+give me chills+

i've been having trouble with art lately.
this past week ive crumpled up everything I've done.
I can only draw on paper cuz i sold my tablet, and can't scan any of the things i draw. I was getting kinda sick of drawing DC comic stuff and really wanting to make something that wasnt really anything.. i dont know why, but if im not drawing characters from something, i just cant draw anything. This thought really bothered me.. is that all im good for? is that REALLY all i can do? It was frustrating. I tried to draw some original things but couldnt even get the pose out properly.. i was in a funk. I was starting to obsess over it..

then in the mail yesterday my new intuos 4 arrived!
and i stayed up late i felt it all come back! The smoothness, the flow, the gestures, the color, all of the overwhelming frustration i felt just dissappeared! it was peacefull. it was amazing

this is what came out~
I feel good