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I Heard it from the Birds by 4sauce4, literature

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I Heard it from the Birds

I heard it from the birds, a whistle lowFrom the backs oftheir cold wings,a message dryI heard it from the birds,a mourning lowI heard tell from the birdsthat you were goneA bullet earned youcold wings of your ownAnd no one was there to hear it save the birdsSo sing quietly,I have earsonly for youWhen they play your song,how I hope you'll hearAs these birdssing on and on

Star Gazers by 4sauce4, literature

Resolution by 4sauce4, literature

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Resolution

Someone once told me that life is made up of choices. Of course, there are other factors too - lies and truths, fear and bravery, actions and reactions. But the main thing is choice. Someone chose to fly a kite in the middle of a lightning storm and discovered electricity. Someone chose to defy gravity and built a flying machine...even though everyone said they were crazy. Someone chose to love another human being, then they chose to create a life together and chose to love her too. Humans were meant to choose right over wrong, freedom over captivity, and justice over cruelty. Sometimes those choices lead us to battles where we f...

Fling by 4sauce4, literature

Maker, Mark, and Crow by 4sauce4, literature

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Maker, Mark, and Crow

Surrounded by darkness and voices - no faces, swept into this cold world are we. With no hesitation and no invitation, The two of us learn how to breathe. As the two hearts begin to beat.Father and mother are well known to argue while both of us play in the yard. You can run faster, but I can write music And nothing can touch us in song. And together we're safe from the harm.We are the makers, the rulers of strife, Marked by the takers and reapers of life. Our time is short, but we won't run and hide. We stay strong, Because we don't have long.The office is cold, and they're playing strange music, And you're staring down at your toes. They...

Treasures by 4sauce4, literature

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Treasures

You gave me a little heart and said it was your soul.I wear it on a chain around my neck and fancy that it keeps me whole.The times are hard, but I still wonder if I could see you smileAnd maybe that's just wistful thinking -the naivete of a child.I have a crystal stone that you said came from heaven.You said it was your daughter's but I could keep it 'til she camehome.That was years ago within the walls of that old farm house,and nothing's been the same ever since you've beengone.Nothing will be the same now that you're all gone...I keep my treasures near me,and it feels like you're still around.It'll be a while before we all meet again,b...

Confession: My Apologies by 4sauce4, literature

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Confession: My Apologies

I'm sorry for all the people I hurt unintentionally. It's too long to list all the names and mistakes, and even if an apology won't change the way things are now, I hope it can begin to heal these wounds we all still have. It's been a long last few years for all of us. I wish there was something I could say that could change all of that, but there isn't. So I'm sorry.For the things I did that you didn't agree with: I'm sorry.For anything I said that misled you: I'm sorry.For breaking your heart and my vows and any of your personal belongings: I'm sorry.For the tears and the pain and the worry and fights: I'm sorry.There are words I said th...

Fiends by 4sauce4, literature

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Fiends

A fiend like a friend who can play the game, Who offers a bite of an appleand says it takes away the pain.Fiends like the tradesmen who barters with lives,Selling thrill ridesand good vibesand pills to tranquilize.Fiends like slave drivers,Cracking on with their whips.Barking out hard orders,Paying low wages - no tips.Fiends like the sickness that comes on in the nights,BrightIn my head like a neon green light.A pit in my stomach from the nervesLike a jokeCaused by the paranoia that comes with every toke.And still, the fiends serve me,Like friendly fire from the enemy,Sick as a tragedy,A melody taking hold of me.Soft kisses, fiendish thing...

Nico by 4sauce4, literature

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Nico

A kiss that burns my throat SmoothDancing in the nightBut I can't follow your riseWhere did you go?GoneStrike another matchEvidence of youOn the floorBetween couch cushionsUnder my bed sheetsDown the drain in the kitchenWash your smellFrom my clothesFinger tipsTeethSexyThe way you leave my lipsAnd resume the danceWarmth in the cool night airPolluting the cool night air.InfectiousAnd deadlyAnd addictiveAnd I won't stopDancing

Nose to the Grindstone by 4sauce4, literature

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Open Sea by 4sauce4, literature

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Open Sea

Iwas afawn caught inheadlights;youwere a boulder on theshoreline - a ghost in my dreams that's still breathing W G I a R T I H P ...

I'll Tell You What I Wanna Do by 4sauce4, literature

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I'll Tell You What I Wanna Do

I wanna put you in a bottle with a stopper and see howlong it takes before the air runs out.I wanna change places with you for just oneday so I can see the sky withoutcolor and my face without staring back.I wanna catch a train and ride it straightout of town, then wave asyour tear-streaked face passes my window.I wanna build a tower that leads to Babel; I thinkI'll call it "Heaven." Then I'll climbit when I'm finally ready to go see you again.I wanna tape my tongue to the roofof my mouth to stop speaking this madness and keepmy guts from spilling out on the floor.

Happy Stories (Characterization Exercise) by 4sauce4, literature

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Creative Block by 4sauce4, literature

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Creative Block

I'm sitting here, complacent, staring at the walls. They're saying something to me, but I can't hear them at all. The darkness is enveloping, and part of me wants to stay. I know I should be moving, but I sit here anyway.I'm sitting here, vacant, completely by myself. I left all my ideas to rot away on a dusty shelf. I put them there a time ago; now I can't remember why. I would stand to get them, but the shelf is much too high.I'm sitting here, terminal, my body in a heap. My old bones were so underused they became obsolete. I wonder what became of the old ideas of my prime. I think I might give anything just to see them one last time... ...

