Probably hate me, that's fine, i most likely deserve that.
Just wanted to let you know, I'm sorry.
Sorry for fucking up what we had, for not trying hard enough or really doing right by you. I'm sorry. If you don't forgive me its fine, i understand, but after the events of tonight, i've learned about, mainly how much of a problem i can be in a relationship.
It took another catastrophic heartbreak to make me finally grow up. But hey, i did learn my lesson. I'm not gonna just jump into shit blindly, and i am gonna take the time to get to know the person i try to "Love", and to respect them and do whatever i can.
But honestly, i honestly think that maybe i was too fucked up, and should be alone. I dunno.
I'm, just very tired and i felt like talking to you. Sorry if this bothered you at all.