I tie the noose around my neck saying
"This is the last time this is it."
But you just laugh cause i'm just bluffing.
I won't kill myself cause i'm your bitch.
I grab the pain killers out the cabinet
threating to end my life right there.
An eyebrow raises,you're not buying it.
I let the pills drop to the floor.
I won't kill myself cause i'm your bitch.
I grab a knife and put it to my wrist.
"I'm serious this time, this is it."
You say, "Okay." and go about your day.
You know I ani't gonna die today.
I seriously should have spilt my