Masters of Rook by 4sauce4, literature

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Masters of Rook

I wanted to be your change Or your misinterpreted symbol.See me out here on display for you?Paper cranes and baseball mitts assemble.I miss us watching the bats on the horizon;I had a story to tell you and forgot.We collected rings and heartacheLike they were going out of stock.When did it become so fakeTo be jaded and mistreated?When did I become a liar,Preaching gospel you believed in?In the breeze, the photos were taken;This time was lost for lack of oxygen.Do you think we could go back in timeTo play cards with crows in the kitchen?Here comes another year.Listen as they all sing, "Happy Birthday." I wanna go back in time ...

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The Diary by 4sauce4, literature

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The Diary

Traitor. I confessed Everything to you. My deepest fearsRevealed; my dark Mind unveiled. I Expected as muchThe blank expression, The wordless chiding. But not this.Not thisnothing. Don't just stare. Say something! I'dRather you yell Than avoid me. But you wouldn'tConfront me. They Found out our Little secretstheOnes only you Knew. They tortured You until youDivulged my story; Ratted me out. Traitor. I trustedYou. But I Know your weakness. See, you'll alwaysBe mine. And To punish you, I'll throw youIn The Fire.

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Celebrating Deviousness - August 2015 by moonbeam13, journal

Celebrating Deviousness - August 2015

Aug 1, 2015

In Recognition of Exemplary Membership and an Outstanding Spirit of helpfulness and mentoring within the DeviantArt community. Introducing @damaimikaz :icondamaimikaz: “My name is Damaris, but most people know me as @DamaiMikaz. I’m a self-taught artist from the Netherlands and I’ve been making art ever since I can remember. When I first came to DeviantArt I was pretty much dragged here by my friends, that all worked on original projects. Up until that time, I was primarily a writer and traditional artist. It was DeviantArt that sparked my interest for digital art, and it didn’t just spark my interest, but the community’s willingness to h...

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The Gallery Of Eve by Clockchat, literature

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The Gallery Of Eve

The prestigious museum down the street has stored its works of art away. Gone are each and every statue. Walls have been undressed off their paintings. Skeletons will have to scare toddlers another time. All tangible proof of human creativity and research this place showcased every other day, is now hidden from visitors' view. Under lock. Just for this day. Said door is, of course, guarded by two or three dozen bodyguards.Everyone in this community knows the museum's current state. They're well aware of those naked walls, of the absent portraits, of the emptiness that covers the building just in time for opening hours.So they take time off...

In Which I Tell Myself To (1) Survive by Nullibicity, literature

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In Which I Tell Myself To (1) Survive

2. Do not choke yourself with the name of a murderer around your neck. Instead, let it in. Give it the chance to testify, because more than likely: it will understand. It will tell you we all must kill something which we love. But do not let it give you its name: you, white rabbit girl, grow too attached (too fast), and you do not yet know the angle at which to break snowcapped knuckles into letting go.3. Open your chest like dislocated jaws swallowing down the ends of an autumn-yawn - ...

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Open Sea by 4sauce4, literature

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Open Sea

Iwas afawn caught inheadlights;youwere a boulder on theshoreline - a ghost in my dreams that's still breathing W G I a R T I H P ...

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About 4sauce4

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Mar 23
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Deviant for 14 years

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So.
You found your way to my page.
Just as I planned.

What exactly do I do? Well, for starters, I'm a writer. I really enjoy writing dystopian fiction as well as anything supernatural and fantastic. My writing is pretty heavily themed around choices and natural evil.

Ever since I can remember, I've had a pencil in my hand and a story in my heart. I've been chasing words my entire life, and so far, it's been one hell of a ride.

Like my work? Don't be afraid to watch. I guarantee that you won't regret it or your llamas back. ;) (Wink)

-writer, critic, superhero-

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Far too many...

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Lost, FMA:B, Game of Thrones, American Horror Story

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

prog metal, alt rock, punk

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, The Lovely Bones, 1984, 'Salem's Lot, The Hunger Games

Favourite Writers

Stephen King, George Orwell

Favourite Games

Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion, Final Fantasy VII, DC Universe

Tools of the Trade

Pen and paper

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Movie making, YouTubing, writing

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4sauce4

Oct 5, 2015

Promotion Time!

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Hello followers, what few of you are still around to watch me :)My years away from this page have brought me through quite a few trials and tears, and though at one point I feared I would lose my voice for writing, it seems I have come back to it again - this time, with a fury!As many of you may know, I have carried around the idea for a series of novels titled "We Are Human" for six, going on seven, years now. It is a story that has been with me since I was fourteen, and I have never been able to shake it. Over the course of my growing up, I have fleshed out the plot and developed the characters; now at age twenty, I feel ready to share t...

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4sauce4

Jul 22, 2015

Long time - no see, eh?

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Hello everyone, I've definitely been away for a while. I'd like to see who still actively follows me, so if you don't mind giving this journal a favorite or leaving a comment. Thanks you :)---

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4sauce4

Jan 25, 2014

Journals or Polls?

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Clockchat

May 25, 2015

Give us Morgan or give us death!

BAPPY HIRTHDAY!!!!!

Passing by to wish you a happy new year, whenever you may come back, ye badass

Milk-and-Pie

Aug 30, 2014

Thank you so much for the watch, lovely! Rose

_{Sorry for the late thanks.
You're really beautiful btw.}

CAN I HAS POINTS?

I wish you the happiest of birthdays, Morgan, self-proclaimed badass, a notion I'll be happy to agree with! It's a damn shame that work and various real life shenanigans have kept me from chatting, commenting, faving, and doing as much as I would want here in the site, but you'll always awake a fond memory in me, being one of the first friends I made upon my comeback. May you have a delightful time, miss! Excuse the mushyness, and let us meet via our works soon!

4sauce4

Mar 29, 2014

Thanks so much, Clock

you're a scholar and a gentleman.