13-pretty-pistols

Journal entries I forgot to publish (oldest to most recent):GANGSTER OF METAPHORS - January 26, 2012 Here we go. You know a horse in a starting gate? His eyes are wide, haunches bunched up and quivering in anticipation. Foam lathers around his gnashing teeth and sweat slicks his flexed shoulders and chest. Nostrils flared, dragon-like noises gasping out and his breath unfurls like steam as he pants. His heart thunders inside his ribs. Time slows down, noises dull, everything neutralizes and becomes irrelevant. Each passing second stretches beyond his lifetime. He is a gun in that moment where the trigger is pulled but the explosion hasn't ...

WOW I have been seriously neglecting my Deviant Journal. Ready for entry overload? Here it is:IN THE EVENT OF A FIRE...July 13th 2010Six in the morning. Dogs are chewing happily on fresh raw meaty bones, cat is meowing endlessly, and I sip my stress-relief green tea. This has been a difficult summer for me and my little family. We've done a bit of moving, went months where we weren't all under the same roof, had to deal with me going from unemployed and having all of the time in the world to being full time and exhausted. My depression has risen back up with my stress levels, and I know my family feels the bulk of it but they never say a w...

In less than two weeks Jobe leaves to continue his educational path (and to preach hate with his helmet) in Billings, Montana. The pressure building up in my chest with each passing day that draws me closer to his inevitable departure is only contributing to the murderous allergies already restricting my ability to breathe. Eleven days from now a wave of loneliness is going to knock me on my ass, and I foresee at least a week made purely of chocolate and rentable TV shows.Distracting myself from thinking about this had potentially made me only more depressed.Why to veterinarians carry dog food brands, such as Hills, Purina, and Royal Canin...