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Wandering these pasts years. I'm completely alright, just not satisfied.
Wandering these pasts years. I'm completely alright, just not satisfied.
Wandering these pasts years. I'm completely alright, just not satisfied.
I keep thinking about the summer and how I'm going to go to Ukraine with the money I'm saving and buy more dogs lol,   Like I have to have A samoyed, A South Russian Ovcharka, and a Black Bolonka. And Ukraine is where I can get them.   I just have to have them.    I thought about getting a caucasion mountain dog or a newfoundland,, but I think i'll wait till i own a house, not renting a place.    I dont think theyd be happy with limited space,.

But before the summer, I have to do 5 months of fulltime work,,  man, thatss going to be hard -- cuz im not going to do school, maybe a class or 2. probably liefguarding,, or dental assistant.

Kuzya and Yaya are so perfect,  they sit next to the door when the want to be let out, and the onl thing i have to be worried about is not leaving my stuff on the ground or else the will chew them up,,   they have destroyed man of my hair accessories it seems to be their favorite and dirt laundry. 

I feel so tired lately, all i want to do is sleeep.  
Long time I havent updated anything.

Not that I dont like Animaniacs anymore, its just I'm done with being overly obsessed over stuff. Even Harley X Joker,  I mean I still love it dearly somewhere in my heart but I dont have the energy for it because other things are more important.  Like class, and my puppies. 

I thought they'd make sure I would get plenty of exercize but no:  when we go out walking and in the field, they run for 10 minutes and then they're are done.  Some active puppies, they're lazy butts. 
Updated names:  my OES m, 6mnths, KUZYA.  maltese, f, 5mnths, YAYA.

Mad that Yaya is still not house trained, Kuzya picked it up quickly,   They play so adorable together.  Biting eachothers faces.

I watched the pound puppies series, its so cute, even though animation is really off, the characters are cute (the dogs,  human designs were horrid)     I like Niblet, Giblet, and Rebound <3 <3

Its nice one day and rainy the next. WHICH IS IT??  Is started to carve a pumpkin..  I dont know what to be for halloween.  a clown again?? 

In one of my classes I feel so silly and smile so hard even though nothing is funny, and when I have to say something I cant because I cant keep a straight face and its embarrasing and I try to control myself but its so hard.. Whyyyyy!

I thought in college I'd get a social life.  Nope,  its me.  I'm not out there, going to parties and talking to people.  I just dont want to.  So until I want to, Its just gonna be me and my dogs.  its not thata I dont like people, its fun to talk, but commiting to a friendship is something I never learned how to do.

I wake up, go to class, go home, play with my doggies and study. THE end. that is my life.   I dont talk with any people everyday. I'm pretty isolated. I guess its my choice.
Just watched "It" with penny-wise for the first time, I thought it was a good movie, had some good scary ideas. But all the characters fitting a stereotype was annoying.    Just now I went into the bathroom and looked at the sink suspiciously.  I cant imagine watching that movie as little kid.         When I was little I couldnt handle anything scary or else I'd think about and stress out.  So I avoided them for all my life till suddenly this year I found that horror is ridiculously fun!  While watching a movie you feel like you're in it and your simulating emotions!    While watching "The stepfather" I got adrenaline rushes.

I had a funny dream last night, that since I'm graduating highschool, I'm going to get alot more responsibilities and stress and I think I realize now I could have been lucid dreaming that I became a first grader and since I already knew the material, I was relaxed, laid-back and wreaked havoc in the classroom.  Good times.   I woke up with a sense of longing.  I wished it was the same as it was then with my old friends. 

Then a turtle became spiderman (what?) no clue.

I went to a rockabilly concert (small one with about 200 people)  and I stood at the very top of some bleachers and jumped and danced for a whole 2hrs like crazy (I did the twist)   When it was over some people commented on it. (since i was the only one lol, but who cares, i felt like it)

I started watching Pee-wee's playhouse every morning,   It really reminds me to get out of bed and that there's alot of great fun to be had.     Love, love, love it!!!  its so funny.     

I skype with my relatives in Ukraine sometimes,  they can't wait till the war is over.  I wish I was there with them again.  I was there 2 years ago,  and now the places I went to are ALL in the newspapers EVry single day.   Crimea, the black sea,  Donetsk, Contantinovka..  

