12memories

"Regret" - October 2009 Spilled lies at the alter Never forget the fear The church bells' whine Insight The day had broken You took off for the very last timeI am hunting in the cold In search...  In search of a sign I am not looking for myself I just can't silence these thoughts inside I retrace footsteps lost in ice Through half-squinted eyes and a numb feeling in my bones I stumble up another hill to find that all too familiar scenery Empty Have I not passed these lands before?(You really need me, but I'm not right you say I want to find you but all I see is white and grey A rage consumes me The cold won't fill my heart with ease For th...

"Someone" - December 2010 We sat in sun on that day I was very far away You'd break the silence just because - But I didn't answer how I wasI swear one day my heart would stop; never again pump a heartbeat wrinkled in blood, my gut, nestled in butterfly filth and love No words came out my mouth.I can't stand the thought of you with someone else; I can't stand the thought of you all alone... I can't believe an angel would lay their body so close to mineI remember that moment you surely forget: My head had rest on golden light You did not care how close we were that night I didn't care, it was uncomfortably right Silver slipped slowly from s...