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Chapter 2 "I'm not a fan of cutting. Not because I think it's pathetic or something but because I hate scars. They are just nasty and no good. I just think there's no sense in making yourself worse looking than you are. I don't cut. I scratch myself. With anything that will do it. Mostly it is a pair of scissors. Is it considered self harm? I don't even know and most definitely don't care. That's a great way to deal with the pain. And I don't even know why I do it exactly. It helps making me feel something I guess. It is as good as cutting without leaving any scars. And yet I do have five self inflicted scars. Five times that I didn't know a