I was in a restaurant with my grandparents and I was done and waiting so I was sculpting the pieces of butter into animal shapes with a knife and one of them said I should quit it and I dont understand why. And when I was sitting at a graduation ceremony I was severely bored and kept moving my legs and started daydreaming and looking at the ceiling.  Is that wrong?  and I wondered how everyone else kept their composure, Listening to an ongoing speech with no end that wasn't interesting, becuase I couldnt.  I wanted out.  I wish I didnt go. I really have to stop  being a pushover. 

I don't think I feel any different than years ago. I think I've let alot of bad feelings go. And I've matured to  the point where I'm not that annoying kid that won't stop bugging you. And I can see past things.   And I've sorta gotten numb to sad/tragic stories. I feel really anxious sometimes, and I don't know why, like now.   Its like Gosh I'm not a little kid anymore, Everyone else my age moved on and I'm still here. I'm stuck here. In between.
OMYGOD!!!!  SOSOSOSO HAPPPY la in love la in love    I discovered a new genre of music called "Dark Cabaret" and lots of the artists have really cool clown inspired costumes<3 lovelvoelvoe,   it all started when I randomly clicked on steampunk wiki and I discovered how cool it is and clockwork too. SO EPIC <3
Even though it may seem like I'm rarely here, I don't comment much etc.  That's not true,  I stalk ALL MY FRIENDS!!  So Everyone I'm keeping up with you!

So, April has been  The most difficult month of my whole life. I finished 4 highschool credits in 3 weeks I took 8 different classes.  Online classes that take FOREVER and they are LONG,  becuase I missed alot of school and they gave me a chance to make it up so I am graduating this week, YAY <3    Everyone I know is holding 'graduation' parties, but Not me.  Graduation is not something I want to celebrate, 5 years of hell is not something I ever want to remember again, (I loved elementary school so that doesn't count) .  I hope college is alot more fun.

Gosh, it's already going to be summer, I feel like last summer was yesterday,  when I first started on DA.  Time flies without noticing, Thats a good thing.

I still have a crush on a boy who was in my class in 5th grade,  Whats a way I could get back in his life?.   Its crazy how much I like him,  but I only saw him once in the last 6 years...   Thats pretty pathetic. 
1. No skipping questions
2. Tag as many people as you like
3. Take your time
4. Have fun

1. Yello! What's your name?
Maria Lena

2. Cool, now what's your favorite food?
cabbage! and coffee

3. Would you be sad if one of your loved ones died
If it was one of my cousins or grandmother I might get so depressed and possibly die, so yeah.

4. Who do you love?
Someday I'll have somebody to love

5. Have you and your loved one kissed?
6. Play sports?
Not really

7. Starring conquests go!

8. Have a family?

9. Name your siblings 

10. What's your worst fear?

Don't really have a "worst fear"  I watch horror movies alot and enjoy them,,    I hate my dreams though, I wake up each morning completely disturbed.   


:iconto-lazy-for-username::iconkittydarner:  :iconviralzx4: :iconanimaniacsfan:
Last week I went to Florida and had a fun time shopping and looking at gators, until the last day where we went to the beach and burned the shit out of ourselves. forgot sunscreen,  later that evening i couldnt stop shaking and i had a panic attack.  worst night of my life.   That was 6 days ago ,  I'm still swollen and now I'm peeling(EWWWW).    I was 10 pounds heavier on the scale (THAT TOTALLY FREAKED ME OUT)  the swelling has gone down and I've dropped most of that weight.          Then on Saturday I went to Megacon becuase I knew Rob Paulson was going to be there and it was my first convention, and it was a bad experience for me because everyone complained how too super duper crowded it was and i almost started crying because there were so many people and i was by myself and i didnt know where to go or what to do so I left becuase I coudnt find his panel. 

I'm super obsessed with animaniacs songs.  its not the songs themselves, its rob, jess, and tress.  I love listening to them,

I saw the muppets in theatres just because they've been advertising it.  It dragged on. kinda wished i hadnt seen it, usually i like them.

