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Distance love
Hey there stranger
at the other end of this conversation.
I told you to go and look for love somewhere else.
I told you to stay positive and not feel guilty.
Why did you stay~?
Hey there friend
at the other end.
Didn't I tell you I need physical touch~?
And didn't I tell you to fall out of love~?
Why did I stay~?
Hey there crush...
slowly making me blush.
Why are you so perfect but yet so imperfect~?
How did you see past my flaws and still love me~?
Why did we stay~?
Hey there... lover
there is more to discover...
Why did I fall in love with you~?
Why does you God make it so hard for us~?
When will you come~?
Hey there boyfriend
at the other end
of the equator.
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Praten zal helpen.
Ja. Praten.
Altijd maar weer praten
en meer praten.
Vertellen, stilte,  huilen.
maar ook lachen
door de tranen heen.
Ze willen altijd iets weten
maar vragen niet
zo dat jij gaat praten.
Ik vraag mij af
durf niet te vragen
hoe het met hem gaat.
Iedereen weet
het verhaal dat mij maakt
maar ik weet hun niet.
Ik zie hem denken
wat te vragen
en hoe te zeggen.
Ik zie hem kijken
blikken ontwijken
hij kijkt me aan.
De tisuedoos bereikt de tafel
opgelucht
dat het zo goed gaat.
We schudden hand
op naar huis
dat weer gehad.
Ze willen praten
en ik wil oplossingen.
Ik wil beter worden.
Reinig mij
van mij onzekerheid
van de spijt.
Deel met mij kennis.
Begrijp mij
Verrijk mij.
Ik weet dat ik
hier niet van af zal komen,
Maar verzacht de pijn.
Ik ben klaar om door te gaan
verder gaan
met bestaan.
Klaar om iets te zeggen
te overleggen
uit te leggen hoe.
Met hem zal het lukken
steun in mijn rug
tot ik de kracht heb gevonden.
Ik vertrouw hen.
Hij wil mij helpen.
Hij kan het doen.
Ik kan het doen.
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Depression talking
When will it stop~?
I'm done with it all.
I can't think, can't sleep
All I do is eat all day.
Nobody can/will/wants to help me.
I feel so damn alone.
I just feel so alone.
I know there are a few friends who want to help,
but they can't,
They can't...
because of this disease.
I can't understand why I make it so hard,
make it so hard for myself.
I really need help,
but I can't afford it.
Then how am I supposed to go on~?
How~?
I don't want to cry,
I want to be strong
and confident.
I want to be made.
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Your heart can't speak
Silence is my trap.
It's meant to hurt me.
Deafening silence.
So I put music on so loud.
Fighting against nothingness.
Fighting to be heard.
Do you hear~?
Can you see me~?
Do you want me~?
Do you need me~?
song after song,
filling me with emotions.
It's a trap~!
I press my hands against my ears,
hear blood rushing.
I'm alive~!
Tears...
Tears are indeed
words your heart can't speak.
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Een brief aan Celeste
Dit is wat ik nog weet.
We zaten in het ZL (Zelfstandige leerruimte) en je was weer eens aan het schrijven. Ik wist dat ik nooit meer goede vrienden kon worden met Soraya omdat ik haar aan een ander had verloren. En dat was niet erg want ze was gelukkig en haar glimlach deed de zon doen stralen. Ik voelde me ook een beetje schuldig omdat ik nooit contact met haar had gezocht. 2 Jaar niets van mij laten horen, maar zij ook niet van haar. Dus misschien was het wel goed zo.
Ik weet dat het heel erg creepy klinkt als ik zeg dat ik mijn vrienden uit kies (en ik had Soraya niet uitgekozen) maar sinds wij hadden gesproken wist ik dat ik vrienden met je wilde worden. Ik dacht bij mezelf "Ik wil vrienden met haar worden." Dus ik liet mijn spullen achter en liep op je af.
Je zat naast Sabria (of hoe je haar naam ook mag schrijven). Mijn vrienden instinct ging aan en ik stond naast je tafel. "Schrijf jij ook~?" vroeg ik alsof het niet obvious genoeg was. Je keek een beetje geschrokken en antwoord
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Scr*w you mom
Just kill me.
Put a bullet trough my brain.
End it.
What's the point of living
if everything you do seems to be
bad, wrong or not good enough.
What is the point of living
when everyone you really care about
is mad at you for telling the truth.
I'm done.
I'm outta here.
Done with everything.
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A lot of crap and ALL for YOU ^^

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Activity


I've been gone for too long.

Guys, it's a good thing I have been gone for this long... because I only visit when someone mentions DA or when I feel down.

What have you missed~? I am ingaged. Yup. Gonna get married in 2018.

I've been pretty happy this past year.

That's all.

Hopefully I won't be back soon <3
Hoi Beertje,

Ik dacht vandaag aan je,
maar ik was je achternaam vergeten.
Dus zocht ik je adres op...
blijkbaar zal ik dat nooit vergeten.

Je echt naar is natuurlijk niet Beertje,
nee, zelfs je bijnaam heb ik verzonnen.
Ik had je al eens eerder op Facebook gezocht,
maar vandaag vond ik je.

Ik wilde niet,
maar ben toch alles gaan bekijken.
Het lijkt er op dat je niet veel bent veranderd.
Tenminste zo lijkt het.

Is het niet toevallig dat wij allebei
een relatie hadden met iemand in 2012~?
En toen ik door je foto's bladerde
ontdekte ik dat we dezelfde muts hebben gekocht.

Ik keek net op je DeviantArt account...
het is al weer 105 weken geleden dat ik met je sprak.
Ik wilde je heel graag ontmoeten...
maar misschien was het te veel gevraagd.

Wat ik eigenlijk wil zeggen is:
Ik mis je... Ik heb je erg gemist...
Ik denk niet elke dag aan je,
maar als ik aan je denk...

Ik weet niet goed wat ik zal doen.
Of ik weer contact met je ga zoeken...
Ik weet nu tenminste dat je er nog bent.
Mijn live vriend, mijn beertje.

Liefs,

Koekie ~~~<3

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Tesse (just call me Tess)
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Netherlands
I think if you wanna know what kind of person I am you should talk to me, cause it would take a couple of hours to get to know me. ^____^ I'M WEIRD AND I LOVE IT ^.^

I'm always writing things down, like poems ans stuff. If you ask me for paper or a pen I'll always have them with me XD

Favourite genre of music: acoustic
Favourite photographer: my brother ^.^
Favourite style of art: I love them al!!!
Operating System: WindowsXP
Shell of choice: that of a giant turtle
Wallpaper of choice: change it every day XD
Skin of choice: racist I don't awnser
Personal Quote: I live is crap so why not shit on it?
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Happy late Birthday! Hope it was a good one! :D
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Happy birthday! :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's January 10th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Happy birthday! :D
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Owwwe no problem. Than you anyways :D
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  • Have a wonderful, happy, healthy birthday now and forever. Happy Birthday!

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