13th-of-never

don’t push me back as I live behind a smile, wishing to be miles away from here... so steady... in rusted peace, like drowning fish... all life in fear... motionless stuck in the road that I hope will take me somewhere far from home wishing to be somehow aware of everything I’ve ever said with a thousand tears spent in knowing for a fact that you will be there...

Look at yourself, It has never been so clear Check out everything In this fine dayAnd I am lost I’m a parasite But I know it Accept you need my help nowAnd I can still smell The blood running down your chest And in all you Like a flower Scentless and beautiful What’s the point?And in all your solitude I know you But you don’t know I do And in all you The bloodYet you refuse to be tied with this pink lace We’re all in here But I can’t see the beauty anymore I guess it escaped from me And in all our blood you and only you And it seems you don’t understand You’ve grown apart, from whom? You in all you But you can’t understandAnd in all the bl...

It’s a sweet begining for someone whose already found its end There are things i dont mind doing but there are some others that make me feel uncomfortable Somethings are never meant to happen ha! I wished i have known better Essay and error, probabilities, downs and lows Them all and the feelings add up Makes me wanna cry until theres nothing left Nothing but all. I can’t help it The things that makes me weaker You And then the heart and soul of solitude The profound part of the problem The solution and dissapointment Silly me, I forgot the best part of the joke No wonder why i walk apart alone But im always lost. You know it. You pointed ...

Piece me back in Neverland ´cause I’ve never felt this free I can feel the breeze hitting my face in this hideous scent of green Rusted mind, don’t want to think, ´cause I’ve never felt this free And with you lost in my sleep, I don’t really want to liveWho will starve me to death if you’re not home this holiday? How odd could this vicious life be without the ambitious grim? This just gets back to where we started, and there are no more trees to end our Halloween How can we live if we never get together? How far are we going to grieve? How sick is could this mind games be?It’s too stupid, too messed up to get to the gone Too force fed, too...

So many sleepless nights Thinking about pointless romance And its unexistent revenge All for love and love for no one Just a couple of nothing to me And a drop of death for you So drop dead, gorgeus Know that I can't hate you Anymore than what you already do And let me here to enjoy All the things we know I dont have But thank god for the blindness And thanks to this time For letting you stay a while Alone with me on my mind

All this time fighting the lies, All these wasted days looking for an answer A never-ending story Deep down I knew how it ends but the middle I can’t quite understand Mother fucker The truth is I don’t want to know all the beginnings I don’t want to know every detail I barely want to stay alive to see the progress of this life of mine. Sorrow, sympathy, empathy Pathetic All these things and shred wisdom beside me I can relate I can’t elate or separate Cause I’m too broken to repair All the dead knowledge of fairytales The torn pages I obviated    All the poetry I erased All the shit of the utopic happy ending All that lies with the truth t...