I havent been drawing much lately,  today I made a new character though, she's a poodle named Coco Puff.   drawing her made me smile today. 

I really have to focus on school.  I havent been there much lately and so I dont have much of a grade in the classes and its my last couple weeks left of school.
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4rlz I always misssss everybodys, like remmmys, I get on DA, and then it says she had one 3 hours ago and I missed it....

did anyone else have a snowday week?
So I randomly started streaming some random cartoon and I got so mad becuase I LOVE Betty Boop and like modern cartoon like to do (Googily Goop, Betty Blooper) , they parodied her, AS Toots a FATtie sex icon from the 30s (i mean in certain scenes it shows fat rolls and she Eats WAY TOO MUCH and Nobody finds her attractive), that Cut herself??, and was a Attention-whore Bitch.   I'm LIKE NOOOOO. Why did they ruin the image. I mean they drew her almost exactly looking like betty, and she's super adorable and all, but like the rest of the show it's so terrible the things she says and does.    The charming thing about Betty is that she has a full figure, that doesnt mean She eats and eats and stuffs her face all the time like they parodied in the show
So after about 6months I now am kinda not as interested as I was in Animaniacs,   I mean they're still my #1 favorite cartoon, but I don't want to draw them much anymore.       sometimes I think of Remmy and doodle her in my notebook becuase she's so adorable,   k,                       I'm gonna try drawing comic book characters and working on my oc's.       cherry, her siblings, and vasilly, are static characters for now.      

My favoritest thing is Joker X Harley. I adore these two.  
yeppp,      at least ultimate spidey,    Spiderman Unlimited is pretty cool looking, with the tech suit, but bizzare and unfinished story,      

I remember when i was in 7th grade there was this kid who had superhero/villain encyclopedias and he was telling me about all that stuff and im like yea whatevers, and now im like AWSOME,  i always assumed deadpools characters was like a super cool villain with a deep voice and was strong and had swords at the back of his ,, back.         NO. i was taken by surprise at how they made him in the ultimate spiderman series, he was pinkie pie. thats the best way to describe him, he broke 4th wall, made jokes, talked alot,  he was sorta taking spidey's role because thats what He does y'know,   only they made spidey this super arrogant annoying teenager which does get on yo' nerves..    deadpoool is   awsomer, with a better costume, and he's bigger and stronger.

I think i've decided to draw comic book characters as my January art thing.  

THank you netflix for being able to watch superhero/villain awsomeness.

weird, netflix doesnt havee tiny toons, animaniacs, or rescue rangers.  Thats horrible....
I've been busy moving , 11th time, lolz.         
becuase i taped up my walls with drawings when i was taking them off, the paint peeled off  with the tape so i have been painting the walls of my room,  
with my christmas money i was gonna buy roller skates, then it says they're out of stock in my size .. =(
so im verry sorry i haent been active!!  
thank for the very lovely drawing(s) with cherry
Y'know Wakko is totally in love with Don Knotts films,   and  i never really got that, til

so I decided today to watch a movie with Doris Day, on of my favorite singers, and theres this character in it, and im thinking where have i heard this peculiar way of speaking, im thinkin and thinking and then it hits me, Lady and the Tramp 2 Scamps big adventure, the dog catcher. He was based off of Don Knotts,…

So Knotts is just a silly actor,  makes sense that he's Wakko's favorite
  • Listening to: ella fitzgeralds swingin christmas alb
  • Playing: i dun playin
  • Eating: nuttin
yep i sang this song on tumblr @
i used a cartoony voice, ever since i started singing betty boop songs i have a tendency to say my 'moi' lolz
  • Listening to: Johnny - Meow Meow
  • Playing: with my head
  • Eating: cabbage
I think I won't be posting any more new stuff for a while to focus on my grades for this semester and yeah, ill still be practicing though, im missing the basics..
Post this in your Journal with the title saying,
"I act like a __ year-old".

i actually have a grudge against 13 yearolds, i hated that age. also 12..
[ x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.  
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
Total: 4
[x ] You show up for school late a lot.  
[] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x ] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
Total: 6
[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[] You have hand washed a car before.
Total: 8
[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take-out.
[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quickly.
Total: 10
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside 3 or more times a day
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.