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Writer blocked By writers block Squeezing out letters My thoughts are clogged I can't read Your works are too emotional Hastening my descent My mental is becoming uncontrollable Stress is on high Remembering my paranoid insanity Rocking back and forth My energy is flowing loose inside my body Don't let this fool you It's taking everything to type this I'm attempting to fight The block in my minds eye My head is starting to hurt This plan may not work It's ok I'm doing my best I'm feeling deep sadness My happiness is melting away Divided by my personalities Everybody is getting in the way I need to breathe My breath can't move past my face I'm choking to death My skin is turning grey I'm not worried Fear isn't my concern With everything happening It's obvious this is part of my story Underdog triumph That book is full of stories The path to victory That's another story I'm not down I still carry my glory How I will succeed That's in a future story Gotta keep my head up These

I feel I've become I am I feel like I've become my inspiration I've become the embodiment of my determination I am the predecessor of my past depression I've gained knowledge from my hard lessons I no longer live in regret I am no longer regressing Moving forward Progressing Being positive is amazing Being present is relieving I'm not sitting in a corner grieving Soaked up in the past Very stressing I feel happy now I'm elevating I will not stop I will rise to the top I'm the cream of my crop Born from darkness Now I'm standing No locks Holding me in place Holding me in grey I'm out of my grave Surfing on a new wave Coming out of my cave To present myself to the world today Today I stand No longer a boy I'm a man Raised out the sand I'm humble I'm grateful To be willing and able To be strong and capable I'm grateful that I'm stable I'm not eating myself under the table I thank the Lord God Showing me I am worthy of joy That I have a voice I have