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No more fighting.. Alot less, to show... Cover-up the scars... This is the end... We all knew it was coming.. Just wanted solid ground.. But none, could reach.. 'Till now... My head, hurts iam tired.. i dont have to be sick of the fight.. Because it's all gone.. Can let the hurt.. Sail away, with time.. Try to let the momories fade... But they wont.. Just never will.. In my mind, in a black and white seen.. The picture's, are being hung on the line... Ready to dry.. The pictures.. Of the past.. Dripping.. The tears... i never shed.. The pain hasnt washed away.. But iam not sure at this point it ever will.. For no

No iam not having a bad day... Just a bad life... No today isnt my worst... Everyday is bad.. No i dont need to talk it out... It is nothing... I get kicked in the face alot... I get lots of bad luck... this is not a bad day.. i say... This is a bad life... I have to live with you... this is no bad day iam having... this is a bad life... Though i live with the card's i've been delt.. I bleed alot... But... I only cry deep inside... Because this isnt a bad day... This is life... Just life... This isnt bad at all... This is life... Only life...

this blade in my hand... this sacrifice i must make... the blood is on the wall... and my sorrows down the hall... i bleed once more... i shall bleed little more... the pain is too real at times... yet it isnt... i deserve more... ideserve more... Dont i? you think so... why must you blade my back... and dig open new wounds... as well as old... like a hungrey panther... tearing open someones back... after you leap up unto it... you can only hurt me so much... and less then before... less then ever before... you can only kick a hungery dog in the face so many times... before they attack! like a wolf i long to hunt

I know you said you waited up for me.. But please be your old self, and dont... I know you wanted to talk to me, But please dont stay up so late waiting on me again.. You said you waited up for me, Please dont do this.. Dont stay up late when you shold be sleeping... Iam sorry i slept all day, and would have missed you... My sloth kicked in.. But that dont mean you should waste time waiting for me... Your getting to be a better friend.. But please dont wait up for me... I know you had alot to say, but for a game.. You shouldnt have stayed up untill morning for me to sign online... Your a good friend.. to me... But dont wait up f

how do i sink into the shadows more.... how can i make the few people who see me.... no longer see me.... i dont want to be seen... i dont want to grow... grow more hate... or other useless emotions... i want to sink in the shadows... i want to be left alone... leave me in the cold dark... my home... why do you see me? why do you want to waste time talking to me? why dont you see i hate everything... and want to be alone... i know everyone else hates me... but why dont you? why dont you hate me? why do you talk to me? and think my work is great? even when i hate it? myself.... why do you bother with the idea... idea i might not

These wounds.. They crack and bleed.. They never heal.. These wounds, they crack.. they bleed I deserve the blade... But i cant get it..

you ask so many questions.. and you really want to know.. what you ask.. it's just easy to see your feelings.. though i hide, mine... whatever i feel.. toanswer you question.. it felt good.. actualy... and to answer your other i cant.. since iam unsure myself... iam very confuzzled! to be honest... ive got alot on my mind.. besides this.. i only hope,  to figure this alll out soon.. i know you may find it stupid.. iam embarrased, of such a thing to you... but ive never even dont that.. ive never had that closeness.. in real life.. or anything close.. This is hard for me to believe... anyone likes me like that.. ive bee