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Taking it from the life inside of me
She weeps as she breathes her steam
Growing weary of her uncertainty
Alone and only allowed to dream
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I'm under water now. An arm's length from the surface. The no-air panic hasn't hit me yet. It could be because the water is extra cold. Or it could be because I just don't care if I have air or not.
There. Eclipsing the moon, my only source of light, is a face. It's the face from my dreams... It's a face like non other. A face that causes uncontrollable happiness and the biggest warm feeling inside me I've ever felt. A face that keeps me warm in this cold unforgiving water that I seem to be drowning in.
I felt my muscles begin to tense as the cold started to affect me. My arm stretched towards that face without any voluntary thought. I knew if I could reach out far enough she would notice me. She would reach down and grab my hand and pull me onto her bed and warm me and smile at me; just like in my dreams.
Wait a minute! This aint my dreams. This is real fucking life. I'm really fucking cold. I'm real fucking drowning. I thrash and kick but I can't g