For I hide it fast away
I tell myself things will change tomorrow
I've only to get through this one day
But after a nighttime full of tears
I awake upon the morn
And discover my pain does still remain
Alas, I fear it will never be gone
Why must I endure it?
Does it serve any purpose?
Is there really nothing I can do at all?
Each day I stay; waiting
Trying to keep from complaining
But why is something so simple so hard?
I miss you so much!
I need you so badly!
And even when I'm okay I am not!
Although full; I am empty
Though I drink; I'm still thirsty
I have all but that which I most want