Darkness
It’s not the pain
I have lived in pain my whole life
I have been dealt pain by strangers, friends, family
But the one’s I loved most
I have dealt myself unmeasured levels of pain of all kinds
I’m used to pain
The problem is not the pain
The problem is the darkness…
My only glimpse of light was from an angel I will never meet again
The flash was so bright…
I chased it so furiously, I put everything into it
But it has gotten away from me…
And so I am left in the darkness
No goals, no dreams, nothing that I want
Nothing makes me happy, not even my memories
The best moments of my life are remembered