Even if you were there first, there is still no guarantee for gaining what you could possibly want.
In the end, you're always alone.
Then life will kick you in the crotch so hard you'll learn to kneel before it.
It'll laugh at you, mock you for your sins, and make you literally feel your regrets.
But don't let it do that.
Take life by the throat and squeeze its scrawny little neck.
Make IT suffer.
Choke it. Take what it won't give you.
Then take its useless corpse and tear it to pieces.
Burn every little piece. But save the heart.
Keep that. Make sure to use it much better to it did.
Person + Person + Interest + likeability = Friendship
Friendship = trust + loyalty
Person - trust = ???
Person + anger = Rage
Rage + noncontrol ratio = Blindness
Blindness + Anger - Trust = friendship - loyalty
Friendship - loyalty = Loss
Loss + anger - friendship = regret + self loathing
Regret + self loathing - friendship - anger + loss = depression + hate
depression + hate = ------
Equation still in progress (?)