I can't believe I wrote last entry one year ago.
Time went fast.
Sometimes it was slow, and I felt down, alone, sad.
Sometimes it passed so fast, leaving me full of good emotions.
Lately I'm trying to stay more in the good, than in the bad mood.
I'm becoming a woman, I'm discovering my capability of being alone in my path, and share some happy moments with special people.
But mostly, I'm on my own way, directing it through the best for me.
I wanna love, I wanna grow, I wanna feel realized with my career, with my affects, with my art forms, with everything.
I love feeling free, dancing and spinning around.
I love the simple things, li
In this period I always think about all the things that happened during the year.
I travelled like a gypsy, saw a f*ckin' lot of concert all around, cooked so much and studyied for full days.
The most amazing thing is that my cancer is over. When the doctor told me that I'm a new person, totally reborn I felt like I was dreaming.
When your health is on risk every little stupid other thing becomes invisible.
I feel safe, now. I know that I have to take care of myself, and this experience brought me to see everything in a different way.
I'm so grateful to the precious people I have choose to keep in my life, without'em every battle would h
November is the hardest month.
You have to figure out that winter's arrived, change the clothes in your closet, wrap yourself into a scarf, and say "Welcome" to the endless rain.
Winter should be, instead, made of : hot tea/chocolate + cakes/biscuits + bed + pc games + movies + love + sleeping + being locked in my bedroom ...
I think it's enough.
I hate the cold outside, it makes me sad.
I'm waiting for this year to finally end.
It was full of sh*t, I've had enough.