My smile is a lie.
Everyday inside I die.
Don't tell me its ok, don't say it will be alright!
What do you know? You're not part of this fight!
It hurts; oh Gods it hurts so damned much,
everytime I remember my past I want to wipe it away again.
I don't do drugs, I don't drink to forget.
I don't eat how I should, but I hold no regret.
Let my body wither, let my ribs be seen; the fact of it is I was never a beauty queen.
As a child I wore ripped jeans, I ran and I played as a knight for Queen's.
Never wanting to be a princess fare, I wanted to be the kinght who would always be there.
I support my friends and stand my ground, but no one ever r
The Missing House by ThornyEnglishRose, literature
Literature
The Missing House
I must have been very young indeed when I noticed it, because I'd only just learnt to count to twenty (and I was, though I say so myself, an intelligent child). 'Mummy,' I said, as we stood four doors down from our own house. 'There's no number thirteen!' 'Some roads don't have a number thirteen,' she said, as if this were perfectly acceptable. I was outraged. 'Why not?' 'Because it's an unlucky number.' The older one gets, the less sense the world seems to make. What on earth was an 'unlucky number' supposed to be? Further investigation made a nonsense of what my mother had said. In every residential road I visited, I looked for numbers twelve and fourteen, and then for number thirteen. It was always there, either between those two or on the other side. Why was our road the only one with no number thirteen? There had to be a real reason; I was sure of it. Then, after I was put on 'free reading' at school, I began to think there might be a real, supernatural reason. The
(Why Can't I ) Just Be Happy? by BelladonnaBloodrose, literature
Literature
(Why Can't I ) Just Be Happy?
Why can't I just be happy?
I have someone to love and hold,
But inside I feel so cold.
Why can't I just be happy?
I lay in bed, silently screaming
While down my face tears are streaming,
The one I love most holds me, and I think:
Why can't I just be happy?