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In the middle Again, I say in the middle Of the night When you think silence falls You hear the noise But your windows are closed Your doors shut Not behind the thick curtains Nor under the bed But coming from a place I say, a familiar place They creep out And shout Or whisper by your ear They say, you must hear You toss, they don't disappear You hide, no you can never hide Do nothing think nothing Oh naive you can always only be thinking something You can ignore You can brush off But never are they truly gone You say you're haunted They say we're no ghosts "we are you" For they come from within, the voices

I'm stuck in a constant flux A flooded nexus of emotion Swallowed, drowning in my tears Hear me here, lying awake. At stake My sanity, beautiful As it is stripped away Chagrin's poison in my veins I give in to the decay I give in to the absolution And feed my nightmares willingly Disassociated from the world Torn, and thrown, the whore I’ve become smiles sweetly Prays that kind the touching be. Gentle, gentle loving For you I’ll keep living Nurse the curse first For without it the words Fall short. Off-key cords Record the disjointed apathy Etch my soul… I can never get out of here. Well said Mr Manson Now if only I unders

I'm alone in my room Wondering what to do Feeling stressed, suppressed by the thoughts in my mind Thoughts of not coming back I'm going to fall I'm not afraid of losing my mind I'm afraid of losing it all It's so hard for me to just make a call To talk To the people that I love and care about To walk Them through my thoughts Through what happens in my head So instead of doing that I disappear It's become clear That that's not a healthy solution But the healthy solution is scary Everyone is so caring But didn't I go too far by going away for so long?