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im sort of back??
uhh basically what happened in the past few days was my mom is getting laid off her job this coming monday, she's known for like a week? the company's closing down. there'll be literally no income and it's very possible we could be homeless since no income = no supporting four kids and an adult (technically 2 adults and 3 kids but my older brother is a 22 year old lazy fuck and doesnt even work)

also i had to force my mom to drive herself and me to the ER last night bc she was having symptoms of angina and a heart attack. she had super high blood pressure and was having burning pain in her left shoulder, jaw, left side of her chest, and her left arm was feeling numb. they've done tests and she seems to be fine but it's really,, expensive.
she seemed?? kind of indifferent and apathetic to being in the hospital and the very idea that she could have had a heart attack? i did take a picture of her because she was trying to keep my spirits up and she was very noticeably taking selfies and laughing about how the word "angina@ sounds a lot like "vagina"
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i almost admitted myself into a hospital for a different reason, but not one im exactly comfortable sharing in public since it's super personal aa

uhh theres other more minor stuff but it all adds up and im just so overwhelmed. i cant work due to mental health / my inability to leave the house often due to my agoraphobia, the whole thing abt expenses and bills and stuff,,

im so frustrated? and saddened. my mom is basically my support team and without her im basically falling to pieces. the only reason im holding myself together is for her and her health. i dont matter as long as shes ok

im really sorry for just putting this all out there but ive been holding it in and uhh i only see my therapist once a month due to scheduling conflicts so !!
i felt like i needed my watchers to know.
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DogTease Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2019  Student Digital Artist
Hey if you're having finance troubles please let me know if you're taking donations. Super sorry to hear things haven't been going so well recently, I hope everything looks up for you. If you ever need someone to talk to you know where I am on discord. <3
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21ky Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aa if you wanted to donate that'd mean so much to me? i'd feel bad if you weren't compensated though, i'd be more than willing to do like a sketch or something in return? ;v;

ghghgh my paypal is videogame.driven@gmail.com but only if you really wanted to!!! 
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DogTease Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2019  Student Digital Artist
Ill be taking commissions next week so will be able to donate then <333
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21ky Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aa ok!! <3
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