I'd like to confess, in my head there was so much I'd suppress, never dared to address; but when your head's a mess, all of the ugliness, it tends to resurface; ... what if I deserve this? ... no love ... worthless. ... no. I've always believed this: no love is worthless. despite the fact that sometimes it just really fuckin' hurts, but even on those days, still it's all so intense; keeping up fragile hopes 'n dreams, ( ... that's probably just hormones ... :) yet being a naive romantic's what flows through my veins straight through the heart; it's a raging storm; love is lightning; a current of tides, strong as the seven seas; entire

The sound of your voice still recalling those nights spent in blissful insomnia alone and yet together lost before the other words without meaning feelings without a name a magical spark - and yet just chemicals reacting two souls aligned in harmony two hearts consensually stolen mutually exchanged forever never to be returned a seed rooting deep in the back of my mind imagination running wild synapses clouded in euphoria I want you. in my every waking thought and my wildest of dreams I need you. Everything I do, Everywhere I go All The Time I think of you. But still, when you're near me I find myself lost at sea perpetually paralyzed by