if you want I guess so

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school?: yeah
132. Did you drop out?: no. 
133. Your current GPA: What's GPA?
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: I mostly bring lunch, if I don't forget it!
135. ABC's?: What
136. Favorite class: still art
137. Play any sports at school?: Nope
138. Are you popular?: I don't think so. But I have friends.
139. Favourite memory: WHY WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO KNOW
140. Most humiliating moment: what
141. Most funniest moment: sigh
142. Most scared moment: what

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: Nuggest
146. Dog: DOG
147. Christina Aguilera: No, thanks.
148. Ricky Martin: :iconheplz:
149. 50 cent: sure, I could use some money.
150. Poop: Brown
151. Beach: Ocean
152. Desert: Sand
153. Water: Drinks?
154. Osama: Hi
155. Love: Manga
156. Your little brother: Hello, shitface
157. Butt: *v*
158. Clowns: No, thanks
159. Wonder: Wonder Woman
16o. Brown: Poop
161. Banana: King Kong
162. Sex: No, thanks
163. Parents: Mum & Dad
164. Homosexuals: yes, thanks.
165. God: no, thanks

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: no
167. Heaven: Yes
168. Devil: Yes
169. Hell: Yes
170: Boogy man: No
171. Closet Monsters: Yes
172. Fortune tellings: No
173. Magic: HELL YES
174. Love at first sight: Not really
175. Ghosts: Yeah
176. Voo-doo dolls: no
177. Reincarnation: kinda
178. Yourself: Not so much

Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: No 
180. Do drugs: No
181. Drink alcohol: No
182. Cuss: No
183. Sing in the shower: Yes
184. Like school: Yes, kinda
185. Want to get married: Maybe
186. Type with all of your fingers: Sometimes
187. Think you're attractive: No
188. Drink and drive: No
189. Snore: No
190. Sleep walk: No
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: Sometimes

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: No
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: No
194. Told that person how you felt: No
195. Been arrested: No
196. Gone to jail or juve: No
197. Skateboarded: yes
198. Skinny dipped: No
199. Rock climbed: Yes
200. Killed someone: Yes
201. Watched porn: NO.
202. Gone on a road trip: Yes
203. Went out of the country: Yes
204. Talked back to an adult: what
205. Broken a law: yes
206. Got pulled over: No, I can't even drive yet
208: Cried to get out of trouble: Yes
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No.
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: I guess so
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: I don't think so
213. Moon someone: what
214. Shop-lifted: Accidentally one time yes//shot
215. Worked at McDonald's: No.
216. Eaten a dog: No
217. Give money to a homeless person: Yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: No
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes
220. Had a one night stand: No
221. Smoked: No
222. Done drugs: No
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: No
224. Slap someone for being stupid: No
225. Had cyber sex: what
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: Yes 
227. Caught someone doing something: Depends. Define "something"
228. Played a game that removes clothing: No
229. Cried during a movie: Yes
230. Cried over someone: Yes
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: No
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: No
233. Ran away from home: No
234. Cheated on a test: I have, yes

Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No
236. Sky dive: Maybe//slapped
237. Swim with dolphins: Yes
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No
239. Try to be the opposite sex: Why not?
240. Lie to the police: if I need to?
241. Run from the police: ^^^
242. Lie to your parents: ^^^
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: no
244. Be an exotic dancer: no
245. *mentally scarring question here*: STOP DELETING THINGS DANG

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Yes
247. Loud: Sometimes
248. Nice: I think so
249: Outgoing: No
250: Quiet: Yes
251. Mean: I don't think so
252. Emotional: Yes
253. Sensitive: Sometimes
254. Gay: No, I don't think so
255. Strong: depends
256. Weak: depends
257. Caring: yes
258. Dangerous: no
259. Crazy: yes
260. Spontaneous: not really
261. Funny: I hope so
262. Sweet: Nah
263. Sharing: Yes
264. Responsible: Not really?
265. Trustworthy: Yes
266. Open-minded: Yes
267. Creative: I think so
268. Cute: Nah
269. Slick: what
270. Smart: I would say yes
271. Dumb: sometimes I'm hella dumb
272. Evil: I don't think so
273. Ghetto: no
274. Classy: sometimes
275. Photogenic: HELL NO
276. Dependable: No.
277. Greedy: Not at all.
278. Ugly: somehow.
279. Messy: Yes
280. Neat: kinda
281. Perverted: ...
282. Silly: 
283. A B****: NOPE!
284. A Good Listener: yes
285. A Fighter: no
286. A Party Animal: No
287. A Game Freak: Yes
288. A Computer Freak: yes

