Explore crippled

It hurts to walk I shouldn't feel like thisI wish I could run It's not even my heart or lungsI can no longer jump very high I'm not even eighteenI have to ice it at least once a night I can't be an athleteI want to exercise like everyone else I'd be down for a weekI can only remember what it's like to compete I did this to myself It hurts to exist I'm crippled already I can't run towards life I wish I never knew what I now miss ~(c)iamburningfire