Ok Ive come to some terms that no one reads this but oh two or ten people, and the rest is just too busy with school and stuff. So me updating (WHICH WILL HAPPEN) is just to appease me and the ten other people. As well I am going to be making a new portfolio/professional DA account pretty soon.
Now just to dive into my personal world and to just get it off my chest since I'm jittery from too much caffeine. Ive been watching the first season of TruBlood with my boyfriend and just realize that the Vampires irk me, which is strange. I was terrified of them when I was a kid and naturally it shortly developed (to my patients dismay...) to a utter
I hadn't realized how OUT OF DATE my art is until I actually looked at my gallery as a whole... I am a little ashamed at how bad everything got. And before you guys say anything. The thing is that well Ive did get better, and all this stuff is REALLY old. I mean REALLY. This was back when i did cutsy crap like talk to the character in the picture... just creeps me out now five years later. The Teen Titan stuff is fine... for the most part. But other then that...
I Heather K. NEEDS to update the crap out of my gallery. even if its not finished and colored.
Because this... stuff... WILL not fly.
Well Ive been back for a few months, but theres always something getting in the way of me getting art up. Normaly its just me being a procrastinator, or me fearing people stealing my art ideas or concepts, or something like that... or just me getting bull in my way. Like this time. Not only did my computer break in hk... and I had to get a new one (his name is Mr Chow, and he screams comp warnings in Cantonese.)
But! My internet provider told me FU last month. SOOO. I have no interwebs. I'll try to get on as much as possible.
Other then that Ill be trying to get my art juices flowing again since HK interwebs blew. But other then That I mis
Sooo yeah I have something to tell you guys that I have been putting off for like three months. Oh and Im needing to update my Myspace or whateva page i got... cant remeber.
Im going (currently am in...) HONG KONG. I just got hear, and wont be back for awile.
I... am the worst procrastinator.
And on a related topic, Does anyone know where I can stream Fringe in Hong Kong? Hulu is dragging there feet and Im going to go nuts with four channels that I cant understand.
gotta go! god help me...
I think Ive come to a understanding which I would Like to share.
Facebook AND myspace... Not a very good way of contacting me, at all. I don't do community websites... there just not my thing (DA doesn't count!), plus I'm lazy and NEVER check it. In fact I haven't touched it since summer. That said I'm starting to get really p.o.ed with fakes since I found out one was a bitch to a fan of mine awhile back.
I don't think I like deviant art, but not enough to quit it. I keep holding out that some day they'll realize that forcing members to sign the legal rights to there art is a big no no. So if or when I do post anything, its going to be fan-
Hey guys. Sorry about no updates or anything for the entire summer.
Ive been dealing with in my life a lot of stuff and needed a little bit of a break, and though I kinda should tell you what the hell happen to me for the past three... no... four months I went missing and Ill try to explain it the best I can. I had a huge crisis with relations in my life that made me question what the hell I was doing. Before who ever still reading this stuff starts asking, it involved me having to tell my boyfriend for two years that I needed a break. I've never been good with the ugly parts of relationships, but I knew I needed to do this, no mater how muc
You know. I think Im jinxed, or am like my mother who cant wear any electronic watch (or hold hotel room keys) cus she gives off some weird EMP that simply fries it.
Because for some reason that eludes me, this time every year my computers little clock goes off telling it that its that time to go suicidal while holding 1 to 4 years of work hostage (much of it stuff Ive been procrastinating on putting up). Which results in loads of cursing, me using every geek contact to help me, praying to both god and beta for a miracle, and more cursing.
Any way, That's whats been happening to me, I'm going to probably have to get a new one since its hitt
Just the other minute I was checking my mail and was reading a email that was telling me how good I have improved in modeling in such a short time and how I should continue on it since it was obviously my strong point.
It wasn't that my very fried brain that it wasn't fan mail until I got the part about I have a really good chance of getting a job in the Gaming Industry and cant wait to see my final.
And for a minute my brain had to reboot at the shear hilarity and I had to reconsider going postal with a super-soaker filled with cherry Crush in my Intro to Maya class since my knowledgeable(but EXTREMELY frustrating) teacher was very impress
I was doing a awesome picture (which by the way was going to be the holiday photo for da this year...). It was really coming out well and I mean it was going to be bad ass. Everything was going so well, since I had just got a new tablet pen and not a moment too soon.
AND THEN IT HAPPEND,
HP HAS HAD A ERROR WITH WAPCOM TABLET. D:<
So I went through with sending a report thinking that it would only mean my tablet was affected. But NOOOOO, THE LITTLE SONOFAGUNDAM TOOK PHOTOSHOP AND THE INTIRE DAMN MASTERPIECE WITH IT!
Cursing, and lots of it, ensued after shock wore off.
I'm gonna lye down and drown myself in sugary goodness to chase the pa
Any other moment I would frown on going and blogging/bit*hing about something like this. Especially when I haven't seen the hole episode. But i think I'll make a exception since I am bored, and slightly tramatized.
I really didn't want to watch Clone Wars, I have my reasons. I was just flipping and had stopped, I feel like i just tuned into a old episode of star trek, which makes it really bad cause it was Star Wars!
Seriously evil r2 was a black goatee away from just being silly. I don't know what happened... and a part of me is not yet ready (nor drugged up) to wrap my brain around just yet.
*Insert sound of artist shoving head in pot and screaming in frustration!*
Why is it that I'll go into a picture with such enthusiasm to get it done quick and pretty, only to stop halfway tired and disappointed. WHY IS IT I TORTURE MYSELF.
For instance. I have this picture that Im doing (hopefully you all will see it.) and the sketch came out awesome... But the MINUTE (sorry, my cap button is broken) I go to coloring it, I get tedious on something (on this moment, the arm, damn you shoulder muscles!) and its doomed to never be right or not done at all. Maybe I should just stick with skinny men and women...
*Sigh* I need to ask Turin and Hi
Fellow artists of Deviant art, I am happy to have seen history being made.
I am blessed to be a part of a generation that was along time coming.
I am thankful to have/fulfill the right to vote for whom I want to lead my homeland.
and For the first time in eight years. I am proud to be an American.