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Regisseur, Concept Artist
290. Dream house: Viktorian House
291. Husband/Wife: maybe
292. Kids: maybe?
293. Names: what
294. Pets: Dog
295. Car: Nah...
296. Age you would want to get married: about 25-ish
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: ?
298. Honeymoon: ?

Section Fifteen: Your friends 

299. Best friend: :icon49kibahime: //hugs
300. Known the longest: Sc-NickNamer
301. Craziest: -
302. Loudest: -
303. Shyest: -
304. Best hair: -
305. Best eyes: -
306. Best body: -
307. Most Athletic: -
308. Hot-Tempered: -
309. Most impatient: -
310. Shortest: -
311. Tallest: -
312. Skinniest:-
313. Best singer: -
314. Funniest: -
315. Can always make you laugh: Everyone.
316. Wish you talked to more: :iconstrawberryaiki:
317. Wish you saw more: -
318. Who drives you insane after a while: -
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: -
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': -
321. Whose always been there when you need them: :dev49kibahime:
322. Who is like your family: EVERYONE 
323. How many friends do you have?: I think 3.
324. How many are really close? 2

//i don't have many friends, sorry

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: Cheese
326. Thing you drank: Water
327. Thing you wore: PJs
328. Thing you did: Write
329. Place you went: Bathroom
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: no
331. Person you saw: Mom
332. Person you hugged: Max
333. Person you kissed: My grandaunt //thatdoesn'tsoundcreepyatall
334. *creepy question alert* WHAT
335. Person you talked to online: Sandra
336. Person you talked to on the phone: I don't remember
337. Song you heard: Origin - Electric Joy Ride
338. Show you saw: News
339. Time you fought with your parents: I don't remember
340. Time you fought with a friend: Never
341. Words you said: "Errr--" ?

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: Nothing
345. What are you thinking: STOP PLEASE
346. What are you wearing: PJs
347. What are you doing: Writing
350. Mood: bored
351. Listening to: rain and a TV next room
352. Talking to anyone: No
353. Watching anything: No

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: No
355. Are you a carnivore: what
356. Are you heterosexual: I guess
357. Do you like penguins: yeah
358. Do you write poetry: Sometimes
359. Do you see stupid people: what
360. You + Me: = Us
361. Do you like the Osbournes: what   
362. Can you see flying pigs: waht
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: -
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No.
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: I don't think so //I actually googled her just now//shot
366. Are you a zombie: Yes
367. Am i annoying you: Yes
368. Do you bite your nails: Yes
369. Can you cross your eyes: WHAT
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No
371. Have you touched someone's private part: If yes, not on purpose

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Summer
373. Spring or Autumn: Spring
374. Shakira or Britney:  No, thanks
375. MTV or VH1: ??
376. Black or White: both, please
377. Yellow or Pink: .-.
378. Football or Basketball: no, thanks
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: Call phone
380. Pen or Pencil: Pen
381. Cold or Hot: depends
382. Tattoos or Piercings: Neither.
383. Inside or Outside: Inside!
384. Weed or Alcohol: no, thanks
385. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: ??
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: No, thanks

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: It's cool
389. About boy bands: no, thanks
390. About suicide:Don't do it. I love you.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: No, thanks
392. About teen pregnancy: no, thanks
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Idk
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Kiba
395. About gay men: They're nice as f**

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: I have FB, tumblr, twitter and dA.
397. Current weather right now: Chill
398. Current time: 21:03
399. Any shout outs: :dev49kibahime: :devstraberryaiki: Sc-NickNamer

I'm to lazy to tag people, forgive me